TO DIE WILL BE AN AWFULLY BIG ADVENTURE

i want to feel you in my veins

[filmgifs]

Jennifer's body (2009) dr. Karyn Kusama

[perfectfeelings]

“You’re still my favorite ‘what-if’.”

— just-useless-things // 3 years later

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[queenjsxo]

[thedankmemes]

[jockalot]

[shubbabang]

Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

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[missinyouiskillingme]

trust it

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[remanence-of-love]

[cerleansky]

The legacies people leave behind in you.

My handwriting is the same style as the teacher’s who I had when I was nine. I’m now twenty one and he’s been dead eight years but my i’s still curve the same way as his.

I watched the last season of a TV show recently but I started it with my friend in high school. We haven’t spoken in four years.

I make lentil soup through the recipe my gran gave me.

I curl my hair the way my best friend showed me.

I learned to love books because my father loved them first.

How terrifying, how excruciatingly painful to acknowledge this. That I am a jigsaw puzzle of everyone I have briefly known and loved. I carry them on with me even if I don’t know it. How beautiful.

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[evaughn]

[feral-ballad]

Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Eat”

[Text ID: “I am trying to stop doing / things that don’t make any sense. Body, / forgive me. I am trying. I am trying. I am still trying.]

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[altruisticwriter]

A happy ending:

“She agreed to love herself deeply.She was finally the sun of her own life.”

-Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

[altruisticwriter]

Happy ending