GHOST BOY

[ektos]

danny fenton from danny phantom  /  low activity + canon-divergent

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writer. bunny. 21+. they/them.

[ektos]

@starbind ( dani ) , prompt ; don’t feel bad for not knowing— i was trying not to bother anyone. you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.

      "that's exactly why i feel bad. i don't want you to feel like you can't tell me shit." it's still a foreign feeling to him. caring for someone like an older sibling would. he's so used to being the one doted on. he can't help but to wonder if this is how he makes jazz feel constantly. "there's no reason to hide things from me. i'm not vlad, ya'know?"

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@starbind ( paulina ) , prompt ; well, i’ve been wanting to talk to you. but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.

        "go on" he couldn't fight the smirk that played at the corner of his lips. who would have thought that one day paulina of all people would come to him — wanting to talk to him. "is it an apology? i think i'm still owed that from the last time we spoke."

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IT GETS REAL FUCKING DARK AROUND THE EDGE OF MY HEART — an indie & heavily canon-divergent rp blog for danny fenton from danny phantom. loved by bunny ( 21+ they/them ). ©

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CONVERSATIONAL  SENTENCE  STARTERS  

❝  you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general?  i always feel better after hanging out with you.  ❞

❝  sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while.  and that’s alright.  as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay.  give yourself time.  ❞

❝  have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it?  everything that’s been happening.  eventually,  you have to slow down and let it feel real.  ❞

❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞

❝  was this not what you expected?  ❞

❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

❝  did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company?  ❞

❝  i’m going to tell you this,  once,  because i think you need to hear it.  you deserve more.  you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve.  ❞

❝  i brought some seeds for your garden.  i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  come sit a little while with me.  tell me how you’ve been?  really.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it.  here,  let me get you a drink.   ❞

❝  if you’d like to discuss it in private,  we can step outside?  ❞

❝  whatever it is you wish to tell me,  it won’t leave this room.  ❞

❝  well,  i’ve been wanting to talk to you.  but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.  ❞

❝  how have you been sleeping?  ❞

❝  don’t take this the wrong way,  but you don’t quite look well.  ❞

❝  don’t feel bad for not knowing—  i was trying not to bother anyone.  you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.  ❞

❝  miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life,  so let’s just take a moment to breathe.  and let’s get on the same page.  alright?   ❞

❝  is this a time for me to listen or fix it?  ❞

❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞

❝  could you just…talk to me?  it doesn’t have to be anything important.  i just like listening to your voice.  it calms me.  ❞

❝  honestly,  it was a long time ago.  i don’t really remember the details.  ❞

❝  i’m rather proud of you.  i don’t say that often,  so believe i mean it.  ❞

❝  you seem content here.  happy,  even?  ❞

❝  i’m not here to drudge up the past.  i’m just hoping we could have a future.  ❞

❝  i see you’re not getting much sleep either.  should i make us both some tea,  then?  ❞

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me?  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re alright?  ❞

❝  i’m a fan of your work,  actually.  ❞

❝  you have more of a reputation than you might think.  ❞

❝  you haven’t heard of me?  how refreshing.  ❞

❝  go on,  tell me what’s on your mind.  ❞

❝  something is troubling you,  yes?  ❞

❝  with a smile like that,  i can’t help but want to know your secret.  what’s got you so cheery today?  ❞

❝  come on,  you’re clearly upset.  and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice.  ❞

❝  oh,  i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you.  how am i doing so far?  ❞

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i miss danny.......

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hylhounds​  ,  dani  ;

     “now that’s a little dramatic, don’t you think? name one person who has died from being overworked or stressed.” although her words are lighthearted, danny’s words did concern her somewhat. maybe a clone like her could die from such things. is she unconsciously testing the limits of what she’s capable of, pushing herself to see just how far she can go now because she’s stabilized. “putting myself first is selfish if other people are in trouble and i can do something about it, isn’t it? wouldn’t that make me an awful person?”

     putting herself first is a foregin concept. people rely on her too heavily and if she lets them down what use is she? if the ghosts cause a mass destruction or, worse, hurt someone…wouldn’t the blame fall on her and danny? she couldn’t suppress her yawn. now that she’s been sitting down for some time and the adriendline is wearing off it’s finally hitting her just how exhausted she feels. even her muscles feel sore and tender. “maybe i could use a break.” she listens carefully, trying to make out any sound of distress. her shoulders relax when she hears nothing. “they don’t seem to be up to anything horrible at the moment. but if we go home and i hear or see something troublesome i’m going back out.” another yawn. “i may have to sleep on the sidewalk, i don’t know if i have the energy to get up.”

     “it’s a real thing. even the japanese have a name for it because it became a common problem during their economic bubble in the mid-eighties.” sometimes his late-night researching and scrolling through random wiki pages proved useless in these situations. as for her question, danny had already come to terms with the fact that he can’t save everyone and look after himself at the same time. he already went through the cycle of hating himself for even thinking about putting himself first during his senior year of high school. by that point, being a hero that people relied on had worn him down mentally and physically. he had hoped danielle wouldn’t have to face that same struggle, but since she assimilated into the fenton family and started teaming up with danny more, it seemed as if she was starting to face the realities of being a hero. “sometimes you just have to be selfish in order to survive. as long as you aren’t intentionally hurting people, it doesn’t make you a bad person to look after yourself every once in a while.”

     danny stands up from the curb, arms stretching out above his head to help ease the tension of his own sore muscles. he lets out a half-hearted chuckle at her words before nudging her thigh with his shoe. “you’re gonna have to find some energy then ‘cause i’m definitely not carrying you home.”

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jockhelps  ;

@ektos​  liked  (x)  for  a  one  liner  !!

“  what  do  i  have  to  do  to  get  you  to  trust  me?  ”

   “don’t ask me that. i don’t even know the answer to that question.”

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batrificed  ;

this   was   supposed   to   be   his   year,   he   was   going   to   graduate   &&   get   the   hell   out   of   hawkins.   being   called   a   murderer   wasn’t   on   the   bucket   list,   but   it’s   currently   the   nightmare   he’s   in.   to   say   he’s   bitter   about   being   on   the   run   is   definitely  an  understatement,   &&   he’d   be   going   off   the   deep   end   if   it   weren’t   for   the   people   chose   to   come   support   him.  

the   knock   on   the   shed   door   makes   the   hairs   on   the   back   on   his   neck   stand   up,   &&   he   subconsciously   pulls   the   pocket   knife   out   of   his   pocket   while   approaching   the   door.   it   takes   him   a   moment,   but   he   finally   opens   the   door,   half   expecting   jason   carver   &&   his   goons   to   be   on   the   other   side.   but   thankfully   it   isn’t,   it’s   a   familiar   face,   causing   eddie   to   put   the   knife   back   into   his   jean   pockets.   practically   yanking   danny   inside,   he   shuts   the   door   behind   him,   grateful   smile   on   his   face.   “   dude,   i   am   so   happy   to   see   you.   the   isolation   is   making   me   go   crazy.   ”   /   @ektos​   :   starter  call.

     hands come up defensively at the sight of the knife held out towards him. danny doesn’t blame eddie’s hyperaware state. he would be on edge too if he was accused of being a murderer. and in a small town like hawkins, word travels fast and just about everyone is on the lookout for eddie. he was careful to stay clear of jason’s sight, being a member of the hellfire club only put a target on every member’s back.

     “i figured you could use some company before you go batshit in this place.” truthfully, he’s just not of any use to the others right now and would only get in the way. which he’s used to, he’s fine staying on the sidelines until he can offer any valuable information on the paranormal. so for now, he’ll cure his boredom and growing anxiety in this situation by keeping eddie company. “i brought some food too. nancy also mentioned something about a six-pack, but i don’t think i could pass for my sister if i stole her ID for one. so you’ll just have to suffer sober.”

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deeper sentence starters

“  where do you get your hope?  what keeps you going during all this?  ”

“  you know,  sometimes you don’t have to find the answers.  i think it can be enough to just admit you’re lost.  for now.  ”

“  sometimes,  i don’t feel like i’m real.  not unless i’m hurting in some way.  it’s not like i want to be in pain,  but i’m just so used to it.  i dunno what to do without it anymore.  ”

“  i just keep hoping that one day i’ll have something else motivating me— something more than stubbornness or spite. i wanna feel like i’m living.  ”

“  i learned the only thing i can believe in is me.  i have faith in myself.  that’s how i survived.  ”

“  i hope you know i’m proud of you.  i’ve seen how hard you’ve been fighting to get where you are.  you might feel stuck,  but you’re not.  you’ve come so far.  ”  

“   when i told you i loved you,  you know i meant that right?  i’m not talking just about all those warm feelings.  i’m talking about putting in the work.  i’m here to stay for the hard parts,  not just the pretty ones.  ”

“   you don’t have to find the perfect words,  just tell me what you’re feeling.  i’m here to listen.  ”  

“  you don’t have to carry it all.  humans aren’t made to be solitary creatures.  i want to help.  all you have to do is ask.  ”  

 “  i know i haven’t always been there in the past,  but i’m here now.  i’m trying.  please,  just let me in.  ”

“  i still care about you,  you know.  i could never stop caring about you.  but we were both drowning.  and one of us had to get out eventually.  ” 

“  i think you’re still my person.  and i’m hoping maybe one day,  i can be yours again too.  ”

“  i’ll still be here when you need me.  that will never change.  ”  

“  i love you.  but i can’t keep watching you destroy yourself.  i can’t sit here and watch that anymore.  it hurts too much.  ”  

“  i already forgave you.  so why can’t you forgive yourself?  ” 

“  it’s not about what you think you do or don’t deserve.  i get to choose who to love.  i’m an adult.  and i can make that decision.  so i’m here to stay.  i’m in this.  ”  

 “  if we’re going to do this again,  you have to promise it will be different.  you have to show me that you’re ready this time.  ” 

“   i don’t know how to make you believe that i can make us work again.  but i’m not going to give up.  i did that once and—  well,  i’m standing here again because it was the wrong choice.  give us another chance.  ” 

“  i’m lost without you.  and i’m not asking you to fix me or be something you’re not.  i’m just asking you to keep being the lighthouse you are just by being you.   and let me be guide myself by it.  ”  

 “   i’ve never been very good at letting go.  and now i feel like there’s too many burdens i’m holding on to and i don’t know how to get rid of them anymore.  ”  

“  why do you feel like you need to punish yourself so much?  ”

“  why do you keep saying that?  you’re not alone.  i’m standing right here.  ”

“  what are you so afraid of?  why won’t you let me in?  ”

[jiniekook]

heart eyes mf ♡‿♡

[greelin]

“you can’t just casually mention you’ve technically died once” i can actually. it’s funny

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jckphmtom  ;

Meme ANSWERED. || ektos STATED:  ❝ i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you’ve done to me. ❞ 👀

𝑨    𝑭𝑹𝑶𝑾𝑵    𝑪𝑨𝑺𝑻𝑺    𝑨𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺    𝑻𝑯𝑬    𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑵𝑫𝑬'𝑺    𝑭𝑨𝑪𝑬    as        he    rubs    his    neck    awkwardly.        ❝        Yeah,    I    wasn’t    proud    of    what    I    did    to    you    in    HIGH    SCHOOL    nor    I    expect    you    to    forgive    me    alfer    all    of    CRAP        I    put    you    through.❞        he    looks    away    in    shame,    thinking    of    the    years    he    used    to    pick    on    Danny    as    well    as    others.    Well,    until    the    accident.    Everything    changed    since,    and    in    Dash’s    mind,    it    was    the    best    outcome.

He    lifts    his    head    up    as    he    sighs.        ❝            SORRY.        For    everything.    I    swear        that    the    few    good    things    to    come    out    of    this    was    after    I    had    that    accident    in    your    house.    ❞ 

     dash’s response quite honestly took danny by surprise. he had expected retaliation, denial  —  anything but an apology. it almost made him second guess himself. there couldn’t be any way that the guy standing in front of him and giving him a genuine apology is the same person that shoved him into lockers.

     truthfully, he didn’t want to forgive dash. he wanted a reason to stay angry. not just at him, but at everything and everyone that had wronged him.   “  it’s fine... i mean, it’s not fine. you definitely were shitty to me, but i was an asshole too at times.  ”   his shoulders dropped as he sighed. he’s finding it harder to hold onto his grudge as the conversation continues.   “  i guess that makes us even. honestly, i wouldn’t wish that lab accident on anyone.  ”

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blindingspirits  ;

@ektos​​ liked for a starter

“  you found me, huh? i’m sorry,  ”   sybil sounded as if she regretted being caught more than she was sorry. what would she be sorry for? she had been investigating supernatural beings for years now. she thought it was very likely that he was one of them. but he caught her following him in her disguise ( a hat and sunglasses ) before she could find any evidence. a light bulb lit up above her head. “ you looked like a celebrity, i’m a paparazzi. ”  she hoped it’ll work. 

     “  yeah, you’re really not that great at stalking someone.  ”   years of being followed by ghosts and hunters alike made him hyperaware of his surroundings. it hadn’t taken him very long to notice her presence everywhere he went. the fact that she hadn’t run off as soon as he confronted her seemed even more strange.   “  a celebrity ?  ”   even with the views he gets from streams, he still wouldn’t consider worthy of celebrity status.   “  i stream sometimes, but i’m definitely no celebrity. do i really look like one ?  maybe i should audition for one of those k-pop companies.  ”

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✷ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; angst edition ( . 01 )

❝ i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you've done to me. ❞

❝ you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn't seem to trust me enough. ❞

❝ why did you betray / leave me ? ❞

❝ my heart desired for your love then. ❞

❝ why did you love me now ? ❞

❝ i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. ❞

❝ now you want me like i wanted you ? ❞

❝ you're wasting my time. ❞

❝ i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. ❞

❝ we still can fix this, but we can't be together again. ❞

❝ i regret meeting you. ❞

❝ thanks for the trauma, by the way. ❞

❝ it's best for us to be strangers again. ❞

❝ maybe there's another universe where we have a happy ending we've always wanted. ❞

❝ i hope to never see you again. ❞

❝ i've seen the way you look at her/him/them, if she/he/they is/are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. ❞

❝ what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? ❞

❝ what am i to you truly ? ❞

❝ you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! ❞

❝ i don't care if you need me, it's your own fault for breaking our relationship. ❞

❝ why should i trust you again ? ❞

❝ we can't go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. ❞

❝ our relationship / friendship ends now. ❞

❝ we were never meant be. ❞

❝ of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? ❞

[jckphmtom]

❝    All    my    life,    .I    thought    HIGH    SCHOOL    is    where    I    reached    my    perk.    Y'know,    take    the    ladies    and    all    of    that    CRAP?    Ever    since    I    had    that    accident    at    Danny’s    house,    it    really    opens    my    eyes.    ❞

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CONVERSATIONAL  SENTENCE  STARTERS  

❝  you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general?  i always feel better after hanging out with you.  ❞

❝  sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while.  and that’s alright.  as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay.  give yourself time.  ❞

❝  have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it?  everything that’s been happening.  eventually,  you have to slow down and let it feel real.  ❞

❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞

❝  was this not what you expected?  ❞

❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

❝  did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company?  ❞

❝  i’m going to tell you this,  once,  because i think you need to hear it.  you deserve more.  you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve.  ❞

❝  i brought some seeds for your garden.  i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  come sit a little while with me.  tell me how you’ve been?  really.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it.  here,  let me get you a drink.   ❞

❝  if you’d like to discuss it in private,  we can step outside?  ❞

❝  whatever it is you wish to tell me,  it won’t leave this room.  ❞

❝  well,  i’ve been wanting to talk to you.  but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.  ❞

❝  how have you been sleeping?  ❞

❝  don’t take this the wrong way,  but you don’t quite look well.  ❞

❝  don’t feel bad for not knowing—  i was trying not to bother anyone.  you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.  ❞

❝  miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life,  so let’s just take a moment to breathe.  and let’s get on the same page.  alright?   ❞

❝  is this a time for me to listen or fix it?  ❞

❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞

❝  could you just…talk to me?  it doesn’t have to be anything important.  i just like listening to your voice.  it calms me.  ❞

❝  honestly,  it was a long time ago.  i don’t really remember the details.  ❞

❝  i’m rather proud of you.  i don’t say that often,  so believe i mean it.  ❞

❝  you seem content here.  happy,  even?  ❞

❝  i’m not here to drudge up the past.  i’m just hoping we could have a future.  ❞

❝  i see you’re not getting much sleep either.  should i make us both some tea,  then?  ❞

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me?  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re alright?  ❞

❝  i’m a fan of your work,  actually.  ❞

❝  you have more of a reputation than you might think.  ❞

❝  you haven’t heard of me?  how refreshing.  ❞

❝  go on,  tell me what’s on your mind.  ❞

❝  something is troubling you,  yes?  ❞

❝  with a smile like that,  i can’t help but want to know your secret.  what’s got you so cheery today?  ❞

❝  come on,  you’re clearly upset.  and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice.  ❞

❝  oh,  i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you.  how am i doing so far?  ❞