“Girl, Aging Girl”

I'm Abby, I like to pretend the redhead named Abigail lyric was written about me! 23. taurus. Disabled girl. chicago. she/her. 👩🏻‍🦰🪽

[eldestshowgirl]

welcome to my blog! 🐌🪷✨🧸ིྀ

AKA an interactive diary/community/cozy potluck for misfits/commonplace book in which I share my thoughts/writing and also gush over Taylor Swift and everything else I love! <3

…this is a safe space for everyone except for bigots or exclusionists of any kind, you are not welcome & will be blocked immediately if you interact!

prev urls: proudtobeaswiftie & whydoifeelthisquiet <3

I’m a writer & artist !

I have my bachelor’s degree in English writing with a minor in literature.

I love to read and write more than anything — I’m in love with literature and the arts…the magic it holds is what sets my soul on fire…cheesy but true. <3

I LOVE BOOKS, MUSIC, FILM, THEATRE, TV SHOWS, PAINTINGS…BASICALLY JUST ALL ART FORMS, SOso MUCH

I’m physically Disabled due to a very rare genetic condition and I have a lot of medical issues. I talk about it on my blog and I am an aspiring Disability advocate / activist. In the process of opening up about it…ahhh🫣 (if anyone wants to talk about disability, I am very open to the conversation, especially if you need some disabled friends who get it!)

I’ve had a Taylor Swift fanpage since I was 11 years old…I’m 23 now. I will be Swiftie shitposting until my last breath!

I’m a fan of pretty much anything, I would make a list, but this would be the longest post in tumblr history.

If you ever need a friend, someone to rant to, support, or if you’re dying to fangirl with someone else, I’m here, always. ♥️

links & stuff:

🪷 my Spotify (my baby)

🫶🏻 my original Instagram fanpage that is private and inactive but deserves an honorary mention (it is incredibly cringeworthy) @proudtobeaswiftie

Blog rule!

Don’t be hateful here, hate is not tolerated on this blog. Tumblr is my safe space, and it should be a safe space for all. Any hateful comments/tags on any of my posts or hateful asks will be deleted and reported. I’m extremely against all forms of hatred and disrespect. I’m not going to list out which “ism”s I’m against, because that’s a performative waste of time when I’m strongly, strongly against them all. Be respectful & kind to everyone or keep your mouth shut, simple as that <3

Sending so much love! Thanks for stopping by <3

[eldestshowgirl]

I totally understand you not wanting to come online after/during the album drop, but I just wanted to say that I hope you enjoy it 🩷🩷🩷

Thank you soooosoooo much, it means a lot! I hope you love it too 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[eldestshowgirl]

I honestly don’t know if I’ll come online much after I listen. I haven’t talked about it since, but the internet 10000% ruined my ttpd experience. To this day I only know some songs on the album. The shit people said online and how they tried to make a pop album about their personal morality triggered my OCD. I recently realized I have this component of OCD called scrupulosity where I basically think I’m a horrible person. It sounds so stupid, but I kept replaying things people had said and repeatedly attacking myself as I listened to TTPD. Sorry I’m oversharing, but all of this is to say that I am probably not going to be as involved as normal this time in order to protect my strange lil noggin haha. I love you all ♥️♥️♥️

[taylorswift]

i’m about to fuck shit up yall

[andichoseyou]

[yourivygrows]

orange you glad TS12 is tonight

[kindofmakingmewet]

THE LIFE OF A SHOWGIRL X TTPD

[honeytuesday]

autumn is really like. i brought you some sunlight from when you were 10. didn't the world feel so bright to you then? i'll drench your hands in syrupy nostalgia, so everything you make is stained bittersweet. i'll ruffle your hair with an ice-kissed breeze--it'll be the kindest touch you've had in years. you finally feel like a part of something grander. i'm the last warm hand you hold before winter surrender.

[doechiisource]

Doechii on her way to the Cowboy Carter Tour in New Jersey on May 29, 2025 | In Archive DSQUARED2

[tswiftupdatess]

Taylor Swift stuns at the Graham Norton Show.

(October 2, 2025)

[eldestshowgirl]

SWIFTIES…..I was wondering what the “🧨” emoji is about and assumed it was supposed to give some sort of “boom” effect, but I think it’s for…….., “TNT”. I’m on the verge of tears.

[eldestshowgirl]

This is the stupidest post I’ve eVER MADE PERIOD

[eldestshowgirl]

Her magnum opus bee tee doubleu

[eldestshowgirl]

I MEAN !

[eldestshowgirl]

I feel so festive around a Taylor Swift album release. The merch is on. Multiple screens are on standby. Tumblr is open and popping. Sweet treats are everywhere. Caps Lock is on. Blowing up my internet friends’ phones. TIS THE DAMN SEASON IS RIGHT!

[eldestshowgirl]

I cannot believe we’re getting a new Taylor album (with production by Max & Shellback) in a little over 24 hours. What.

[eldestshowgirl]

I was just reading about Selena’s wedding and some guests expressed shock over how normal and genuine Taylor is. I have realized that’s a recurring sentiment from everyone who meets her. It really makes me sad that such a vicious and/or unreachable caricature of her continues to be drawn by the media. At the end of the day, she is a TOTAL gift of a human being!!!!

[eldestshowgirl]

SELENA GOT MARRIED?!!!! SHE LOOKED FRICKIN GORGEOUS TOO!!!!!!!!!!