Our Adventure

This blog is run by a couple that is separated by the sea. Russell lives in England and is 22 years old. Elizabeth lives in America and is 21 years old. We set this blog up as an outlet where we can express ourselves and find others who are dealing with the same joys and hardships that come with long distance relationships. We are two ordinary people, in an extraordinarily, beautiful relationship, that could never be confined by the distance that separates us. If you ever need any help or advice or just a kind, caring ear our ask box is always open. Hang on and join us on this wild and lovely adventure.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

A reflection 13 almost 14 months later…

Cheating is inexcusable and how you ended our relationship is wrong BUT I was wrong. I handled a lot of things in our relationship wrong. I pushed you away at times when you wanted to be there for me and I needed you. I was cold a lot of times when you did not deserve it. You were the one that did the most compromising. I was very selfish. I didn’t realize how lucky I was when I had your or how much I really loved you and how much you really loved me at the time. I understand you probably got tired. I beat you down with my meanness and coldness. I still love you. I learned a lot from my relationship with you. I really did. I will never treat another man the way I treated you. You deserved a lot better. The person you were at the the very end was in some way a result of my actions and I’m sorry for that. I hope that you haven’t given up on school and that she pushes you and loves you and never treats you the way I did.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

today would have been our two year anniversary 

[elizabethlovesrussell]

do you have a personal URL?

I do. Come to me off anon and I'll give it to you.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

I'll be deleting this blog soon.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

This is where our story ends.

I was looking at a picture that Russell had liked when we were still together and I clicked on his username and his ig icon is of him kissing another girl. 

I guess I was stupid to believe all your promises and I love yous. 

Had you already met her and is that why you broke up with me? Or was it just that easy to replace?

I'll probably never get that answer. 

All the nights that I've broken down over you in the past month, I've reached out to you and never once have you even tried. 

You had your friend tell me that you just weren't in a place for a relationship but that was all a lie. 

How many lies have you told me? 

I have so much to say. 

Was I jusst someone that cured your loneliness for a while?

I hate myself for breaking down again over you. I love you and I thought you loved me too. 

You were my first kiss and my first true love and I thought we were right for each other and that we were going to make it. 

I never thought you would destroy my heart like you did. I wish I could say I hate you. I really wish I could but I can't. I'm stupid and I love you.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

I just want you back. That's it.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

What would you do if your significant other decided tomorrow that they didn't want to continue on with this relationship? That all of this was just too much for them?

Going through our old messages and found this. It happened. All I've been able to do is beg for him to reconsider and miss him. It's been almost a month and it just gets harder. I don't want to lose hope and I'm scared that I will. I love Russell like crazy. I miss him with every fiber of my being.

[twatirl-deactivated20231003]

"I just have to say one thing and it’s really important that you just listen to me. I just… It doesn’t feel like this, this thing is gonna go away, it’s always there. I can’t… I can’t get on with my life."

Like Crazy (2011) Drake Doremus

[cpecod]

have you ever had the urge to spoil somebody and buy them everything they’ve ever wanted because they are just so wonderful and you love them a lot and they deserve all of the nice things??? then u realize u are broke and sad

[elizabethlovesrussell]

All those fairy tales are full of shit. One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.

[narwhaaal]

[elizabethlovesrussell]

It's been over a week since I've heard from you and it's killing me.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

Today would have been our 14 month anniversary. I love you, Russell.

[elizabethlovesrussell]

I miss him like crazy.

[heaping-cup-of-shut-up-deactiva]

[fuckdistanceily]

[elizabethlovesrussell]

I just want you back so bad.

I'm sorry for all the times I didn't send you a good morning email because I was too tired.

I'm sorry for every time I was grumpy with you and was hard to put up with.

I'm sorry for letting my anxiety draw away from you.

I'm sorry. Just give me another chance, baby. I miss you so much.

I don't want anyone else.