Rose

♡ self proclaimed professor ♡

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Hey all, I'm deciding to delete tumblr. I'm gonna try and get better. I'm not going to be giving out any of my socials because I honestly just wanna forget about this place lol.

I want to thank all of my mutuals for being so kind and supportive and wonderful, I love you all so much! I just don't want to be on this app anymore, I'm sort of in a better place with my ed and I don't wanna backtrack and tumblr really romanticises eds and that's what I struggle with the most with recovery, so I just want to get away from the romanticisation of it all. Thank you all for supporting me through a really hard time in my life and I hope you all can get better too, you all are so worthy of love and happiness and a happy life.

If you feel any sort of inclination to follow me and delete tumblr, PLEASE do it. Please delete it. I know there's definitely a pro recovery side of tumblr, but honestly I don't think it benefits anyone. Please get better, you all deserve to be happy. I love you all so much! Take care :)

Rose

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Have you heard that imposter syndrome is a fundamental contradiction in terms, because identity is performative all the way down? (That's not to say identity is bad, we enjoy it ourselves! Just, like, it's artificial and nearly fake.)

I never really thought about it that way and this also made me remember I have really bad imposter syndrome lmao

[sleeping-horrors]

i want someone to take care of me

and parent me and tell me what to do and reward me and. i want someone to hold me close and tell me it'll be okay again. Where i know they're lying when they say that but its okay because its them and they make everything seem ok for a littke bit

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

I'm just as bad of a friend as I was 4 years ago lol

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

If our love were a triangle, it'd be a-cute one!

:(( this is so sweet ily

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

I feel so bad, my best friend just got me into fnaf and I absolutely love it but I feel like I'm taking it away from him. Like how if someone likes your hyperfixation more than you it gets annoying. He's like it s o much longer than I have and he knows EVERYTHING about every game and I'm just here like "hehe fnaf go brrr" and I feel like a fraud. The music for it is so good and I've been listening to it a lot lately and I feel like such a fraud because I didn't discover it sooner. I'm so late to the party and I feel so fake and I feel like I'm trying to take it from him because of how much I like this stupid fucking game.

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Me: *gets better*

Me: *realises it*

Me: *makes myself worse*

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

I have omicron lol

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Yknow what I might just start correcting people when they call me a girl

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Thinking about downloading amino after 4 years to get groomed again just so I can feel something

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

can Venus get out of retrograde i want to stop thinking about old friends 😐

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Might dye my hair red and shave the entire left side of my head

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

god why are black women so fucking fine like leave a little pretty for the rest of us

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

Hey if you're muscular and have really short hair and are a wlw message me so we can get married and maybe kiss 😳

[purpleskiesandcryingovercals]

lemme just cut my hair, i'll be back in a second-

[dumbcinnamonbitch]

i will legitimately give you my number 👀

[theseconstantdreams]

[theseconstantdreams]

[dizzybxnnie]

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[dumbcinnamonbitch]

My mom wanted to go shopping with me in the morning and I'm gonna have to tell her I'm too tired to. I can't sleep all because I saw that goddamn online status. I need more friends.