Drew

BG,KY Keep calm, return fire.

[drewbie89]

Kings have honor,

Soldiers have bravery,

And poets have heart.

But all I have, is rage.

[drewbie89]

Oh, and my love

Did I mistake you for a sign from God

Or are you really here to cut me off?

Or maybe just to turn me on

'Cause these days

I would be lying if I told you that

I didn't wish that I could be your man

Or maybe make a good girl bad

[drewbie89]

My bedsheets smell like you ❤️

[drewbie89]

You be like “baby who cares”

But baby I know you care

You don’t know what you did

Did to me

Your body lightweight

Speaks to me

[drewbie89]

My Weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing

Death keeps cheating on my life

But on my soul, it's feeding

(It goes on and on and on and on and on)

Leading to the fleeting of an endless dream

Screaming and needing

Yelling and pleading that things ain't as they seem

[drewbie89]

The way your body moves

Over my bed when I start to shake at the thought of you

But the thought alone's enough to get high

Like nothing matters

I choke but I can't wait to touch her

The perfect picture

The devil hiding under covers

But when I'm with you

I see and I get lost in the light

[drewbie89]

They tell me I’m a god, I’m lost in the facade

[drewbie89]

If you don’t know the devil then you don’t know me.

[drewbie89]

I crawled

On broken glass

To get here.

You better believe

I’m loving it up.

I will swallow stars

If I want to.

May my dreams come true

May my enemies eat shit.

Times are tough

But I’m a fucking nightmare.

I have my boot

On the throat of hell

right now.

Watch me beat my demons

Into submission.

Survivings ugly work

And here I am,

So hideously alive.

[drewbie89]

Is it odd that it’s been over a decade and I still can’t silence the part of me that honed violence as a skill set? That every waking moment there’s a voice inside that screams at me for not being the man I used to be? I guess it’s true when they say, you never really leave.

[drewbie89]

Through vacant halls I won't surrendеr

The truth revеaled in eyes of ember

We fight through fire and ice forever

Two souls once lost, and now they remember

[drewbie89]

You should be careful, it’s dangerous here and I know no other way than to be lethal.

[drewbie89]

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

[drewbie89]

Done with the hurt, fought through the lies

Surrounded by killers with real loves disguised

Lost in appearance, don't care what's inside

As fast as they meet you, they sayin' goodbye

Don't think I'm askin' too much

Want someone to hold

Grab on my body

Said I'll never let go

[drewbie89]

Just pretend to love me

Stitch me where my heart bleeds

Use me till you crave me

Take me to the edge

Kiss me so I can't breathe

Choke me till I can't speak

Give me a reason to live

A reason to live

[drewbie89]

I gave my everything

For all the wrong things

In this cold reality I made

This welcomed war machine

Oh, this has become hell

How can I share this life

With someone else?

I promise you

There is no weight that can bury us

Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt

Here in the dark side of me

[drewbie89]

Winter depression In need of affection, hold on to you

Soul has been weakened, I’m full of aggression

Not much more to lose

It’s sad but true, the way you keep pulling me under

Can barely move, just lay here fading out