SAILOR ELIZA !!

Do not focus on your cracks, but rather the light that shines to through them.

[rylie-barton]

“i… oh. are you– sure? what about thomas?”

[elizadiggs]

“ -- what ?? he’ll be okay. he’s cancer free, he doesn’t need me anymore. “

[thomashoodrp]

thomas pulled his lips away from hers and lifted her shirt over her head, taking a moment to look at her. his hands cupped her face as he looked into her eyes, “i will never get over how perfectly beautiful you are, eliza diggs.” with that he kissed her more gently, his thoughts consumed by how completely in love with her he was.

[elizadiggs]

“ i think you’re exaggerating a little, “ eliza said and tossed her shirt. “ i love you, “ she said softly, just loud enough for him to hear her. 

[thomashoodrp]

thomas smiled at eliza as she came in with the cookies, he took the plate from her and placed it on the table in front of them before he pulled her into him and they assumed their normal cuddling position. “i picked crazy stupid love. i haven’t seen it before, have you?” he reached over and grabbed two cookies, giving one to her and taking a bite out of the other one. “i think it should be good. it’s got steve carrell so i have high hopes.” he had no idea the thoughts that had been running through eliza’s head. and he didn’t know that he had anything to worry about. in the moment, he was content- he was just happy to be with her.

[elizadiggs]

“ crazy stupid love ?? “ eliza questioned, thinking about it for a moment. “ no, i haven’t, “ she replied. “ besides school, where’s the farthest you’ve been ?? “ she asks, a random thought. but something she’s thought about. she’s never been anywhere aside from school. kansas was her home since birth and she’s never been outside of the state until she was fifteen and went away for school and her parents left her and her brother. she was curious, has thomas been places ?? did he want adventure ?? did he want to travel ?? she was antsy, she didn’t want to sit and watch movies and order takeout. she wanted to live.

[thomashoodrp]

thomas wasted no time before taking his shirt off, he broke their lips for only a moment to pull it over his head before tossing it to the floor. he kissed eliza quickly, as he squeezed her hips. “i thought you might like it.”

[elizadiggs]

eliza had become much more, well, comfortable with herself, she didn’t exactly shy away ( though her cheeks did turn just as red as they did months ago ). “ you thought right, “ she grinned.

[elizadiggs]

“ i’m-- i’m leaving. i’m sorry, i didn’t plan it-- i just... i feel like my time here is done and... “ @rylie-barton

[thomashoodrp]

thomas smiled, “i like the idea of eating. i also like the idea of doing this-” he pressed his lips against hers and let his hands rest on her waist, “i’m off the drugs- so i won’t get tired like i used to.” he mumbled in between kisses.

[elizadiggs]

“ or-- this, “ eliza smiled. “ this is good, “ she giggled and moved closer to him, sitting on his lap.

[elizadiggs]

eliza had been contemplating leaving vs. staying at WDU for days. she was antsy, she felt like she had to leave and get out in the world or she was going to explode. school was going fine but it was always going to be there, she’d always have school to go back to. she wanted to talk to her parents about this and about what she was thinking but nobody was there for her to talk to about this. maybe rylie. rylie would have some things to say-- and thomas. but she didn’t want to tell them that she was actually LEAVING. she wanted to be with her best friend and boyfriend. but... she did. she didn’t want to leave them, she loved them too much for that but she had to. she had to tell them. sighing and forcing a smile, eliza opened the door to the living room in her room, carrying a plate of cookies. “ what’re we watching ?? “ eliza asked as she sat down next to thomas. @thomashoodrp

[tswiftdaily]

[elizadiggs]

im dropping eliza bc of a ton of different reasons but mostly bc of lack of time and energy and yeah but im going to be making either letters or starters for ppl ???? but idk who my list is @ rylie and thats it omg

[thomashoodrp]

“i love you so much zig. i’ll never leave you.” he took her hand and led her inside her own dorm, pulling her down on the couch into his lap. “what do you wanna do? maybe we can do something special to celebrate!”

[elizadiggs]

“ hmm, “ eliza thought and put her head on his shoulder once they were on the couch. “ i don’t know, we could go and eat all of the things you couldn’t eat before ?? do something you couldn’t do ?? this is exciting !! “

[thomashoodrp]

thomas’ smile never faded and he nodded in response to her question, “completely gone! it was faster than even the doctor’s expected!” he held her face in his hands as he grinned down at her, beyond thankful for his recovery. “now i don’t have to worry about holding you back and i don’t have to let you go. i never have to let you go. ever.” he was so overjoyed he felt like he would never be sad again, like he would never have another worry in the world. “i love you so much and now i can spend every single day of my long life with you and i never have to think about you being with someone else.” he leaned in and kissed her, savoring every second of it.

[elizadiggs]

“ i-- wow, that’s amazing !! “ eliza exclaimed and hugged thomas tightly as if she was never going to let go-- which she wasn’t. ever. “ you weren’t holding me back, tommy, “ eliza smiled softly and kissed his cheek. “ forever, “ eliza said and kissed him back, like they were kissing for the first time again.

[wnq-writers]

She looked like she was made up in a dream.

VàZaki Nada (via wnq-writers)

[thomashoodrp]

@elizadiggs

thomas ran through the halls to eliza’s room, he was bursting with joy. he had just come back from an appointment with his doctors, and they had declared him finally cancer free. with all the drugs he had been taking and the appointments he had gone to they were finally able to get rid of the only thing that had been holding him back. it had come somewhat unexpected to him, he hadn’t even dreamed he would be cancer free this quickly. when he arrived at eliza’s door he was out of breath, but he knocked quickly and loudly. “zig! zig open up!” he couldn’t wipe the smile off his face, and he definitely didn’t want to. he could finally be with her without feeling like he was going to hold her back or hurt her in the end. when her beautiful face appeared from behind the door he picked her up in his arms and squeezed her tightly, spinning around with her and laughing. he put her back on the ground and cupped her face in his hands, pressing a long kiss to her lips. he pulled away and grinned at her “it’s gone zig- i’m cancer free!”

[elizadiggs]

the longer thomas had cancer the more eliza worried about him and worried about THEM. she could feel something between them— it wasn't good. she knew what he thought about the pair of them; that he was going to hurt her or something was going to happen along the lines that would hurt her. eliza always had faith that things would work out, she always had hope that thomas would get better ( she just hoped it would happen soon. ) hearing the knocking at her door, she put luna down and opened the door. it was like he was saying these things and she wasn't registering them. she was in SHOCK. a good shock, but still shock. she couldn't respond, she was so h a p p y. " that— oh my god, that's great! " eliza grinned wide and pulled thomas into another tight hug. " — it's... gone? they're sure about that? completely gone? " she just had to be positive.

[bllankspace]

Taylor Swift leaving a doctor’s office in Beverly Hills, CA on March 22, 2016

[thomashoodrp]

thomas took her hands into his as they sat and pressed a quick kiss to the side of her head. “i would love some lunch, i’m sure it won’t be too hard to find somewhere.” he smiled down at her. he knew she had lied about her feet hurting, but the thought was kind. she didn’t want him to feel bad about holding them back. “liza, when we get back home, what are we going to do if i don’t get better soon? i don’t want to hold you back like this forever.”

[elizadiggs]

“ no... don’t say that, “ eliza shook her head. “ you’re not holding me back, that’s crazy... “ but in a way eliza knew they had to do something. “ there’s, um, this really great doctor... in europe-- england, “ she mentioned, her voice quiet. “ if you decide-- i’d go with you. anywhere. “

[the-otherskywalker-deactivated2]

“You haven’t seen a cylindrical shaped piece of metal around here, have you?”

[elizadiggs]

“ -- what ?? “

[elizadiggs]

so i’ve been going back and forth between letting go of eliza and carter and leaving WDA because my muse hasn’t been here since,,,,, august idk how long it’s been but it’s been awhile and i’m busy with work and idk how to juggle being in 3 rps and having a (terrible) rph and also having a social life and going to anime boston this weekend :-)

as of right now i am NOT leaving wda but i know tomorrow it might change but i am going to try to get my activity up and if worst comes to worst then i’ll probably drop eliza rather than carter because idk what to do with her n ,,,, idk ,,,,

im rambling !!!!!!!! but i just wanted to let everyone know IF you see carter and/or eliza on the unfollow/made unplayable to not be surprised i guess ????