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ze/zem // occasional doodle dump // Ao3

[bee-calm]

just stay positive!

[sino-ka]

How could you ever forget the first time they said I love you?

[eithnx]

DID YOU DELETE YOUR TAIVAN FIXIT?????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭

NOOO I DIDN'T

short answer is that i basically unlisted it (it's just in an unrevealed collection in my profile) i can just put it right back to how it was later. same link and all) to edit some things that were bothering me. not anything plot-related, mostly some missing set up for things coming in the next chapters. which it's entirely on me bc i'm not used to longfics and always end up going back to retouch some things and people don't usually see it bc i post the whole thing at once but i never learn to be patient when working w longer stuff so This happens,,,,

BUT it will be back hopefully in a week but before the end of the month at the latest !! you'll get an email when it's revealed if you're subscribed to it/me

[eithnx]

HIHIHI SORRY FOR THE WAIT. the fic is available again and i'll start working on chapter 4 immediately

here's a tiny hint about it as an apology

i would never forget about the new york date but it's getting a Little bit recontextualized

[eithnx]

DID YOU DELETE YOUR TAIVAN FIXIT?????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭

NOOO I DIDN'T

short answer is that i basically unlisted it (it's just in an unrevealed collection in my profile) i can just put it right back to how it was later. same link and all) to edit some things that were bothering me. not anything plot-related, mostly some missing set up for things coming in the next chapters. which it's entirely on me bc i'm not used to longfics and always end up going back to retouch some things and people don't usually see it bc i post the whole thing at once but i never learn to be patient when working w longer stuff so This happens,,,,

BUT it will be back hopefully in a week but before the end of the month at the latest !! you'll get an email when it's revealed if you're subscribed to it/me

[eithnx]

This probably isn't the best way to mourn (4.5k)

Van's hands supporting your elbows are sickly pale, but you pumped fresh blood, a new beating heart just for her. Tonight, you did. Tonight, she was here, waiting for you.

Or:

The aftermath of a nightmare.

read here

[eithnx]

TAIVANWEEN DAY 3: QUEEN CARD DAY

(cannibalism + death loop)

Taissa wonders, hands-deep in fractured ribs, so warm, whether she could stop, if Van wanted her to.

But there is no point in hypotheticals.

Or:

Rot at this standstill with me.

READ HERE

[eithnx]

do you think she knows

[eithnx]

i'm almost done planning my taivanween fic does anyone care about cannibalizing your girlfriend out of grief rage and a secret third thing

[eithnx]

Iodine destroyed me

AAA i'm SO happy to hear that !! iodine is definitely one of my favorite fics i've written + natsuki is one of my favorite characters and i'm honestly surprised at the Lack of natsuki lives aus so when i got the idea i Knew i had to try my best to make it good

the emotional parts were the part i worked on the hardest so i'm incredibly glad they work as intended !! thank you so much for this !!

[eithnx]

drew a scene from chapter 3 of my taivan fic which you can read here !!

[eithnx]

Do you not write for TBHK anymore?

no, sorry I don't really like it anymore :(

[eithnx]

oh they were RIGGING that shit

[eithnx]

Saw that you liked my post and your username was super familiar. Your noikaido fics are bangers

OMG I'M GLAD YOU LIKED THEM THANK YOU SO MUCH

[eithnx]

my daughter. she is fighting off years of forced depersonalization through questionable means

[eithnx]

pov that guy from the restaurant around the block suddenly shows up with a kid one day

[eithnx]

these are all from my natsuki lives au except i haven't reached the parts where they happen yet,,,,

[eithnx]