how to accept being ugly @earthapitbull - Tumblr Blog

i keep wanting to just start posting shit again to try to get thru it but then i remember the top of my page right now is still just all jasmine pictures and then i go stare at them and then i miss her too much to function for a while

#anyway

im still in the hospital and she’s still the only thing i can think about

#i knit those little blankets just for her #i have no one to knit blankets for anymore

i want my little girl back

i’ll do anything just give her back

#my heart is dead

earthapitbull

ive been in the hospital for four weeks and finally got internet access only to find out that the people who told me my cat was safe lied and they have no idea where she is and anyway what’s a cool casual way to ask the nurses here to let me die

earthapitbull

they let her starve to death. trapped alone in my apartment that they promised me they got her from. i will never be the same again.