Well, that's it. Iris is moving back home. There is no us nor a chance to make us again. At least not for a very long time. She was perfect for me. Honest to God she was. I am always optimistic but it will be really challenging to fix anything from across the country. Maybe with this time I can get my affairs in order. I would move for her at the drop of a hat. I would walk away from everything just for a chance at making things right. Iris is one of those people that when even briefly in your life, you are changed forever. I am crushed that I screwed that up. It was a stupid mistake and people can rebound from mistakes but she is a one and done type of girl. I don't understand why God made me this way, where I just always think I can fix everything and never can. I do know one day she will forgive me but she is stubborn like me so I don't know if she'll ever reach out to me again. I love her. I will always love her. That sounds cliché but it is true. She made me believe in myself and believe in happiness again. She always said no matter what that we would be friends and I hope that holds true. I pray to God that holds true. I could make things right if given a chance, let's keep fingers crossed that I get that chance one day.
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