Maybe you’re not that fat now. Maybe you’re not that greedy now. Maybe you’re not even that lazy right now.. but you know your future is inevitable. You know those perverted feedist thoughts that pulse through your conscious are doing so in a more powerful way every year. You’re letting your guard down. You’re letting the lines between fantasy and reality blur. You know what’s going to happen to you if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
When was the last time you watched what you ate? When was the last time you didn’t allow yourself to indulge whenever you wanted? Maybe you used to try those fad diets on for size to keep yourself from sliding closer to your inevitable fate, but you can’t remember the last time you gave a shit about cutting calories. Lately, you’ve been pushing yourself, calorie counting for fun to see how high a number you can achieve. It was innocent and fun at first, but now it’s become something more determined and calculated. Those gainer shakes and heavy creams you guzzle down make it clear your identity as a gainer is no longer something you can pretend is just a phase. You know what’s going to happen if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
It’s laughable that you used to play any kind of sports, right? You’ve reached a point in your life where your desire to stay active and be lazy is fighting for control of your core personality. More and more, you want to sit on your ass, watch tv, slow down, and keep that growing body of yours sedentary. It wasn’t always this way, but it’s easier for you to move less as you get heavier. You’re not used to carrying this much weight, so you don’t push yourself to exert energy. As your body becomes more suited for comfort, you lean into that lifestyle. That softer wider ass you’ve been growing feels nicer to sit on, like your own personal cushion. Getting up off that ass is a bit of a bothersome chore now, isn’t it? Getting out of breath and sweaty is too uncomfortable for you to burden yourself with, so you don’t bother working out. You know what’s going to happen if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
As you’ve been getting fatter, you keep telling yourself you’ll slow this behavior down before it gets out of hand. Your fun little fantasies aren’t quite fantasies anymore, are they? You’re living out the very things you’ve masturbated to since you remember having a feedism fetish. Your sex drive becomes uncontrollable with every new pound sticking to your inflated figure. Whenever you feel yourself getting helplessly wet, you chase that pulsing arousal with a much more perverse frequency. You feel a sense of pride and accomplishment that others that share your feedist fetish get off to your fatter size, encouraging your gluttonous habits and admiring your softer body. Of course, you want to show off and prove to those that admire you that you’re every bit the pig they think you are. It gets you off that others are masturbating to a body you’re building as a monument to your own gluttony. You know what’s going to happen if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
You’ve always been into getting high, but it’s mixing with your new lifestyle well. As you take edibles and take rips from your bong, it brings out the most intense feedist feeling when you’re stoned. You use weed as a tool to get hungry and eat more, using the intoxicated state of mind to amplify your desire to eat like a pig. The sensory overload brought on makes you appreciate all the new softness your body is taking on, and you love rubbing your fatter body when you’re high. In this state, you can shut your brain down and focus on eating and pleasure. Nothing else needs to be thought of, since you’re enjoying thinking less and mindlessly eating more. It’s a much more simple way to live and exist, so you do it more. You know what’s going to happen if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
All the clothes in your wardrobe don’t fit the way they used to. Your bigger body fits awkwardly into the shirts and underwear intended to be worn by a much smaller figure. Yet, despite the snug fit, you wear them anyways. Not out of any sense of denial, but because you like how fat wearing your outgrown clothes makes you feel. You spend time In front of your mirror stuffing yourself into your old outfits, turning yourself on by how much of a fatty you look in them now. Sometimes, when you’re feeling bold, you even go out in public, fishing for judgemental looks you’re getting more now. It’s a little humiliating but you’re growing to enjoy this type of attention, getting turned on imagining what everyone is thinking about you. You never used to want to be fat-shamed, but you pine for a moment when someone will tease you about the fact that you let yourself go. You want anyone to acknowledge that your belly hanging out of your shirt is disgusting for them to see (yet oh so hot to you). Sometimes when you’re feeling particularly horny, you eat like a complete fatass out in public, announcing to the world your new identity in society as a fat girl. You know what’s going to happen if you keep this up. You’re going to get fat.
Despite the warning signs, you pushed yourself further and further. You allowed others to enable and confirm your unorthodox worldview that bigger is better. You acquiesced to the feedist thought leaders influencing your life and telling you that what you’re doing it right. Fat admires keep telling you your body is beautiful, complimenting each new fat roll and fold that appears on your body. Feeders tell you need to get even bigger, making sure you eat to a capacity beyond what you’re able to eat on your own. Food is pure pleasure the more times you get off while eating. And you, you open your mouth whenever that urge from your belly or spot between your legs tells you it’s time for more. You let the fetish you’ve always had take over, submitting to its vindictive grip. You knew this was going to happen if you kept this up. You got fat, but you’re going to get huge.
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