born sick

❛my lover's got {humour} she's the giggle at a funeral knows everybody's disapproval i should've worshipped her sooner.❜

[ellasdelirium]

THE 1975 NOS Alive, Lisboa, 2014 © Hugo Macedo

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“actually, yeah.” spencer gave a bit of a  nod. “it does sometimes and i just forget  how to not be a dick.” he added. “but i  am sorry.”

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as he once again told her he was sorry she gave him a nod “do you want to join me?” she asked and made sure to get him some space on the bed.

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“Jack!” she screamed as he opened the door, soon jumping and wrapping her legs around him. “I think I got us a puppy.” she muttered.

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Pax was pretty sure the girl who showed up to his house was beyond drunk and even though she was the one making the moves, he felt as though he couldn’t take advantage of her. “Look. You being topless is nice and all, but I can’t let you do this. I mean, you’re drunk. And I won’t let you wake up and feel as though this was a mistake.” He said as he placed his hands on her arms. “I was always told to treat women the way I would want my sister to be treated and I can’t take advantage of you like this. I can give you something to sleep in and you can crash in my bed.”

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It was dumb, Juliet knew that it was dumb and quite desperate. But she was so drunk she couldn't even remember her name without having to really focus and he was there, he was always there, whenever her boyfriend -now ex- was a dick Pax was there for her and she never saw that until this night, the night she found Patrick cheating on her. As he pulled away she was confused, not really understanding what was wrong. "Pax..." she muttered and pouted. "But I want this." the drunk girl told him before sitting on his bed. "I think I want you... I think I always did, but tonight I'm drunk enough to accept it." she said and shrugged softly.

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“hey-uh-i am sorry.” spencer  muttered, looking directly at  the other girl.”for being a dick  earlier, i didn’t mean it.”

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she was almost asleep but not close enough to not hear his voice. “you didn’t? oh so it comes naturally!” and pissed off, she was still pissed off.

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okay so let me try this... would anyone from marvel’s universe interested in roleplaying with a diamondback? her fc would be amber heard and she would be working at shield, trying to stay away from the big fights and all.

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i want a character somehow related to marvel... iM GONNA DIE 

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i have no replies to do... i’m gonna scream because bored af

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“none of us scheduled it!” she pointed out to axel. addie eyed the boy as he walked past her. she was temped to follow him into the bathroom, but the bathroom was so small there was no chance that they could get away with anything in there. “just think about me and you can write a song,” she teased. the rest of the band laughed, but she knew his feelings for her were all confusing and crazy. “let me shower with you,” she joked.

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he knew she was right, he knew that if they had any vote in the matter they would plan their days a bit better so they wouldn't be dead at the end of them. but that was the thing about being big but not big enough, you didn't have that much of a voice sometimes. as he heard her next words he laughed, not sure if she was wrong, he had never tried but maybe he could write something for her. "maybe i will write something." he winked at her, teasing her a bit. "oh... now you're coming." he said before picking her up, throwing her over his shoulder and carrying her to the bathroom with him. of course he laughed a lot while doing all of that.

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{AU}

chloe couldn’t really complain about her life, sure she worked hard but she was quite into her job so it was not a problem…at least not usually, in that night she was honestly too pissed to put it into words and more importantly, she was a bit too tired, so tired she didn’t even bothered to put her pajamas on, instead she just made her way to her bed while wearing a tight little black dress and prayed to fall asleep fast. and then she woke up due someone throwing rocks at her window. “i’m gonna kill you.” she muttered, believing that it was one of her usual hook ups. but it was not, it was her neighbor’s boyfriend and just like that she started laughing, they were so drunk that it was impossible not to laugh.“hey man!” she shouted. “wrong window, sorry. and are you ok?”

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i really want a matty healy 

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like for a starter 

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addie smiled climbing out of bed. “you fools need to wake up.” she mumbled waking them up. “you two looked so comfy we had to join.” the girl just nodded, she was extremely comfortable the night before so she wasn’t surprised. “listen,” she spoke to all of them, “we need to write like two songs today along with three interviews and a show and meet and greet.” she paused, “so if anyone has ideas that would be great!”

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axel was still extremely sleepy, not even sure if he was really listening to whatever he was listening. he watched as addie got up and tried really hard to focus on her voice once she started speaking. "fucking hell, if you guys hate me just tell me! you don't have to schedule everything for the same day." he muttered, a small chuckle escaping his lips after. "i need a shower." he said and got up from addie's bed.

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and a small smile came onto his lips as he looked at her. shaking his head a little as he wrapped his arms around her kissing her forehead softly before he spoke. rubbing his eyes as he continued to hug her, moving them both side to side sighing quietly as he placed another kiss on her forehead, “i’m lucky to fucking have you, godamn i love you.” he mumbled quietly as he continued to move their bodies side to side taking in her scent before he let go of the small little hug that they had just shared.

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and chloe allowed herself to get lost in that moment, in his arms as he swung them like no big deal, but it brought her some kind of unfamiliar calm, a calm that would usually follow arik, a calm that was slowly but surely starting to feel like an old friend. she didn't know if the girls were still staring at him, but she just didn't really care about it anymore. that party wasn't being a lot of fun for both of them, but then chloe had an idea. "do you want to go to the roof?" she knew how to climb from her friend's window and she was really excited about showing her skills to arik.

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axel.

tour was crazy ! halsey was in a complete different down almost every night and god did she love that. she loved  p l a y i n g  her shows,  b e i n g  in one room surrounded by people who truly appreciate her work and support it and her. it means the world to her. but being on tour has its down sides. for example when she’s on tour she doesn’t have as much time to be with her friends and family ; she doesn’t have time to relax as much. so as she heard a knock on her hotel room, she couldn’t help a  h u g e  smile to form on her lips as she knew exactly who it was. she got up from her bed and walked up to the door, opening it and  i m m e d i a t e l y  hugging the male before her. ‘ axel, thank GOD you’re here. ’ the singer has missed him so much. the two met when she was out in a club with a few friends and they hit it off so well. she loves talking to him, she loves just being around him in general —- they don’t even have to talk much.

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halsey was everything axel dreamed to be when he was younger and full of hope in himself, she was living a life that would fit him like a damn glove. but fighting for what he wanted always came off as a huge mess and he ended up giving up on a lot of things. he had started a band, sure, but he wasn't really optimistic on its future, and it wasn't really about the band itself, it was about him, he had no hope of some bright future for him. but that never stopped him from trying to live a life and doing whatever he felt like doing, he had no goals, but he had random bursts of dreams. as he saw the girl he couldn't stop himself from smiling, her arms soon around him and his following her movements, it felt a bit too familiar already. " i fucking missed you!" he told her and chuckled softly as he didn't let go of her just yet.

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at the sight of the tears rolling down her cheeks, jamal felt his anger lessen slightly, before he mentally berated himself. he didn’t need to let go of the anger he was holding onto. this was obviously the only way he could get through to aria, since being nice and calm wasn’t working all too well. “don’t fucking tell me what the best thing for me to do is! i don’t need you to tell me what the fuck is best for me, aria! when did you become my mother?” he snapped at her, taking a step closer to her. luckily for the two of them, the parking lot they were in was more or less deserted, with a few people moving from the establishment to their cars. their voices were steadily growing louder and louder, but at that point jamal didn’t care. he didn’t care if they drew in a crowd, he only cared about getting his point across. “no, i can’t tell you that you’re wrong,” he answered honestly, shaking his head. “but you can’t tell me that you’re right. you don’t know the future, aria. you’re not psychic. you don’t know how you’ll feel a week from now, let alone a year or two or five from now. and you sure as hell won’t know what i’ll feel.”

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aria didn't like any of this, she didn't like the screams and the anger and she just wanted to turn around and run away, but it was jamal and when it's about him she can never be that selfish. his words were starting to make her question if she was really right or if he was the one right, she wanted to be on his side, she really wanted to believe what he was saying and stay with him even when the future didn't seem that bright for both of them. but wouldn't that be selfish? to believe in a lie that was extremely comforting to her but would only bring pain to him. "i'm not wife material! i'm not anything material! i will fuck you up!" she screamed at him, covering her face with her hands right after. she took a deep breath, getting closer to him. "we'll get everything fucked up and i don't want that." and now she was soft, looking him in the eyes. "i love you so so much, i can't have you staying with me when that means that you'll have to give up on so many of your dreams."