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Shhh, this is a secret place. Post ship and anything content. Please be quiet, pretend don't know what you're stumble upon.

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Mainly thomflux / fluxmas or whatever it called.

Barely mention thomicro/thomspr in here, go to my twitter for this ship.

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Hi I'm back

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INI KENAPA THMS UDH GANGGUIN FLUX NJIR 😭

Baru mulai bang, nggak usah garang-garang. Ngakak banget

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Is this a safe place to talk about thomcest...

Soalnya 2.5!Thomas sama RedCL!Thomas sedap banget wkwkwk

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So tl:dr, Thomas and Micro marriage was confirmed (jokingly). That's left a certain someone alone.

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I never like both of them anyway.

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I genuinely wanna die. Like I wanna keyemes so bad. Idk vent art.

Pieces:

Flower for You. I hope you like it.

Breeze. Sometimes wind like to play a game when running.

Cinderella Gray. Sometimes I want to be a Cinderella.

Cap as in Peak. Banger quote.

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I hate my art so much. Why I created this pure garbage.

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I'm still happy knowing that thomflux is my comfort ship. It feel so right shipping them. Not the irl cc but their character.

Drawing them make me happy.

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I honestly really really wanna join the contest, but I know that:

My art trash. Its so trash I don't even wanna look at it. I don't understand why I'm that happy when I draw something. Its just trash after trash after trash. I hate my own art. I love drawing, its give me dopamine. But honestly my art is just trash. I hate hate hate hate my own art, I wish I never exist.

I'm suck at referencing something -> I already have some concept, but yeah imposter syndrome. Everything I make just turn out to be a trash.

I know I can't win anyway. Sucks, I know.

I'm genuinely still salty after the last emote contest. Long story, but I never forget.

Sempurna.

Its just suck when you know you contribute nothing to fanbase. I feel like I just larping. I'm such a bad fans. I wanna die.

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I feel like just larping atp

I feel so upset with myself idk

Too embarrassed to even show my face

Too embarrassed to show up in livechat that I just basically lurking

Yeah, I don't wanna put myself in narrative since I'm just an extra, not the main character

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Confirmed btw, oh I feel like I don't have any motivation. Back to lurking ig

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Makan ati mulu sumpah. Lu siapa mpruy? (merujuk ke diri sendiri)

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メイドの日

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I feel like just larping atp

I feel so upset with myself idk

Too embarrassed to even show my face

Too embarrassed to show up in livechat that I just basically lurking

Yeah, I don't wanna put myself in narrative since I'm just an extra, not the main character

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Uh.

After saw an update, I lost my will to make another fanart of him knowing my art is sooooo wrong and not accurate.

I mean, what I love about drawing him was his brown (well not anymore hahahhahahhahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhahah) skin. Like, its his 'skin' charm. Uh.

Now my art look like a joke, laughing stock, who are you? Uh, its pinch my heart a little and its hurt (????).

Idk, now I want to delete all of my fanart. Its painfull to look at them right now. Idk how to describe this feeling but holy shit I don't want to draw him anymore??????????? Ah.

Malas

Malas

Males bgt

Hah, gmn ya. Bingung jg jujur. Jd gk mood.

Gk gambar apa-apa dulu deh.

Aku jg jd gk pgn ikut kontes. Males.

Sometimes I forget how white he is.

I honestly don't like how he responds to this situation. Uh, rude?

Eh, maybe he doesn't even deserve fanart.

I'm retiring, maybe.

I will draw Oguri for now on.

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Yeah, maybe I should stop drawing him

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Yeh kena subtwt moots anjingggg

Bro, just block me or something idk if you dislike the ship don't follow me?

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Kalian gk bakal lihat aku gambar fluxar*ta (censored so its doesn't get to search bar).

Never ever in my life I would draw that ship. I enjoy other artists content like art and fanfic, but you will never catch me drawing that ship.