How, how many days go by and I can’t find you
How, how does the world keep spinning around like nothing happened
What does it mean to be so insignificant
As if you were never there to begin with
How, how did it all go so wrong without you here
How did moving on become such a big fear
Who am I without the kid I used to be
Living off the shell of a man you left empty
I don’t know why but I think there’s something coming to get me
Coming to take away what’s mine, coming to feed off of my child
I just keep pushing it away, but it keeps on coming back
The smell of blood still on my hands is always gonna follow me everywhere
Dad’s yelling out “son go and fetch me a beer” he says that’s all I’m good for now
Mom’s looking at me with this look on her face, I think she wishes it was me who went that day
But there’s nothing I can do to bring you back, there’s nothing I can even say to make things right
God save my putrid soul, I don’t wanna let you down but I think I might have to now
I might have to now, I think I might have to now
I might have to now, I think I might have to now
How did it all go so wrong without you here
How did moving on become such a big fear
Im still cleaning off my bloody hands in the water
Leaving a giant bloody mess on the counter
I’ll miss you, I’ll miss you but I know you’re not coming back
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