holy fuck i just want this suffering to end. i fucked up so irreversably bad and now i’m stuck with the consequences of my actions because i don’t want to be a piece of shit like my biological father. i can’t continue those same trends. so here i am now. sticking to my morals even though no one else on earth knows the truth. i made my bed, now i’m gonna lie in it. 16 more years til its over. if i make it there.








