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12/5/18

Sidney.

I didn't know what to expect. I think back to the days when we were trying to figure it out and I never would have imagined we would be here. Back then, I thought it was a miracle to still be together 2 weeks later and today I can see 20 years down the road with you. Dealing with teenagers, talking about how far we’ve come and how much we have overcome. I always dreamed of the love of my life and dreamed about the day i would find him. And when he walked into my life he I didn't know he was it, slowly it grew but i thought it was too good to be true. The way it feels when he hugs me i feel safe, and loved and at peace. And if i could have that peace and comfort i would live a happy life. And i need to feel comfort in that rather than fear and anxiety. Im scared of all future possible what ifs that have never actually happened nor do we know if it will ever happen. I want to love him without fear because he is absolutely perfect and he’s the love of my life. life is so easy with him and i want that life forever. I cant wait to be his forever.