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nineteen. entp. writer. daydream addict. i can be your madd meme plug and existential crisis dealer!!!

[earthtorosalie]

[earthtorosalie]

[earthtorosalie]

[earthtorosalie]

this is my formal declaration that if i ever get to a place of success of wealth i will be throwing copious amounts of money into the hands of those who can SPREAD AWARENESS ON MALADPTIVE DAYDREAMING DISORDER.

it’s real. it’s valid. and it’s NOT GOING AWAY.

[madd-fujoshiteko]

Am I the only one whose paras aren't "perfect"?

I mean, my paras are idealised, but they are not perfect.

Some of them are too skinny, some of them are chubby, some of them are abusers, some of them are codependent, some of them are extremists....

[earthtorosalie]

my paras are plates of soup but they could all beat me up so

[i-have--no-idea]

Okay did y'all know that madd has a flag???

CAUSE WE HAVE A FLAG

[earthtorosalie]

me making my protagonist’s parents.

[earthtorosalie]

me writing/daydreaming anything and everything:

[earthtorosalie]

A B C D E F G if someone gives me one more sentence of unsolicited writing advice i will scream🧚🏻😌✌️🥳✨🌈

[earthtorosalie]

me to my college conselor:

you mean to tell me, mysterious bard who lives in the woods and sings to the grubby village children about dragons is no longer a valid career choice?

[earthtorosalie]

would anyone want to be in a madd groupchat?

i need people who understand me in my life haha

[earthtorosalie]

oh don’t mind me casually crying on a monday afternoon because i realized everyone i’ve ever loved is a fictional figment of my imagination and will never stand in front of me.

[earthtorosalie]

this generation is so quirky like who the fuck is gonna work at applebee’s and teach algebra???

[earthtorosalie]

some people: hey baby😩 send nudes? ;))

me, a maladaptive daydreamer: hey baby😫 send plots? ;))

[earthtorosalie]

do you ever write/daydream something super intense and emotional and then read it back and be like "well this is fucking heartbreaking...i wonder what moment of childhood trauma fucked me up enough to write that." lmaooo.

[earthtorosalie]

me: * finally sits down in front of my laptop *

any understanding i possessed of the english language, my knowledge of the alphabet, ability to type, and every last scrap of my will to write:

[earthtorosalie]

quick reminder that matter cannot be created or destroyed so you are literally a stunning tangled mess of everything and nothing that ever has been or will be. i'm talking crunchy peanut butter. rain drops. electricity. moon dust. these things are your past lives baby and you've done this whole existing thing before so you don't need to worry. this is only the beginning and you are far wiser than it seems.