EdenArtFactory

Hi! I'm just a Hermit who likes drawing beetles, old people, blood and kittens! My style is somewhere between cute and disturbing, and my favorite colors are monochrome and rainbows!

[edenartfactory]

i just wish i never existed. life isn't worth living

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i have no friends and I never will. it doesn't matter how hard I try nobody will ever love me. if I killed myself tomorrow no one outside my crab bucket of a family would notice

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she makes us both regularly suicidal but she's too busy supporting the mental health of people she talks shit about regularly and would be sad if she knew she hurt us that bad and kill herself. OR just call us manipulative spycjhos who have nothing to be depressed about and why should we? she sacrificed everything and stayed in an abusive marriage to raise us, her last ten years of suffering under that man is all our fault!

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of course I missed artfight again. it doesn't matter it's not like I was going to actually draw anything anyway.

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yay! another fucking year i missed all the applications to fuvking art vendors and another fucking year i prove this shit is all useless i should fucking kill myself

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god I fucking hate my life

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nothing makes me happy

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and no i'm not a fucking gardener, I still fucking hate gardening i'm just grown up enough to not want to waste the three grand the people in the family who actually like gardening spent to go to waste every year, and I don't want them to get depressed when the cucumbers fucking dry out.

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i'm not doing art anymore. I've decided.

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she's out supporting like three different people who who are depressed and suicidal, which is so sweet and so noble considering she will push me to the edge of killing myself then call me a psulycho and yell. at me for "acting like she pushed cigarette buttsinto my arms my entire childhood" she just doesn't give a shit about me and if I do end up killing myself she'll only care i made her feel bad about it

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this is just all there is and ll there will ever be.

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it doesn't really matter. nothing matters. I've accepted that I will never have a meaningful relationship and I am just unlovable and will die alone and homeless. the only reason I don't just kill myself now is for my twin who feels obligated to take care of me.

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i love how people assume i'm doing great because i'm on top of watering the garden and getting into bonsai are also completely ignoring how I haven't made any form of art or even showered in a year. but hey! I've learned that outwardly showing i'm depressed gets me called a manipulative abusive psycho so I must be just peachy now.

[foxes-in-love]

[edenartfactory]

god I wish that that was how things resolved in my house

[edenartfactory]

I just have no reason to be alive

[manu-script]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manu-script]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[perfect-jerry-blossom]

i genuinely can't fucking deal with the larger internet anymore holy shit what the fuck are you people TALKING about. i am at my limit with this stupid bullshit. who the fuck cares if a man is hired to draw medical diagrams for young girls jesus christ we're pearl clutching about medical illustrations now? next you're gonna tell me male pediatricians shouldn't advise parents on their kids' vulva issues? male surgeons shouldn't be in the room when performing a procedure where a woman's breasts or vulva might be exposed? male researchers shouldn't conduct gynecological medical research? sure. better for men to live in ignorance and NEVER ally themselves with us to expand access to sexual education and reproductive healthcare i fucking guess. Twenty thousand likes. i hate it here KILL ME

[perfect-jerry-blossom]

THIS is the post that got me my first ever anon hate. i'd like to thank the academy tbh

also not related but can ppl on this post being like "yeah STOP being mean to men!!" pls stop cuz that's not the point of what i was saying 💀 i'm not mad bc someone was mean to a man i'm mad bc feminism is being hijacked by bioessentialist conservative Christian moralist bullshit where the goal seems to be the complete and total segregation of women from men instead of like, the material improvement of women's lives. i don't care if some intsta commenter is mean to men i care that feminism is culturally turning into Nu Conservatism