an update (06/26/22).
(apologies for the lack of a “read more”, I’m lazy and don’t want to sign into the acc from my computer)
Hello everyone! I hope you’re all doing well, truly! and if you’re not, know I’m always wishing you all the best in life ✨
Well, as it says above, this is an update on what’s going on in my life and why I’ve basically gone MIA for so long. This is kinda lengthy, so if you wanna read the important stuff just skip to the bolded text at the end.
To be quite honest, going back to in-person classes earlier this year was quite the change for me. You don’t know this, but prior to the pandemic I was already very isolated from any kind of social circles and anyone who wasn’t my direct family. Those four months before the pandemic hit in May, 2020 were liberating for me, and they helped me in regaining the life I’d lost during my last year of high school. And then, a week or two after I had enrolled in university, everything changed (iykyk & ily).
I had been looking forward to starting over at uni, wanting to experience the years that were to come finally studying what I longed for and have no worries about past friendships who did me no good any more. So, as you could imagine, getting to finally attend classes at uni, interacting with my classmates, going out and making friends without the worries I had before, was just a lot for me, in a good way.
The pandemic was when I started this blog, as well as taking a chance at writing, and although I was still having classes, I had more time to spare and dedicate to it. This has changed with me finally gaining back my social life and my drive towards my personal goals increasing.
My studies have been very important to me from a young age out of my own volition, always striving to be a good student in as many subjects as I could. That didn’t change when I started my major and earlier this year my minor. Both my careers, learning a language on the side and actually socializing have led me to distance myself from here, as well as my own loss of interest in kpop.
Don’t get me wrong, I still listen to it and check how my favs are doing every once in a while, but for now I have lost any inspiration to both read and write about them. Are these excuses? No, this is just me letting you know about my online disappearance. I won’t say sorry for this, I’m happy with where I am right now.
My semi-hiatus is not over, but I can’t lie and say that I haven’t been considering going on actual hiatus. I just don’t have the time right now to be here enough, and I have found a new interest.
I will still be checking my notifs here and perhaps read a thing or two, but to be quite honest, I’m spending more time watching animes and on my anime rec blog (as in, the anime version of this account lol). It was so so fresh to start over, especially because I’m in what I consider my ‘honeymoon phase’ with anime hehe (like I’m not kidding, I binged watched so many of them and am now almost obsessed even though I haven’t read the mangas :,))
*if any of my moots is interested in following me or checking out my anime recs acc, drop by my dm’s and I’ll gladly give you the url <3
