Leave Me Be

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[eatingcementbricks]

Hi I’m new to this side of tumblr

My name is Ashel, I’m 18, Mexican

He/Him pronouns

I draw Ed and vent art occasionally

[eatingcementbricks]

I feel like I’m not living anymore. I’m doing stuff like school and I have friends but it feels like I’m not present. I really hope I can go back to normal but it’s been like this for years.

[jiniwithoutthex]

I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

[dumbsuicidalteen]

being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever.

why can’t i find a reason to live for myself?

[eatingcementbricks]

You see all those celebrities getting skinny? You better put in the work if you want to be trendy on time

[punk-philosophy-sonic]

Write that down write that down!

[fuckyaa]

Junk Food or the body you’ve craved forever?

[eatingcementbricks]

I fucking hate how I’m always stuck on bmi 22. Like I’m just hoping if I lower my deficit I’ll get out of it by the end of the month

[tobugzzie]

I want a boyfriend.

A boyfriend who can pick me up and wrap his arms around me with ease.

A boyfriend who can touch his fingers when grabbing my thigh.

A boyfriend who can overpower me if that's what we wanted.

I want to lay on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, or sit on his lap while we play video games together or while he works without worrying about being too heavy.

I want a boyfriend, and I want to be his small and fragile darling that needs protecting.

But that's not easy while I'm so fat, that's why I need to keep going and keep losing weight. That's why I refuse to give up.

[fawne-deactivated20231002]

stop admiring other peoples bodies and make them admire yours

[sonicattos]

i hate you guys so much you know that you guys are so unfunny here just take it remove this burden

[swanyneptune-deactivated2023032]

[lenusworld]

TW M3AN$P0

I worked out for a bit less than an hour, this is a reminder to get your fat ass up and work out. Stop looking at thinspo on Tumblr, by not doing anything and eating like a fat pig, you will remain a fat pig. It can be anything, just make yourself exhausted like you should be. After you do, drink water and get exhausted again and again. Even if it takes a lot of tries, try longer than 25 minutes. I know you can do it, you'll get there.

[meanspogeneratoratyourservice]

I don't wanna hear how hard your eating disorder is, you've barely done anything, you're still just as big as when you "started", we all know you're pretending

[hahahahahano]

If you were on Titanic ship you'd survived it easily.. you know why?

CAUSE FAT FLOATS ON WATER YOU DISGUSTING PIG

[eatingcementbricks]

LMAOOO WHAT

[babyp0p]

i don't wanna look "normal". why they can not understand?? i wanna be skinny. normal isn't enough for me

[kikikoko234-deactivated20260807]

in theory, loosing weight is so easy, you just have to skip meals and wait. But i have a brain with a survival modus and thats the whole problem -_-