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14 October 2021

Someone that my uncle's nephew send me a message to introduce ourself for macthmaking. But then on 20 oct 21 i never reply his message. Sometime i m not ready for this. Sometime i really want to married. I want another person that actually dont love me.

And then NOW. 31 oct 2021. My mom come to ask about how is going our relationship?

She dissapointed because what i have done. She said that she not life forever, and me must life alone after that if you re not married yet.

I have let it go anyone. Someone that i love and someone who is macthed making with me ( i dont really sure about mydiction).

For him who i loved one side hand. I have been erased his numberphone, so i will not see his story in wa and others. I hope once day i never save again🤣. And for him that actually i think he is my cousin. I dont know how will be going next.

13 Jan 2021

😥 i did it again. Not human but the wall..🤣🤣🤣. There are scratch on mycar's body when i try to park my car at home.. too much trouble😂. Have spent too much money for remove the handicap. But in just one day it became disabled again??😭😭😭😭

May there are any solution for the disabled without spent too much money. Hope so. Ya Allah, please help me...

13 Januari 2021

Today is my first time bring mycar alone to my workplace. Initially for the first time is smooth way but when i want to turn at T-junction, i did a mistake, hit other motorider brought by childern. So they fall. I wanna see them but others say its no problem. So i just continue mydriving. But my leg is still tremor from that. So i need take a breath along with my driving. I hope Allah will always protect me.

First driving

#first drive #god #love

Tue 17 Nov 2020

This is the 2nd day i begin my newjob as pharmacist. So much struggle that i must have.

But, Insya Allah, all of then i can through with it.😄💪.

27 okt 2020, my mom give me 22 M for buying me a car. Plus i add mymoney, so now i must ask for my sister to give my money that she loan from me. But until now, i m still cant take it alone this car by myself.

Something that i just realize, this drugstore just can give me at least for next month 3,5 M. Cause of the progress of omzet not go well like i estimate it before.

Figthing for myself. 💪💪💪. Bismillah...

Today, Monday 26th okt 2020,

I Have spend my money for my nephew's billing school as much 2,750,000 rupiahs. I Have been claimed my BPJS ketenakerjaan that i will interview by them at 2nd nov 2020 just for 3,400,000 rupiahs. My remain account billing 12,000,000. 10M for my hajj. 2 M for my future.

I hope for this November i can accept my salary more than my expectation for being an apotecary of someone's pharmacy store. I hope i can have at least 3,6 M to transfer to my account and 400k for my daily expense at their store. Insya Allah.

2 October 2020

Now, i have been sign in my resume to other pharmacy store, that also must build from zero.

Until now i m still struggling with organization acceptance that take too much time. And also i m still in Bone with a suck network mobile.

For my own pharmacy store? Still on process, IMB to much effort for that.

Thurs, 10th Sept

My resolution of me for the rest of 2020 year

1. My pharmacy store is done, at least Januari 2021 just for full the shelving product

2. Drive a car to Bone Makassar alone and otherwise

3. Have a good quality of sleep

4. Have weight same or less than 53 kg

5. Have a clean face and body

Resolution for 2021

1. Creating a pharmacy product and sell it to others with mybrands

2. in the rest of the year, I Have minimal 36 Millions rupiah in my account only from profit bussnies

3. Buying saham which is worth 1 million papers

4. Buying a pair of goats and cows each

5. Memories 3 juz of qur'an

6. Stay healthy and look younger

10th Sept 2020, Bone

I came here yesterday. After i have struggling mind in my life.

Actually i want to clear my mind from something not halal, because i tend to do something like that if i m within my friend and if i go away from that, i think i can't endure it anymore,

Also actually i want to enter my application to KF Makassar also or something that make me more freely. But, my mom doesn't want it after i made my condition first when i planned my goverment civil test at Bone. But , i can't come to do it.

After i think all over. I realise that i want to get married with someone that i desired. But he doesn't. 😂😂😭😭🥺

After i saw what my family have done for me to build a place for the drugstore. Although i think this is will not give any profit quickly.

I made my decision.

First, This Apotek is not for have any profit just for helping somebody to get their quality of life specially my family.

Second, i will build my dinasty. I will build what i dreamed when i m still young, to much young😂😂😂 (cause, now i also still young, 27 years old) or when i m still a teenager 😆. I will be an owner of a ranch. Create my own brand💪💪💪💪. InsyaAllah. Aamiinn ya Rabbal alaamiinn...

Something that i feel so exaggerating about this... Feel so ashamed🥺😭

13 August 2020, 02.08 WITA

I can't sleep after i cried too much that make me cant breathe very well. So, i m also take a decongestane pill for better breath.

Why am i cry? I m too sad that i must leave this town to come back my owntown, Makassar. 🤣

And also i realize someone that i think he love me, someone that come to me after the other leave me. Never be love me because of the same things.

I m also realize that the time i spent to make him sure about his feeling for me its bullshit because he just come to me because of he need something.🤣🤣 STUPID YOU ARE...

I 'm on dieting. My weight now is 68,xx kg. That so fat🤣🤣😭

So. I decided to join a basic dieting grup with a coach.

For my first day, i started with Herbalife shake, and got a Snack at 10.00 such a banana and peanut butter. And then come to lunch. I make a bowl of chicken opor. But actually, i make a mistake, i add potato and also eat rice, so i'm just a part of it. I hope ITS works.🙏😍

I m also post this picture to my private grup of mine that include my friend.

It hurt to know to have friends like them😒

#diet #chicken opor #friends #so #suck

7th Match 2020

I have a bad info that i don't wanna hear about it. This is about FAR.

Someone that i ever love before and still, have been declared that he already purpose to someone that lower than me. Lower my title not my beauty 🤣🤣🤣

I don't know why i still have this feelling for him for such a long time. Although i know that he is a playboy.

While, i am ever having a subordinate for him , with someone that also hurt my feelling too.

It more make me like depressed that i have been block MAAR that i don't like him because of FAR.

Maybe Allah give me another one more good from all of them. Insya Allah.

#love

Allah Give You D Best

Allah give me d best, give me the choices, Everyone have their earnings. Allah have been created with the best way, to make you different from others, to make you to find your other ways to have much earnings. Don't give up, Allah always love you... He like what our think him about.😊😊😊😆

Gloomy about you...

On 23rd May 2016, He tells my mom about his feeling to me in front of me also. I m so suprise about this,,, I am afraid… And now, I like him because his religion. Allah, You know how worst i am and what i have done. And You know how much my hope in this life. Help me to make life much better than before, dont make me to go astray after you give me a guidance..

My 2016 Resolution 1. Get a Job 2. Be Thinner, have to get 48 or 50 kg 3. Have a Clean n White Face 4. Have much friends 5. Be a “rich” person to anyone 6. Have a new handphone 7. Have a saving book with nominal at least 15 M 8. Have a new laptop with RAM 2GB 9. Have a LSR Camera 10. Be more a confident and brave person

11. Create a preventif n promotif blog for health

Wanna be a good one

I wanna do something better for today than yesterday. And i will do something better for a day after today better than what i have done today. I hope God bless me, please God, bless me.

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