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“I’m caught in between what I wish and what I know.”

— Lauv, The Other

last may 19, 2018

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nakikita na kita before nun dito pero hindi ako super active, basa basa lang hahaha. dahil dyan, follow na kita haha

baekebyan

“One day someone will come along and adore you for who you really are. One day you’re going to meet someone who will love you unconditionally, accept all of your shortcomings and make you feel that you’re worth having. He will love you for who and what you are and never gonna push you to be somebody else. One day this someone will come along and turn all the shades of grey in your world into colors you haven’t seen before. A rainbow that will put colors everywhere. This someone will calm every storm within you and hold your hand to help you diminish all the doubts and fears you have inside. One day, someone out there will help you to save yourself from loneliness you’re feeling right now and show you that in this life, we can be happy and be over the clouds if we want just to. There’s a beautiful and long journey that’s waiting for you, you just need to explore what the world has to offer. One day, someone will travel for hours just to hold you close, feel your presence and make you feel that you are worth traveling for. One day, someone will never get tired of loving you and pacifying you when you’re angry until you become okay. This someone will be your food and movie buddy at the same time. You will never gonna be shy about showing all your crazy and weird quirks because you are comfortable with him and whenever he’s around, everything gets better. One day, this someone will walk down the aisle for you and prove that you don’t need perfect relationships, you just need to be contented and be grateful for what you have at the moment. A life that’s not perfect, but full of happiness. This someone will be excited to spend the rest of his days being your lifetime companion and will never get tired of forgiving and loving you. This someone will come along in your life. But until then, you must live a life for yourself.”

— E.J. Cenita

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this is so beautiful!

lohver

whoever’s reading this, i pray that you find happiness. not temporary happiness, or “if i pretend and put on a smile & laugh, maybe i’ll be happy” kind of happiness, but long lasting real happiness. the kind of happiness that makes ur face glow & lights up ur soul. you deserve it

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that moment when i just recently posted something about myself being such a lonely, sad guy then i bumped into this.... *stifles*

a message to my exhausted self, soul and mind:

last night,

i unexpectedly saw you and for once, i felt it again. no, not that thing that used to bind us strong together but rather i felt very lonely. i saw myself looking very low, thinking that i cannot feel that genuine happiness again...

from someone.

and the next thing i saw was the sunlight streaking through my bedside window. it was almost 6am but the ache from last night's deep sleep felt surreal. it felt like it happened before and it's still here.

just pull me in to a tight hug when i am breaking down. that's what makes me feel alright...

im about to fail.

knew

bye :(

goldenlouie-deactivated20250921

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pls oh

*prevents myself from breaking down*

*tries really hard not to break down*

*inhale*

*exhale*

*fucking breaks down*

i feel sorry for people who do not really deserve to be freakin sad, down & stressed all at the same time just bec something bad came up in their life unexpectedly.

but mostly is that i feel extremely bad for myself for not being able to know what to do to help them.

hi papa, this is for you. we will always be here for you. i will try my very best to help you on our situation because we are family. (i could have had hugged you awhile ago while you were opening up to me but that isnt just us, being physically affectionate. hehe)

i know you wont gonna read this but i want you to know that you and mama are the strongest and bravest person ive ever met in my life and i admire both of you for that.

i love you so much!!!!!

it will pass... i promise... this will end.

his lost dreams

He is not yet ready to give up on his dreams but this time he had to let go of them; for the sake of somebody else's.

His motivations, his inspirations, the stars he kept on wishing that somehow made him feel alive... were to be vanished.

Replaced by burden and fear then his nightmares turned into reality instead of his dreams.

all of the pain & heartaches he had been keeping up inside him finally blossomed its way out that made him exceptionally beautiful — 🌻

As I finished the very last puff of my cigarette, I as well had farewell to the opportunity of having to experience what life offered me.

Regret and disappointment; that was the immediate response I got from myself but in the other hand, I was strangely being positive that life also has a lot to give, it's just not the perfect time yet.

Maybe that wasn't really for me. I realized that when life gives you something, you don't just grab it, you don't just take it but you need to own it. You need to claim it; with a great pound of effort, perseverance and will which I obviously did not take into consideration.

Today's Tuesday. Midterm week had finally passed, thank goodness. When a lot of students are excited and enthusiastic about an upcoming College Ball in our university, here I am still quiet unsure if I could be able to attend that crap. Its upsetting that I really need to come to that stupid event just because I need the incentives that are going to be given to the attendees. Of course my grades matter a lot especially that I am currently a graduating student; sadly I failed one of the exams which is the most crucial subject I should not fail in the first place and what's extremely depressing is that I currently do not have the capacity to pay the fees. Basically, I'm doomed for failing my exam and for being broke just because I have to attend an event for the incentives.

(ok judge me)

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