Paradox Oculus

27 | MDNI | Art and Literature (aka fanart and fanfiction)

[duskanddoom]

bro i rlly wanna share 🚬 with him...

I miss u Zeno, pls come home 💔🥺

[duskanddoom]

not feeling well lately, but hey, progress...

[duskanddoom]

If i dont finish this before my bday...(it's in less than a month 🥲)

[duskanddoom]

WIP (OC x Albert Wesker)

"I have felt you, crawling like a serpent in my body."

[duskanddoom]

𝑫𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒔 𝒆𝒕 𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒔 (WIP)

"𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘌𝘥𝘦𝘯,

𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘐 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘦."

+ interactions between me and my fave Albert Wesker rp account from Tiktok (I usually wake up to his messages im going to cry) Chat, I think he wants me so bad. Y'all invited to the wedding.

so, this will take a while to finish tbh 🙃

i locked in so hard I formed lines in my head which I'll turn into a poem later on idk we'll see

[duskanddoom]

~Tag Game~

Thank you for tagging me! @scarvillainhours @falsevacuum 🖤

Last Song:

Colors: BLACK!!! and Purple (I have purple hair irl 🥰) and sometimes a bit of Red

Watching: I need to finish the Season 2 of Netflix DMC (don't @ me I think it's good. Not the best, but good enough)

Reading: Dracula by Bram Stoker (I need to finish this too 😞)

Obsession: Zeno...and ohmygod I'm so Weskerpilled. Like, I love Zeno alright? I relate and feel for him...But god, Wesker 😭 I need him so bad it's not even funny anymore. Maybe it's the part of me that grew up in toxic environments and endured an almost 4 years of toxic relationship, but I need that cruel cruel man to be very cruel and toxic to me IM SORRYY 😭

Working On: I actually have a lot of OC/Self-insert x Wesker fanarts planned. Ill use this as a shameless self-plug of what I have in store lol

Last Internet Search: Googled the Latin translation of "Godhood and Servitude" (ik it's not the best place to look for a translation, but...oh well 😭)

Current Wallpaper:

Tags (So sorry if I spam and u can ignore if u dont do stuff like this!): @lawfulrogue @lexiagideon @melancholila

[duskanddoom]

A god and his lapdog

cooking something again dont mind me (OC/Self-insert x Wesker)

bro I used my own photo as reference and traced it HAHAHA (Just needed the head and the hair but ended up retouching the face so bad coz why tf my face so round lol)

[duskanddoom]

THIS IS MY THIRD TIME POSTING THIS AND IF THIS GETS FLAGGED AGAIN I WILL LOSE MY SHIT

Also, please let me show off the "fluids" because good god even I was surprised with what I did

full uncensored ver here.

Zoom ins here.

[duskanddoom]

alr just a lil lore drop about my Resident Evil OC. It's still all over the place, but have to write it down before I completely forget about it

pls forgive my writing 🥹🥹

Goodnight!

[gillyeowalters]

Still learning to draw his face.

[duskanddoom]

Just wanna give you guys an update 🥹

I literally lost my motivation to draw lately but im slowly coming back to the grind by rendering cu— sweat...🌚

Also, I hope i didnt overdo anything on my OC's face? 👀👀

[duskanddoom]

"Elizabeth Bloodsworth was Umbrella's failsafe. A vessel for their mistakes. Genetically altered and designed for human evolution—an ever changing and eternally adaptive DNA. Yet, Umbrella has no idea how to handle her...So, I took matters into my own hands." -A.W.

POV: Jill and Chris found Spencer dead. Next to the corpse was a man standing with blood on his hand—a figure terrifyingly familiar to them. At the corner was a shadow, her presence barely there if not for the glowing red eyes watching, stalking everything unfold. Outside was a storm, a brief flash of lightning illuminating the room, highlighting now 2 pairs of inhuman eyes—one hidden behind darkened lenses, the other obstructed by raven black hair.

Suddenly, it felt like a reunion uncalled and dreaded for.

"Lizzie...? No...What did he do to you?!" -J. V.

"What I did to her...? Hahaha! Oh, I simply made her Perfect." -A. W.

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Wtf was that writing for? I just rlly want to post this silly OC x Wesker art 🥹

[duskanddoom]

—Tag Game—

Tag your moots and have them explain their username lore :)

Thank you for the tag! @scarvillainhours @melancholila @falsevacuum 🖤

Tbh with you guys, I just wanted a cool ominous sounding username lmao 🥹

Dusk - because I like the dark and the word sounds cool (im not even gonna pretend here 😭). Not to sound edgy (lol), I prefer working/reading/drawing with no lights; (just a desk lamp for when I was still a trad. artist and I have this clip on mini lights/lamp for when Im reading)

Doom - Well, I genuinely believe humanity is doomed (Maybe Wesker can save it? HAHA). "What a pessimist," i know, i know, I am, Im not going to deny it. The world is doomed as we know it, but the beauty is we still keep pushing and struggling to make it better. (idk what that says about me, but yea. Im also not good at explaining things lol)

Tagging: @lawfulrogue, @scorchcake, @lexiagideon (If you don't do something like this, just ignore! Thank you! 🖤)

[xkzuka]

I know the whole "deadbeat dad" and "child support" are huge memes for Vergil, but hindsight for Vergil...

He never knew he was a dad.

He didn't know a possible one night stand resulted in Nero's conception. He was 18-19 years old and was long gone from Fortuna by the time Nero was born. He probably never even saw the mother pregnant before he left.

I genuinely believe if he knew of Nero's existence, he would've been a present father in his life. If he knew he accidentally got a woman pregnant, I feel like he would've stayed in Fortuna. Or he wouldn't have strayed far from Fortuna. The Temen Ni Gru may not have been raised, Nelo Angelo may have never existed, V and Urizen may have never existed, Vergil may have found a new purpose in life other than chasing after Sparda's power in vain.

I don't think he would've changed personality wise, but he may have not made as many stupid decisions as he did knowing he had a child looking up to him. He was impressed by Nero's power when he first fought him. Vergil's got over a decades worth of training behind him, and Nero was able to overpower him at such a young age. I like to imagine Vergil would've loved to train Nero himself. Nero is so powerful on his own, can you imagine if he was trained directly by a son of Sparda?

And even though Vergil didn't know about Nero for over 20 years, you can tell he cares about his son. It feels as if his attitude changed towards Nero after he found out Nero was his son. His baby. His child. While they'll still strangers, he left a book he's been very possessive of since childhood with him. As a reminder they have unsettled business. As a reminder he's coming back for him. Maybe to fight, maybe to talk, or a little bit of both.

But definitely a reminder he now knows he has a son waiting for him on the other side.

[cr: JYA & haloefn]

[brilcrist]

*𝑩𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝑬𝒍𝒑𝒊𝒔*

and Chris being a strong, reliable and worried husband just mend my soul🥹🫶🏻💕

[starberrymatcha]

:(((

[melancholila]

Sculpted by the gods 🙏

[duskanddoom]

Hi what are you doing?

Ummm...like with my life...or right now? Coz I dont know how to answer both 🥹