β try not to look too relieved. β
β did you sleep? how long? β
β no king has ever lived that hasnβt had to forfeit the lives of a few to protect the many. β
β i donβt need mothering. β
β it is our fate, i think, to crave always what is given to another. β
β youβre safe with me, i swear it. β
β to elude a storm, you can either sail into it or around it. but you must never await its coming. β
β i have only ever defended you. β
β iβve always thought of you and i as having been made from the same cloth. β
β you will address me as βyour graceβ or i will have my guard cut out your tongue. β
β iβd rather serve as a knight and ride to battle and glory. β
β youβre always like this when youβre worried. disagreeable. β
β i like this position. itβs quite comfortable. β
β how sweetly the fox speaks when itβs been cornered by hounds. β
β we havenβt spoke muchβ¦sinceβ¦ β
β i do not wish to rule over a kingdom of ash and bone. β
β i was never much of a dancer. β
β do you want me to kill him? β
β iβm asking with you to come with meβ¦away from all of this. β
β come, eat. fortify yourself for the journey. β
β you swore to protect me. β
β what will they say of me when the histories are written? β
β itβs the only thing i have to my fucking name! β
β look what my life became without you. a droll tragedy. β
β strive to restore whatever scrap of honor you have left. β
β our worth is not given. it must be made. β
β it pleases me to hear you say this. that i am not alone in my grief. β
β ifΒ you mean to elicit some anger from me, you should know that youβre failing. β
β it bothers you, does it not? β
β the realm owes you a great debt. β
β all i wanted was for someone to say that they were sorry for what happened to me.Β β
β we must all mourn in our own way. β
β do you have a specific course of action to propose? β
β weβre both people who have had to cut our own way through the world. β
β were that to happen, losses would be incalculable. β
β it was not my intent to make offense. β
β when steel is drawn, a fair match isnβt something anyone should expect. β
β i find i haveβ¦few friends lately. β
β we donβt belong here. β
β i only want to help you. β
β you cannot believe such gossip. β
β just get out. leave me at once. β
β to have every young knight and lord fawning over youβ¦what a misery. β
β youβve been much alone these past few years. alone and angry. β
β the road ahead is uncertain, but the end is clear. β
β youβre young. you will learn. β
β this is just what i needβ¦a little adventure. β
β care for some company? β
β what is this brief mortal lifeβ¦if not the pursuit of legacy? β
β the wise sailor flees the storm as it gathers. β
β you are a plagueβ¦sent to destroy me. β
β for one night, i wish to be free of the burdens of my inheritance. β
β do you wish to hear my opinion on the matter? β
β iβve been alone. you abandoned me. β
β iβve decided to remain here and read instead. β
β if there were another pathβ¦one that led to freedomβ¦would you take it? β
β we should be free to speak our minds to one another. β
β everything iβve given you, youβve thrown back in my face. β
β answer me. itβs important. β
β do you never long for home? β
β i know youβve never seen true battle. β
β your heart is even darker than i thought. β
β you think yourself a cunning person. your plans are obvious. β
β you never were one to stay idle. β
β do not speak of this again. β
β they whisper about me in the corridors. β
β am i your prisoner? β
β have the decency to look grateful. do you know what has been done to give you this day? β
β loveβ¦is a downfall. β
β weβre free to do as we please. β
β you will make a fearsome knight. β
β just take my arm, at the least. β
β it seems the gods have been especially cruel to you. β
β i will be a stranger when we meet again. β
β you dare put hands on me? β
β you look so much like your mother in certain lights. β
β i have no shortage of allies. β
β who gives a fuck what some lord thinks? β
β take your fucking hands off me. β
β a certain insolence runs in the family. β
β meat without wine is a sin. β
β i gave up the idea of wearing a crown generations ago. β
β are youβ¦are you hurt? β
β reluctance to murder is not a weakness. β
β exhausting, isnβt it? hiding beneath the cloak of your own righteousness. β
β we have nothing in common. β
β you deserve better than what i have been. β
β you are an honorable man with a good heart. itβs a rare thing. β
β i promise you, in time, you and i together will prevail. β
β life has, i know, disappointed you. β
β if a king isnβt feared, he is powerless. β
β iβd rather ride alone. β
β be careful. one could take your words for treason. β
β iβve never seen that side of youβ¦i even doubted its existence. β
β i will have the truth of what happened. now. β
β do you wish to know your death? β
β if we donβt mind our own histories, it will do the same to us. β
β i believe you were made to wear the crown. β
β we are turning back, all right? β
β everyoneβs staring at us. β
β i would say itβs nice to be home, but i scarcely recognize it. β
β most of my years have been spent living in terror. β
β all that i have, i owe to you. β
β iβve wondered many an hour what your purpose was in coming here. β
β what can either of us know of ruling a kingdom? β
β does the promise of war excite you? β
β none of this is a game. and yet you treat it like one. β
β a matter has arisen that requires your attention. β
β night time, you might not be so lucky. β
β i have no wish to rule! no taste for duty! i am not suited. β
β you flee what other men die seeking. β
β i endured it for as long as i could. β
β we donβt choose our destiny. it chooses us. β
β it is ill luck to look upon the face of death. β
β youβve already found enough trouble today. β
β who might you be running from, now? β
β i am yours and you are mine. β
β i will not have blood shed beneath my roof. β
β we are closer to gods than to men. β
β you shouldnβt do this alone. let us help you. β
β that war is not mine to begin. β
β it has been so long since we were granted the joy of your presence. β
β how could you allow such a thing to happen? β
β do not allow your temper to guide your judgement. β
β now they see you as you are. β
β do you want to know the truth of it? i was frightened. β
β you desire not to be free, but to make a window in the wall of your prison. β
β you are wiser than i believed you to be. β
β i speak the truth. and you know it. β
β hope is the foolβs ally. β
β while i like your support, i do not need it. β
β go to your chambers. you have said enough. β
β i thought i wanted it, but the burden is a heavy one. β
β i understand youβve found yourself in some trouble. β