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“I gave you things I wasn’t sure I even had.”

— Miranda July

ever since I was a little girl I’ve always thought like I want to leave

i love it when people are so sweet normally but when they get horny they turn into actual monsters

hmmm

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

deleting social media wasn't as hard as expected and feels like it has been the right thing (tumblr doesn't count as social media)

und das ding mit grün nimmt langsam ernstzunehmende gestalten an but nobodys gonna stop meeeee

ich habe keine angst mehr.

das gute ist: ich rede es mir nicht nur ein. es geht voran.

ich glaube nicht an das leben, aber ein bisschen an mich.

manche tage sind gut. manche besser.

heute zweiteres.

keine angst zu haben ist großartig.

like wtf I won't be poetic, I'm fucked up to get disappointed by you

never did you wrong, saw you at your worst, next to you all night

having your back, months

sharing the thing no one knows about me

still I'm not walking away

fuck it

in my head this sounds poetic

while I just want to be angry

maybe it has always been not enough and thats exactly why it's now too much

I'm losing it all rn and worst is I guess I give in

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it’s better to listen to what it has to say.

Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

When I say “oh, god” when you fuck me, YOU are the god I’m referring to!!

I'm sorry, tomorrow will be a better day, I promise

CEO of ghosting people when my mental health is messed up

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