The Rants and Ramblings of a Repressed Mind

Kyle | 39 | He/Him

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Inquiring Hearts

Where does the love go?

When it has no place to stay

And the lover's bond we dipped in gold

Has now begun to fray

Where does the time flow?

When the moments start to fade

And all our memories die searching

Through the parallels they laid

What does the mind seek?

When it's lost its faith in fate

And the home we built from blood and bones

Cannot withstand its weight

What does the heart speak?

When it has no words to say

And the only love I've ever known

Is the love I gave away

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How alienating it is to spend your whole life never letting anyone fully know you. And with no way to express oneself so much of you dies in the process.

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Whatever you do don’t start having feelings for that person you’re talking to.

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I hate when I forget my headphones and have to actually deal with people.

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Sometimes I think we drifted away because I never said what you wanted me to say. But the truth is, you always wanted more from me than words.

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I traveled the furthest in my dreams. Reality always kept me standing still.

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"Right here people might bring up Vincent van Gogh as an example of a painter who did great work in spite of—or because of—his suffering. I like to think that van Gogh would have been even more prolific and even greater if he wasn't so restricted by the things tormenting him. I don't think it was pain that made him so great—I think his painting brought him whatever happiness he had."

- David Lynch

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Once again Tumblr is full of bots. I think it might the time to delete this and move on. No point of this website anymore.

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I need a break from work so I’m gonna go to Taco Bell and order a bowl of just lettuce so I can take FMLA for 3 weeks.

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I don’t know what any of this stuff means I just know that being a Gemini is clearly the best one and better than whatever it is you are.

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It’s become a running gag at work that every week I have a different song stuck in my head and after I tell my coworkers they sometimes start singing it and then gets stuck in their heads. This weeks song is I Don’t Want to Wait by Paula Cole

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Avoiding any Doomsday spoilers is going to be impossible.

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With all the bad news that consumes us 24/7 we could use more news like Jimothy.

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When I’m explaining to you how to do your job, I don’t need you to be defensive. I don’t need you to talk back. I can’t read your fucking mind. I don’t know where the disconnect is of what part you’re not understanding when you’re the only person that doesn’t. But there is one thing I need you to understand before any that: I don’t have to be as nice as I am. So getting on my bad side isn’t going to make this any easier for you.