Killpop

she can feel it's right, so she doesn't close her eyes

[democrips]

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

[compulsive]

[yslgirl-deactivated20180528]

[distractful]

[hirxeth]

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[easy---breezy]

I know you're lying

You lied right to my face and I know it for a fact because I've seen all the proof already. But I cried so you told me what I wanted to hear to make me feel better. You lied and I said I believed you because I am weak and I will do anything to keep you. I'm so fucked up that I saw the proof but I'm telling myself it's not true because I would rather lie to myself and be a fool than lose you. You cried when I explained that I thought I was worthless and wanted to die. How could you do something so stupid to someone you love, someone you plan to spend your life with? How could I be so stupid to let it happen and pretend to know nothing? I will never be good enough for true love, peace, and happiness. You are as close as I can get so I will continue to pretend and hope that this will end and I won't have to worry anymore. I'm just a fucking idiot that wants you to stay.

I'm a fucking idiot.

I'm a fucking idiot.

I'm a fucking idiot.

I'm a fucking idiot.

I just want to be loved.

I want to die.

Make it stop.

[open]

[sleg]

[athizria]

[floralmess]

[whitebloodocean]

[slayv]

[livingstills]

[knowing]

[insidetoout]

[mirkawaii]