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Defeated

[ebonyprincessxx]

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The girl behind the most depressing Tumblr blog.

Also known in her community as one of the most outgoing people :D

Ms. MummyofDallas

or

Ebonyprincessxx

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[ebonyprincessxx]

Can you imagine a life where you wake up wishing you didn’t wake up… everyday of your life???

Well now you may understand my life a little bit.

I’m not sure why I don’t want to be present in life.

I’m not sure why I dread living.

I’m not sure of anything really.

But what I am sure about is that I don’t want to be here.

It almost feels as though I’m trapped.

Trapped in a world I don’t want to be in.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— nizariat

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown

[ebonyprincessxx]

The Prelude

even tho everything may seem confusing now

I promise it will all make sense soon…

[ebonyprincessxx]

THE INTERLUDE

Things are still confusing LOL.

There’s still no clarity.

Is the man above still guiding me?

••••• This is the part of my life where I start to see things more clearly.

You guessed it! Frontal lobe is fully developed… but yet somehow things are still very confusing.

The money is making sense… but everything else? I’ve never understood why life gives me the most sour lemons.

You know what sour lemons do?

They make you immune!!!

TO THE BULLSHIT

Seriously tho, I hope things start making sense soon. Because the postlude is coming and it needs to make sense.

Even tho… No song makes sense in the end.

Maybe I am fucked?

I wish/hope/pray things start making sense soon.

xoxo. Ebonyprincessxx 🤍

[ebonyprincessxx]

There are two types of tired. One that requires rest and one that requires peace.

I strive for happiness but what I really want is peace. Is there a life where you can have both?

Money buys happiness but it doesn’t buy peace. We work hard to achieve that happiness but often forget to work hard for peace.

They say the rich die young… well I’m ready to be rich.

In another life I will be happy… because this life has shown me that money isn’t everything but you need it to survive.

To survive you have to fight and with fighting there is no peace.

Fighting everyday to stay alive because all I long for is peace.

I’m writing this to remind myself that one day peace will come… but for now to keep fighting.

xoxo. Ebonyprincessxx 🤍

[1617]

There are two types of tired. one that requires rest, and one that requires peace.

[fairycosmos]

it's like why do i feel ashamed of every action or inaction i ever make. will i ever be ok with myself. will i ever just let it be

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[ebonyprincessxx]

What I want…

To break my celibacy… but it needs to be worth it.

I want to experience sex so good that It’ll have me cleaning for the rest of the day and skipping through the grocery store. I want the sex to be so good… that I read a book after. I want to be on a 24hr high after he’s fucked my brains out.

I want to hear him tell me how good this pussy is! I want sex so damn nasty and filthy but also angelic and sweet. I want him to caress my back while I throw it back, I want him to stick his tongue in my ass while he eats me out and tells me I taste like a fairy, I want him to hold my hair back while I ride him into oblivion, I want to feel so comfortable with him that I look into his eyes while I use my mouth to make love with his penis… and why do we always have to stay in the bedroom? Take me to the kitchen and fuck me off or on the kitchen counter.

My point is… I want to experience sex so good that it makes me think of love. I want to kiss so nasty I feel like my lips are about to fall off. I WANT THE SEX TO BE WORTH IT.

wtf is vanilla sex anyways? get rid of it.

[ebonyprincessxx]

My expression of love…

In the moonlit dance of passion's embrace, Two souls entwined in a love's sweet grace. A symphony of senses, a fire that grows, Life-changing whispers, passion that flows.

In the quiet moments, afterglow's embrace, A love everlasting, time cannot erase. Through the storms and under starlit skies, Boundless connection, where true love lies.

A tale of ecstasy, a chapter so divine, In the book of hearts, an eternal line. Through the years, as seasons pass, A love unending, a soulful blend.

[ebonyprincessxx]

I need a breakthrough

good angels of tumblr

i desperately need a breakthrough

i am slowly losing my mind here

i need to find myself again

but in order to do that i need to get a job

that will be the only way i can getaway from this hell hole… i can’t stay here much longer and i can’t risk being homeless NGL… so i really need this job or any job that can help me sustain a life away from hell. 🫶🏾

ive done my part, i saw my mom through her breast cancer process and now it’s time for me to go. i cannot stay in an environment where im not appreciated nor supported…

tumblr angels do your thing omg

[kosmogrl]

[migatito]

on the beach at night alone (2017) dir. hong sang-soo