☆ lain

abdl cis girl | 18+ | 25 years

[diapereddoe]

What if there's a language rule too? Like... anytime you need to reference your diaper, your body, or any little need — you have to use baby talk only. No grown-up words. So it's not "I used my diaper" — it's "me made peepee in my diapee" or "me is a soggy wittle baby".

And what about a shame journal? After every use and every edging session, you write one sentence describing exactly what you did and what you are — and post it to your Tumblr? Nothing says accountability (or humiliation?) like the whole internet knowing you are just a helpless little baby who isn't allowed to cum 😇

I have made pee pees in my diapers 🙈

[pacify75]

getting dressed or undressed?

[pacify75]

throwback baby pic!

[pacify75]

celebrating end of semester with @abdlwildfyre 😌

[pacify75]

dada’s little babie ❤️

[pacify75]

I haven’t been wearing nearly as much as I used to but putting this little pull-up on makes me feel so little already. This is usually the pull-up I grab to wear around my daddy at night hehe which is exhilarating in itself because he is a vanilla guy, and I’ve just been surprising him by wearing it lol

[fly4adiaperguy]

Parking lot diaper waistband peekage

[strawxbunny]

i love when someone talks to you like you’re a little kid but not in a way that feels belittling. when they are genuinely curious about your opinions and fill in the gaps when you don’t know things and guide the conversation UGH. so hot

[sacred-portal]

[diapereddaddyy]

Diapered Daddy Next door 👀

[lilbabyprince]

[helplesslyregressed]

Don’t look so sad, little one.  Oh, no, that’s not sad, is it?  That’s what it looks like when a new baby gets used to the feeling of going right where she is again.  Feel the peepee slipping through the layers and soaking into your diaper?  Lie there in your mess and get used to the feeling; you’ll feel that every day for the rest of your life now.  Isn’t this fun!

[princessofnuance]

once again thinking about the baby monitor as the panopticon

[pacify75]

While scrolling my feed, I saw your comment about growing to need diapers for intimacy. That caught my attention. Could you elaborate on that, if you’re comfortable doing so? I’m assuming you meant intimacy with another individual? I’m wondering how you recognized that need.

Was it anything like needing to be true to yourself and affirming your kinks around a partner that made you feel the need to have diapers be involved? Maybe it’s easier to explain the converse: that if you were being intimate with someone, without having diapers being involved, did you feel like you weren’t being true to yourself?

Or was it more of a CG/L dynamic that you just felt you needed? Or something else entirely?

I think I’m trying to understand myself and your post just kind of jostled a thought loose in the back of my head that I didn’t realize was there. So thank you for that!

I was referring to a need for the presence of the kink in some form to reach a sexual climax. When I said intimacy I was referring to sexual intimacy. Whether that’s the physical object (diapers, pacifier) or the verbal aspect (baby talk), one of those things needed to be involved.

In my previous dynamic, abdl was a part of the daily routine. Sex involved diapers quite often, so when we would have sex spontaneously and I wasn’t wearing, it would take me longer to climax. The point is that when you’re finishing to the same thing over and over for a long time, your body gets used to it. So when you take that away, you realize just how much you depended on it.

It’s a bit different for me now since I’ve been in the vanilla scene for almost a year now—my body has kinda retrained itself in that regard.

[pacify75]

I've noticed you've been reposting more and more things about messing lately. Are you getting more into it now? :)

I’ve kinda always been interested and turned on by the idea and reading stories of messing! I personally have only done it a few times, with the last time being in 2024? I just didn’t show that side of myself very much on my tumblr, but now I’m caring less and just reblogging whatever!

[pacify75]

Hi sweetie, your pics are amazing. You look great in your diapers. Love the pull up pics! Do diapers turn you on?

Thank you! And yehhhh they’re a major turn on for me. Last year when I was wearing constantly, I grew to need them for intimacy.

[pacify75]

It’s so funny how every month I go through like a week of intense desire to wear and be babied and I guess it’s that time now 🥹

[pacify75]

Happy March babies! Yeee I’m still here I’m just a lurker now haha but I’ve been staying busy and wearing when the feeling hits but here’s me in the Korean goodnites 🙂