He was allowed one night with his family before needing to return to the Hokage’s office to answer for everything within the past five years. Kaheno was tired; it had been a hectic few days, with having to deal with enemies, hunger, and secrets. Kenta, Toru and Mutechi’s team leader, had escorted the three back to the compound’s gates, but it didn’t lessen the anxieties of having to face his family again. Though gentle in nature, Kaheno was afraid of what his clan would think of his actions during the time period he was gone. In his head, he held himself in contempt; he knew he had a safe haven within the compound walls, and if he had went there instead of running away...
“Uhh, alright guys.. we’re here?” Kenta shuffled backwards, unsure of what’s to happen next for the trio.
“Thanks, Sensei,” Mutechi responded, appearing calm. “We’ll take it from here, you can go home.” The man sighed heavily from relief, waving his hand at them and walking away. As soon as Kenta was out of sight, Mutechi groaned and tugged at his hair.
“... What’s gonna happen now?” Toru asked meekly, shivering with anxiety. “I’m sure Lord Seventh had called Grandpa, if not Dad, a-and I’m... not sure how they’re gonna be when we go inside..?” Both boys looked at each other with concern, then turned to Kaheno.
Before anyone else could say another word, they heard the sound of a door sliding open. All heads turned to the building, where an elderly man stood. The boys gulped; it was the clan patriarch, Shibi.
“... Come inside, please.” The air felt stiff; none of the three could gauge at what the old man was feeling, but with his stern expression and calm demeanor, they felt a sense of disappointment from him. Kaheno’s legs wobbled as he headed up the steps of the house, feeling as if everything was happening at lightning speeds. Mutechi was already inside; Toru stopped at the door and looked back to his older cousin. He was reluctant to follow, as if his feet were tied down with boulders. His shoulders were flexed up, and he was sweating. Toru felt the smallest hint of guidance take control, and the boy gently held his hand out to the young adult.
“... I’m sure we’ll be okay..” Toru whispered. Kaheno nearly teared up, but blinked it away and took his cousin’s hand. It was warm, and the slight vibrations of the grasp gave him relief in that he wasn’t the only one who was nervous.
Once inside, they were greeted to a small group of clansmen seated around the room. Within the meeting was Shino, next clan head and father to Toru and Mutechi. Next to Shino was his own father, the current head Shibi, and to the right sat the other twin and their little sister Shila. Another notable member, Shin, sat farthest to the left; with him was his own daughter Tenshinhan and Pikito, Kaheno’s little sister. The young man didn’t make eye contact with Shin; being the older brother of his late father, Kaheno had a close relationship with the older man. He was well aware that his dissapearance had hurt his uncle the most, who treasured the only child of his deceased little brother, Muta.
Toru took a seat near the wall, close to the group but with some space to stretch out his legs should the meeting drag on. Kaheno kept his eyes low, slowly kneeling down across from his family. It had finally come to this, his return to the Aburame clan. Of all the mixtures of emotions and thoughts, the most prominent theme had finally made itself clear: shame. From running away that night, abandoning his baby sister in the midst of chaos, leaving behind his identity and living in anonymity in fear of being found by anyone.. the theft he committed to survive, the measures he took to get a hold of basic needs left him feeling heavy with burden. His paternal clan was pristine, unmatched, and highly respected in The Leaf; he knew what he had done would blemish that cleanliness. He didn’t feel as is he deserved to see them again.
“... Its been made clear to us that you’re to return to Lord Seventh the next morning..” Shibi began, his voice smooth and clear. Everyone was still, except for Toru, who felt the atmosphere though his skin and shook at the tense atmosphere. Kaheno held his breath.
“From the conversation I’ve had with the Hokage, there is a lot going against you. Though details weren’t released to us, what was made clear is that you may end up with a sentence, and your status as a shinobi is also up for debate.” Shibi’s words dropped heavy on Kaheno. He kept his head down, unable to look at his clan members. Tears began to well up in his eyes again.
“There is a lot we want to ask you, Kaheno. It’s because we want the truth,” Shino mentioned. “These past few years haven’t been good to us, and we know it hasn’t been for you as well.” The young man’s heart thumped, his hands sliding down to the floor. Greasy hair covered his face, but the tears stained the wooden floors. He felt as if he were choking.
“But-“ Shibi cleared his throat, looking directly at the man. “For now, we just want to welcome you home. We’ve missed you so much, Kaheno, and we are glad to get to see you again.” The others nodded, with small remarks of agreement in between.
“....Ah-,” Kaheno croaked, the words remaining lodged in his throat. The group watched, waiting for a response. “I... ah-i-“ He felt like he was gonna vomit. Just then, the man collapsed in a heap, barely resembling a bow. He sobbed, unable to find the words he wanted to say in the mess of himself.
“Please forgive me, everyone!” He finally managed to blurt out. “I never meant to hurt you guys and cause so much trouble for our clan! I never meant to leave my parents’ legacies in this turmoil I made..” He finally picked up his head, attempting to wipe away the continuous flow of shame.
“Uncle, please..” he turned to Shin. “I know I hurt you the most.. even if you don’t forgive me, I still want you to know that I love you, I love you and I’m always grateful for everything you’ve given me throughout my life, and that I don-“ Kaheno stopped talking, floating in a state of confusion and comfort as his uncle swooped him in for a hug. He remained stiff for a minute, before desperately clinging to Shin and sobbing like a child again. Shibi looked at the pair with bittersweetness. He looked at Kaheno; he was hardly recognizable from the young genin he was five years ago. He was tired. His cheeks were sunken and his skin was dull. He was dirty, with various scratches along his limbs and well-worn clothes draped around his slim figure.
But it was still Kaheno; Shibi recognized the gleam in the young man’s crimson irises, the same little twinkle that he’s had since the day he was born. He has his mother’s sun-kissed locks, though the luster was hidden among the dirt. Most importantly, he saw Muta in Kaheno: he saw it back then, and he still sees it now. Though Muta was long gone before the boy could speak, his love for Kaheno had remained with the child and grew as time passed by. It was as if the father’s spirit watched over the kid, never breaking his promise to keep his son safe.
Shin scrunched his nose, patting his nephew on the back before putting distance between them by grasping Kaheno’s shoulders. The usually quiet and reserved man murmered one word in his deep and soft voice.
Shibi stood up, Shino keeping him steady unnecessarily. “Let’s get you cleaned up and fed. Shin has a bed for you at his home; I’m sure he had a spare change of clothes that’ll fit you, too.” Kaheno nodded, feeling warmth enter his heart for the first time in a while.