As my gf keeps telling me (usually when others are present), my dick is so small that most of the time she doesn’t feel anything when we fuck, or it just feels like a less-mobile finger inside her. I frequently get the “is it in yet?” or “put it in now” comments after I’ve been pounding away for a good minute or so. She tells me she’s never sure if I’m dry humping her or not.
Other times, when she says she can feel something, the problem is that I keep slipping out. She’s learnt to greatly shorten the “stroke” compared with what she does with other guys (cowgirl), and keep in rhythm with my thrusts (doggy). But I still slip out far too frequently, which is so frustrating - for both of us.
There’s always anal, which I love. This is much tighter for me and gives me the added stimulation that makes me cum pretty fast. She likes it too, but it’s nowhere near as satisfying as vaginal sex for her. The cumming fast probably doesn’t help!
One of her friends suggested I get a penis extender/ sleeve, even if it’s just to get me up to average girth/ length. I’ll have to look into this further as I worry about the loss of sensation for me, although I guess I don’t have to use it every time (she might beg to differ on this!)
I’m quite happy with her fucking other guys when I’m not around. Talking about this has become an integral part of our “lovemaking”. We’ve spoken about her fucking other guys even when I’m with her in Cambodia. I think this is likely to get the green light soon. However, another option, suggested by a couple of her friends, is the threesome, with me as a passive, or less active, participant.
Her face always lights up when this is discussed. But I think she is wary of upsetting me - she said she isn’t sure how I’d react being present when she’s being fucked by another guy.
I do like seeing porn videos with the “cuckold” partner watching events, I do like her talking to me about sex she’s had with other guys & I do delight in her getting satisfied sexually.
She has shown me plenty of photos of the dicks of guys she’s fucked. When I was last with her, she showed me some photos of the dicks inside her. The way that these bigger dicks stretched her pussy in a way I could never manage was really arousing. She saw that this really turned me on so progressed to a few video clips of her being fucked.
These were amazing to watch. A few of them were filmed quite some time ago. She said that she was worried about how I would react so only shared them with her friends.
Finally, she showed me a clip of her caressing a guy’s flaccid dick, making it hard by licking and sucking it until it must have been getting on for twice the size of my little penis. She continued with her hands, breasts and mouth until he shot a huge amount of cum over her breasts and face and into her open mouth.
I would have said “yes” to any requests she made after watching this. But it wasn’t an ideal time to make such a big decision, so we agreed that I’ll think about this (and/ or her going off to fuck other guys when I’m there) and let her know when I next visit her in Cambodia, which hopefully should not be too far away.
