babydoll

tw 3d don’t report just block, i promise i’ll make a new account anyways so u won’t get rid of me vampire in the heart 🧛🏻‍♀️🍷🥀🚬

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

hello angels!

before you scroll down my profile and see me get vulnerable and reduced to the roughest parts of me, i’d like to tell you some more about me so you can see past my disorders.

i’m 18

i really like nessa barret, as you can probably tell from my username and profile picture. she’s my favourite artist and from all the other artists i like, i resonate with her music to the widest extent.

i love vampires, i consume lots of vampirism media and i just know that in another life i was one.

amongst other things, the one i struggle the most with is depress1on, so please do not judge if any of my posts are a little su1c1dal or give that vibe off.

english isn’t my first language, but i find it easier to express myself in it. please don’t mind any typos or grammatical errors, i’m trying my best while my brain is actively frying

all numbers below are in kg

cw: 70

gw1: 65

gw2: 60

gw3: 55

gw: 50

ugw: 45

don’t bother urself trying to report me, i promise i will make a new account and save all my posts to post them again. just block.

have a great day/night

🖤

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

my inspiration forever

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

omg omg nessa is the goat!!! shes my fave too and i love vampiric aesthetics too 🩸🖤

yk ball 🥹

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

visible sternum collarbones hip bones collarbones sternum sternum sternum wrist bones collarbones sternum hip bones did i mention sternum

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

if you want to start over, then sure, start over. but don’t forget how many times you’ve already done that. you said you wanted to be the best version of yourself, yeah? then act on it.

countless times have i said ”i’ll just start over monday”, ”i’ll just do better tomorrow”, ”no use doing it this week, i’ll just start next week”. guess where that got me. yes, you guessed that right! nowhere!

take pride in being better than me. i’m the perfect example for why you shouldn’t start over monday. start over now.

🖤🧛🏻‍♀️

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

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my rules for the next idk how long period of time

𑣲 gym 5x a week

𑣲 consuming the least i can, but the limit is 1200€

𑣲 powering through it even if it gets tough

𑣲 doing everything to reach my potential

𑣲 posting wiats consistently on my tt account (vanillacookiebabyy)

𑣲 updating you guys on how it’s going

𑣲 scale every two - three days

𑣲 pin boards to motivate me

that’s all for now, probably gonna edit those rules but for the most part it’s gonna be just this, i don’t have strength for anything else tbh

[edwardscissorhandsgf]

the only girl that gets me