welcome 2 my mind

A journey of self discovery.

[dogheadeds4int]

[fungusamongusblg2]

[otipacuu]

🤍

[aidashakur]

Handle me like I’m something you prayed for.

[ebonicherries]

I wanna ***

[havx]

[hankvondouche]

To all my mutuals !!!!!!!

[aidashakur]

[sadesmoothoperator-deactivated2]

the lola falana show (1976)

[ebonicherries]

[ebonicherries]

will you hold me tight and not let me go?

[ebonicherries]

dear mother,

try to explain to me, why I feel so suicidal after talking to my own mother. i resent her so much for the currently life I am living. She ruined her own life and dragged her kids into it. I resent you for bringing your father and mother, my maternal grandparents, from Kenya, when you knew that they didn't have the best marriage. I resent you for forcing them to share a bed together even though you knew that man was incontinent. I resent you because after a year of me telling you that man needed to go home, you DRAGGED it on and said "He has one more week to prove himself before I send him back" week after fucking week. I fucking resent you because my grandmother got sicker and sicker after losing sleep to him. I resent you because I KNOW that stroke my grandmother had was because of all the events that led up to it. I hate living and I want to die because of you. I ABSOLUTELY HATE YOU AND I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I HATE THAT YOU BROUGHT ME INTO THIS WORLD AND YOU CANT EVEN ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM WHOLLY AND ENTIRELY. IT HURTS. The thought back in January of 2019 when I realized who you were and when I knew you were never going to accept me for who I am, I thought I forgot those feelings but I remember.

anyways I know no one will read this so fuck it. leave it in the cloud.

[ebonicherries]

[ebonicherries]

i want to be in love and nvr be afraid that something is going to suddenly come in and end it abruptly. i want to love without fear.

[ebonicherries]

i want a man. a provider, protector, emotionally stable, supportive, &intelligent. He is loves showering me in affection, is a man of God, knows what he wants, is confident. Has a good head on his shoulders & will reassure me without me having to ask for that. I do not want ask me for anything monetarily , i want to be taken care of for once. i want to be spoiled with gifts and presents that kings and queens receive.

are these dreams? yes

and i will continue to keep dreaming.

[riplikeren]

[karlvsn-deactivated20240312-dea]

[jadinedostuff]

🌟 Superpowers You Can Have:

Transformative Adaptability: Harness the power to change yourself and your mind, evolving with every challenge.

Impenetrable Serenity: Master the art of not taking things personally. Let criticisms bounce off you like water off a duck's back.

Quiet Confidence: Find strength in knowing you don't need to prove you're right. Your truth needs no validation.

Selective Bonding: Exercise the power of careful selection in all relationships, surrounding yourself with positivity and growth.

Zen-like Calm: Cultivate the superpower of staying calm amidst the storm. Your inner peace is unshakeable.

Solitary Fulfilment: Discover the joy of being alone without being lonely, cherishing your own company as the ultimate companion.

Comfort in Discomfort: Embrace the power of being okay with being uncomfortable. It's in discomfort that we often find our greatest growth.

Independent Thought: Unlock the superpower of thinking for oneself. Your thoughts are uniquely yours, unswayed by the crowd.

Remember, these are not just traits, but powers within you, waiting to be unleashed. 🌌💪

[xeoniq]