Here I am again. Not about Sam and Sarah, but about the world.
I have been off the computer for several days - my computer is old, and I am too old to want to pay for another one. I keep this one active because I use it as my bank account.
I have to begun drinking too much again. I drank too much in the 60s, gave up in the mid 70s, worked for many years at sensible and intelligent jobs, then two years again to drink again (I am now 83). And I begin to understand why I have fallen off that sober life.
So here I am today. I am not supporting Israel. I am using using the words FUCK a hell of too often, I am wondering why all the work I have done for the good of good people.
I am living in assisted housing (well, what else can I do? I am my own support as a single woman who has had to support myself all these years from 1958 to today, even though I worked for 50 plus years, and now i'm threatened with loss of my social security/????). I am wondering what the hell is wrong is people who support a man who praises a man who speaks highly about a movie about a man who thinks it is good to support a man who likes eat other people.
I will holler my political beliefs as a person who is a fucking liberal woman who helps others who don't have what I have made for myself. I will never quit yelling about my liberal beliefs. But I will also drink. Scotch (from Scotland) and my gin, and my salt-flavoured Canadian whatever it is, but I will also retain my political beliefs, and my financial help for neighbors, and there is no one who can change that.
I am not a christian. I cannot stand christians who are not kind to others. I do not support Israel. I am so against war-mongers, no matter what their race or religion. I love people, but I am learning to question those who call themselves by that name.
I help others as much as I can. I wish I could do more.
