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all i wanna be is the white in waves. timotheo kim / 1994 / yonsei astronomy major

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sweet confusion ;

late night, somewhere @ yonsei’s garden.

@eas-aquarius & @eas-sakurai w. @elegansrp

Àquela altura, já estava completamente certo de que não seria possível retornar ao dormitório; virar noites no observatório de astronomia já havia se tornado uma rotina quando o garoto conseguia ser um grande mestre em atropelar todos os seus horários e deadlines. Timotheo não havia conseguido finalizar qualquer coisa que tinha planejado para o dia. Do projeto de Física Espacial Aplicada I à simples missão de comprar uma nova escova de dente, o garoto fora capaz de falhar em todas. Exceto pelos mimos de Dominic, seu gato, quais havia comprado numa loja de produtos para pets mais cedo.

Enquanto expelia suas lamúrias, tentava acender o seu cigarro provavelmente pela terceira vez, mas o vento não colaborou. Irritado, jogou-o dentro dos bolsos de seu moletom e saiu, ao notar os olhares desagradáveis que pesavam sobre si, se sentindo coagido a abandonar a tenda da loja de conveniência no postinho da esquina, onde tentava evitar a ventania forte. “Eles nunca viram algumas tatuagens na vida?” Se perguntava. Sozinho, sem qualquer chance aparente de contato com Benjamin ou Sebin, era forçado a voltar para o campus da Yonsei, mesmo sendo tão cedo - Tim costumava caminhar por Seoul durante as madrugadas, uma vez que preferia bem mais suas saídas planejadas quando as pessoas não conseguiam vê-lo tão bem. No bicicletário ao lado da conveniência, deixou na caixinha alguns trocados para o velho que lá trabalhava e pegou sua bicicleta. Era mais acostumado às suas caminhadas, mas o frio deixava suas articulações e músculos rígidos demais e Timotheo não era lá tão disposto assim.

Certo, foram apenas três minutos pedalando e caminhar o dobro disso não iria matá-lo mas, felizmente, já era capaz de circular pelo campus, onde procurou um outro bicicletário, o mais próximo possível, pois não deveria mesmo chamar atenção.

Abriu sua mochila e conferiu se não havia esquecido nada na biblioteca do centro - câmera, confere; comida e brinquedos de Dominic, confere; pacotes de biscoito e garrafa de café, confere; seus trabalhos inacabados, “confere”, repetia em voz alta e frustrada. Já livre do seu mais eficiente meio de locomoção, seguiu em direção ao prédio do observatório, caminhando por dentro do jardim, onde poderia evitar qualquer que fosse o ser que estivesse igualmente encrencado - ao menos era o que ele pensava.

E foi passando por uma das partes principais do jardim, qual costumava estar movimentada à luz do dia pelos alunos menos dispostos a encarar suas rotinas pesadas de estudo, que viu a figura encolhida de um garoto. “É apenas um garoto, certo?” Dúvidas permanentes de pessoas míopes. Caminhou em direção à silhueta não muito exata, e conforme se aproximava, notava com clareza que se tratava sim de um garoto, provavelmente não muito mais novo que ele. E, por Deus, miopia alguma o faria não notar aquele filhotinho sobre seu colo.

Mais interessado pelo filhote que, de fato, pelo garoto, Timotheo aproximou-se certeiro. Não sabia o que o outro fazia ali, àquela hora, sob tais condições e com um filhote de gato, ainda mais. E com a discrição de um colegial atrapalhado, Tim o cutucou o quadril com a ponta do pé, tentando chamar sua atenção “Ei, está precisando de ajuda?”

[hellazodiac]

moodboard // moon in the 12th house

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead, I lift my eyes and all is born again.” ~ sylvia plath

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mind mood.

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2, 6, 10, 14, 45

2. Are you outgoing or shy?...shy.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?people.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?benjamin?

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?acredito no universo e no karma. sorte me é um pouco vago e milagres não acontecem.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?dominic mordendo meu dedão do pé.

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119, 100, 71, 44, 33

119. Favourite book?meio difícil falar um assim, de supetão, mas vou de o original de laura, vladimir nabokov, 1977 (mais pela ideia de produção que pelo conteúdo)

100. How are you feeling?50% bored, 30% down, 20% not sure.

71. Craving something? What?tacos?

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?dats tough. outer space.

33. Spell your name with your chin.gtimothedo. quase.

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pluto, jupiter, the moon, kepler-22b.

pluto: what do you love most about yourself?

gosto da minha sensatez porque ela me impediu de fazer muita burrada e de me preocupar com coisa insignificante. (também gosto um tico das minhas mãos)

jupiter: if you could choose your own name what would it be?

joshua. ou timotheo mesmo HAUHAUHAUAH benjamin é lindo também (e eu nem tô puxando sardinha pra esse pela saco)

the moon: favorite quote?

aqui e aqui.

kepler-22b: if you could go anywhere, where would it be/why?

como antes dito, índia. mas china, brasil e grécia soam super interessantes, também.

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saturn, uranus, ceres

saturn: what’s your aesthetic?

> blue stuff & stuff in blue.

uranus: what’s your zodiac sign?

> aquarius.

ceres: out of everyone/thing in this world, who would you elect president?

> dominic!

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phobos, the moon, the sun e comet

phobos: what was your favorite song as a child?

> all eyez on me, tupac shakur.

the moon: favorite quote?

> já respondi, mas vou deixar outro “if i go there will be trouble, if i stay it will be double” the clash - should i stay or should i go.

the sun: what motivates you?

> qualquer coisa. quando não se tem muito, qualquer coisa é reviravolta.

comet: what’s your biggest secret?

> não acho que eu tenha um, mas tem uma coisinha ou outra meio embaraçosa, aí finjo que não se trata sobre mim.

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C O L D (brutally honest hour)

C - How long it's been since I've kissed.> ...its been a long.

O - Where would I like to travel> india.

L - If I have siblings.> noooop.

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.> boys like boys just like girls do.

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earth, venus, titan

earth: what’s your ideal house/home?

> em frente ao mar. eu poderia ver apenas o azul até minha morte.

venus: go to piece of clothing/outfit?

> tênis, hoodie, jeans.

titan: if you could die your hair absolutely any color and pull it off, what would it be?

> só queria o azul e não saí até hoje. tô tranquilo (mas já foi rosa e preto).

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Mercury, the moon, enceladus, astroid.

mercury: what’s something you couldn’t live without?

> azul.

the moon: favorite quote?

> "If I weren't crazy, I'd be insane!" The Joker. Não o favorito, mas o primeiro que me veio à cabeça.

enceladus: who is your favorite person? what are they like?

> como eu disse, dominic e benjamin. ambos bem parecidos, rabugentos e me amam duma forma bem estranha.

astroid: what’ your biggest fear? i there a reason why you’re scared of it?

> realidade. porque a gente não tem uma real opção pra fugir dela.

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kepler-22b / enceladus

kepler-22b: if you could go anywhere, where would it be/why?

> california. porque sinto saudades das pessoas de lá.

enceladus: who is your favorite person? what are they like?

> olha, me agrado muito do meu bichinho, o dominic. mas na falta de opção, benjamin é um cara ótimo (quando não tá me cutucando ou sendo um rude gratuito).

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💗, 🍓, 😘, 🐹, ⚡️

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

> sebinah!

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

> dominic, sebyun, sebin & benjamin (just kiddin).

😘 talk about your crush or partner

> vou chegar no trinta com zero experiências do tipo. no crush.

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

> gosto do snorlax porque ele é fofo e dorme demais; scyther é lindasso e todo sassy; pikachu é pequeno, fofo e agressivo. mew é roxo e lindo, sem mais. mewtho também, pois é o mew but stronga. e por último, charmander e charizard! 

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

> telecinese.

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-space related asks-

pluto: what do you love most about yourself?

mars: who is your ideal best friend?

earth: what’s your ideal house/home?

saturn: what’s your aesthetic?

jupiter: if you could choose your own name what would it be?

neptune: what’s an album that you can listen through entirely w/o skipping song?

venus: go to piece of clothing/outfit?

mercury: what’s something you couldn’t live without?

uranus: what’s your zodiac sign?

the moon: favorite quote?

the sun: what motivates you?

kepler-22b: if you could go anywhere, where would it be/why?

phobos: what was your favorite song as a child?

ceres: out of everyone/thing in this world, who would you elect president?

titan: if you could die your hair absolutely any color and pull it off, what would it be?

callisko: what’s your ideal job?

enceladus: who is your favorite person? what are they like?

hyperion: do you have a favorite store/shop?

comet: what’s your biggest secret?

astroid: what’ your biggest fear? i there a reason why you’re scared of it?

shooting star: who is your ideal s/o?

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Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well

1. What is you middle name?

2. How old are you?

3. What is your birthday?

4. What is your zodiac sign?

5. What is your favorite color?

6. What's your lucky number?

7. Do you have any pets?

8. Where are you from?

9. How tall are you?

10. What shoe size are you?

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

12. What was your last dream about?

13. What talents do you have?

14. Are you psychic in any way?

15. Favorite song?

16. Favorite movie?

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

18. Do you want children?

19. Do you want a church wedding?

20. Are you religious?

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

24. Baths or showers?

25. What color socks are you wearing?

26. Have you ever been famous?

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

28. What type of music do you like?

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

32. How big is your house?

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

35. Have you ever tried archery?

36. Favorite clean word?

37. Favorite swear word?

38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?

39. Do you have any scars?

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

41. Are you a good liar?

42. Are you a good judge of character?

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

44. Do you have a strong accent?

45. What is your favorite accent?

46. What is your personality type?

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

48. Can you curl your tongue?

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

50. Left or right handed?

51. Are you scared of spiders?

52. Favorite food?

53. Favorite foreign food?

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

55. Most used phrased?

56. Most used word?

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

58. Do you have much of an ego?

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

60. Do you talk to yourself?

61. Do you sing to yourself?

62. Are you a good singer?

63. Biggest Fear?

64. Are you a gossip?

65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?

66. Do you like long or short hair?

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

68. Favorite school subject?

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

71. What makes you nervous?

72. Are you scared of the dark?

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

74. Are you ticklish?

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

78. Have you ever done drugs?

79. Who was your first real crush?

80. How many piercings do you have?

81. Can you roll your Rs?"

82. How fast can you type?

83. How fast can you run?

84. What color is your hair?

85. What color is your eyes?

86. What are you allergic to?

87. Do you keep a journal?

88. What do your parents do?

89. Do you like your age?

90. What makes you angry?

91. Do you like your own name?

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

94. What are you strengths?

95. What are your weaknesses?

96. How did you get your name?

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

98. Do you have any scars?

99. Color of your bedspread?

100. Color of your room?

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emoji asks 💫 (must be answered truthfully)

[trickormemes]

flowerais:

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be? 

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

😘 talk about your crush or partner

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

💙 what annoys you about some people? 

😤 do you get angry easily?

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change? 

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

☕️ talk about your ideal day

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

💧 when was the last time you cried?

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

💚 who are you jealous of and why? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today? 

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

😪 what are you sick of?

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why? 

🐴 opinion on __?

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

🌍 which country do you live in?

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

🐵 which quotes changed you?

💭 do you keep a diary?

💫 who inspires you?

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

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S E B I N

#askngame ; brutal honesty hour

S - 2 habits.

> Deixar tudo azul, não concluir as coisas quais começo.

E - How many piercings I have.

> Dois, um no nariz e outro na sobrancelha. Mas uso o primeiro com menos frequência.

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.

> Benjamin.

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

> Não sei bem o que é sentir ciúmes.

N - Favourite animal?

> Cats.