Dusky! (16+)

Talking blog! Hi! go follow @n1fireflyfan for art PFP - daily-spokeishere

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Welcome to my blog

(16+) if you're under 16 and interact with or follow this blog I may block you if it's not art or a post that got popular

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I will be adding more tags as I go

#dusky's sketches - artwork (almost always misc. doodles I don't want to post to my main blog)

#dusky can make comics - comic related posts

#dusky says shit - general stuff

#dusky eats - food stuff

#dusky is viewing - reactions to media

#dusky reads - books

#dreaming at dusk - dreams & sleep related posts

Media Ramblings & Reactions (no specific order)

#unstable - unstable universe

#2puppets - paper puppets take 2

#regret - regretevator shorts

#nichebattle - bfnif

#animated - animation

#wc kid forever - warrior cats

#objectsc - object shows

#misc media - miscellaneous

(NOTE: most system posts and venting posts from before 2026-07-16 have been deleted, although I have not checked for untagged posts. Posts where I am high, tired, or something else before this date are also untagged and many are still up)

#dissociating at dawn - DID related posts

#dusky has issues - venting

#not fully here - high, extremely tired, ect. (things that would impair my ability to be coherent or make good choices)

alter blogs =-=-=

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@clearingdawns - general

- - 8.78 - -

@antsyscribbles - Ant/Journal

@spokewasntthere - Spoke

@windwardwings - Parrot

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is. is sectioning off all my posts into a million different blogs even about being organized anymore. or do i just want to post without people actually seeing me. i don't know.

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any time a memory from my childhood resurfaces it reminds me why i should never fully remember it and reminds me why i have such extreme issues even if it's not even close to the full picture.

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i don't see much point in continuing. maybe ill kill myself tonight if if find the time and energy.

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if i died today, right now, would anyone besides my family even show up? would anyone even care?

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ill never have a friend group or somewhere i think i belong again and thats entirely my fault.

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i ruin everything good i have. i always ruin it. i could've just been a normal high schooler right now, about to go into senior year, maybe get a computer science degree. i could've been a good friend. i could've had a social life. i was supposed to be normal. and i ruined it. and i ruined every chance after. and i keep ruining my life.

watch me fail college a second time. with one singular class.

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i wish i didn't tense up any time someone calls me over, it's a dumb thing to get scared of. i should be better than that.

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I'm fine for the 2 people who might've seen my posts

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wow i haven't been to therapy in over a month, i didn't even realize lol

i'll go today i guess, i don't have much to say, i never do, i don't know why i still go anymore

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i do not feel calm. i feel like i want to cry then kill myself.

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it just got really quiet. scary.

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i think me and my girlfriend might break up. i think she's starting to get tired and annoyed of me. and i get it im pretty irritating and a horrible friend. abd i avoid her constantly. i avoid everyond. i understand no one likes me so i stay away

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ill be fine though, im okay alone actually, who ever said i wouldnt?

i'll probably delete everything after im sober

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i think me and my girlfriend might break up. i think she's starting to get tired and annoyed of me. and i get it im pretty irritating and a horrible friend. abd i avoid her constantly. i avoid everyond. i understand no one likes me so i stay away

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air in body oh no!!

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hhigh doodle

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hhigh doodle