☆ lain

abdl cis girl | 18+ | 25 years

[pacify75]

vanilla ice cream me 🧁

[pacify75]

Have you ever accidentally wet yourself?

A full on accident? I mean idk, if I have, it’s probably been like 14 years since haha.

I mean, I’ve had like small drops of pee slip out if someone makes me laugh too much and I already have a full bladder? But yeah, I mean it doesn’t really happen to me.

For context though, I was a chronic bedwetter growing up, like it was bad. Every single night until the 3rd grade. I know with this kink and all, it’s fun to fantasize or write stories about bedwetting, but it was actually such a hard time as a kid. I used to cry a lot when it would happen because I felt so ashamed. It was out of my control.

But then after that, it kinda faded out, and my body grew out of it. It took some time to never have an accident again because I probably would still have a few throughout the year. even in the 5th grade, but by the time middle school rolled around, I had out grown it.

[pacify75]

Do you have a favorite memory of indulging in abdl with someone that you think back on often?

There’s just too many memories that I don’t think I could pin point a favorite, but I’d say I experienced the most with a relationship I had in 2024. He was a vanilla guy that I introduced it too and abdl played a large role in our life and daily routine which was super refreshing. You know, I was able to have diaper changes, bottle feedings, bath time, bedtime stories, pacifiers, nothing was off the table really, and I didn’t have to hide myself (or social media).

Although I wouldn’t say I look back on these experiences often since a lot of the times those experiences are tied to men I’ve dated or have had some kind of situationship with, so naturally there are a lot of other emotions or issues tied to that relationship, because if there weren’t, it wouldn’t have ended haha.

But I definitely am grateful to have had each experience and explore abdl with them 🫶🏻

[pacify75]

Are you actively looking for a romantic relationship?

I wouldn't say I'm actively looking for a relationship. I don’t talk much about my love life or relationships on here but figured I’d open up a bit more.

About a month ago I met a guy from the community and had an amazing time. It really felt like there was a connection, so after our little weekend ended and he left, our communication slowly faded, which honestly caught me off guard given the overall positive tone of the texts we had been sending. I'm still not really sure what happened, but I try not to jump to conclusions because there could be a lot going on in his life. Honestly pretty bummed but if anything, that experience made me realize I need to not put so much weight on things and/or not let the fact that someone is into abdl cloud my judgement.

My friend actually made a joke that the weekend was sooo good it sent him into a purge 😭

[pacify75]

Do your parents know about your preferences?

Nope! I keep abdl private from friends and family, and only my serious partners know. It’s just easier that way and also, why do my friends and family need to know? What good does that do? It doesn’t involve them at all.

[pacify75]

What is the most embarrassing thing that has happened to you involving diapers?

A few years ago when I was in college, I went out walking at night with this guy. I wore a goodnite and jeans, and we laid on the quad, drank and talked. As we were beginning to walk back to my college apt, I had to pee. I stopped for a second and just peed in my diaper and it got pretty full. We ended up running into one of my other friends who was out partying, and I’m just standing there talking to her in a full diaper. When we got back to my place, the goodnite was so full it had started to leak into my jeans and you could really tell. The guy I was with was super into it though, so he just helped change me.

[tyaz]

One thing about me is I'm gonna pout

[dlgiraffe]

Wore a diaper to twin peaks… hope the waitress noticed

[pacify75]

I always wish I had some friends who were into diapers too, not necessarily to do any diaper things with them but so it isn’t something that feels weird or like it would be catastrophic if people found out. Even 1 finding out seems like it would cascade into the rest of my friend group

You seem to have a number of abdl friends. How did you pull that off?

Honestly I’m probably too trusting with people, but even just chatting with someone for a little bit can give me a better idea of who they are and with time, trust is built. My closest abdl friends are relationships that have been developing for years long before we ever met in person. That includes texts, phone calls, video calls, getting to know each other on a real level.

Of course it varies from person to person. You may feel that connection sooner with some more than others. There are people I’ve met rather quickly before knowing much about them and it’s worked out. There are also some experiences I kinda regret too.

Definitely recommend to not rush into meeting people, find commonalities, and don’t be afraid to just say…no, I don’t want to meet up. It’s ok if the connection isn’t there or you get a weird stomach feeling.

[pacify75]

What was the first diaper you used, and how did you decide to use it?

Oh gosh…the first diaper I ever peed in that wasn’t as a baby was around age 12 maybe? I got my hands on like a Huggies size 6 diaper. The first adult diaper I think was like a medical Tena also around 13-14?

[back2pamps]

instructions on how to wear a pull-up: slide them up when dry and tear them off when wet. then, show everyone how good of job you did 😇

[iweardiapers2025]

I keep growing, but not in the directions I expected 🙈

[pacify75]

What kind of books and movies do you like?

Dune

Hunger Games

Game of Throne, House of Dragon

Black Mirror, You, Hannibal (2013 series)

Earlier 1980s/2000s comedies: white chicks, she’s the man, legally blonde, tootsie, mrs. doubtfire, ferris buellers day off, bridget jones diary, my big fat greek wedding, etc

Crazy stupid love, people we meet on vacation, to all the boys I’ve loved before

Will watch most things, just not a huge fan of super graphic military movies or zombies.

[pacify75]

Where is the onesie from in your last post? That looks super soft and comfy 🤤

An AB/DL shop with a modern and timeless take on designs from onesies to 2 piece sets, there's bound to be an adult baby clothing item you f

[pacify75]

Do you have an Amazon wishlist or a only fans account?

[mutineer123]

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What do you look for in a relationship dynamic, both kink related and non kink related?

Like do you want someone who’s a switch or do you want someone only in one dynamic, do you like long walks on a beach or do you prefer to stay indoors?

I could list the usual things like trust, humor, and shared values, but what really matters to me is finding a man who is intentional, devoted, and emotionally mature. I also find that these qualities often extend into other areas of life, including work and personal goals. There is something very attractive about a man who moves through life with purpose and ambition.

On a lighter note, compatibility matters, and I tend to be drawn to someone who is dominant in their everyday life. Mutual attraction is also important to me, especially in the early stages of meeting someone online, since physical connection is often what draws people in first. I woudn’t force someone into a single dynamic. Ideally, the person is a switch with a slightly more daddy side, but still enjoys wearing diapers and is open to exploring his AB side so I can fulfill my more motherly/maternal desires.