Learning to be silent

Ella. 16. I have no filter. Remember that, you have been warned. My brother is the only person that matters to me, I don't really have anyone else. 'It's not your fault I'm a bitch, I'm a monster'

[ella--leprotto]

Everything is so quiet around here...this can only mean trouble

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Noo, don’t feel down, Ella. I’m glad I improved your mood, though. *chuckles and blushes a bit*

[ella--leprotto]

You always brighten my mood -grins-

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I missed you, too. *chuckles* How’re you today, Ella? *smiles*

[ella--leprotto]

Uh, not too bad, I mean I felt pretty down this morning. But I feel better seeing you  

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I’m right here! Miss me, Ella? *smiles*

[ella--leprotto]

I did! I really really did miss you  

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Now you see me…now you don’t!

[ella--leprotto]

Come back! Where'd you go?  

[ella--leprotto]

I like being this happy, happy's good. So is sugar, sugarismyfriend

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ME TOO!

[ella--leprotto]

YAY   That's great but who the hell are you? 

[ella--leprotto]

I like being this happy, happy's good. So is sugar, sugarismyfriend

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Brendon blushed the brightest color he probably had that night, and hesitantly, oh so hesitantly, leaned down to kiss her forehead, a grin spread wide across his face. He silently thanked the heavens that his awkwardness hadn't ruined the situation or her reaction, but Brendon decided it was best not to think too thoroughly into it--he ruined a lot of good things in his life by over thinking. "G-great!" He stammered out, smiling. "I thought my lack or charm had ruined that."

[ella--leprotto]

She smiled "lack of charm?" she asked "you've got to be kidding right?" she laughed and noted the pink shade of his cheeks. Ella could feel a buzz, almost like she'd taken a high dose of cough medicine, or had far too much caffeine; she was full of energy and excitement. Her cheeks hurt for smiling so much, but she really didn't care. She'd overcome a lot of hurdles in this one night, she'd put herself in a vulnerable position willingly, she'd had her first kiss and she'd now got a boyfriend to show for it. It was a weird sensation, and she couldn't be sure, but Ella thought maybe what she was feeling was pride, pride in herself for being confident. With her new found confidence she felt she could do anything, it was for this reason that she moved to her tiptoes and leant in, pressing her lips against Brendon's once more. 

[campdriftwood-gossip]

Ship GIFS! Brendon/Ella

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Brendon blinked and his eyes went wide. He shook his head frantically—one, two, three, four—and bit his lip. “I’m not changing my mind at all. Don’t think that. I’m not stupid,” He cleared his throat and shook his head two more times. “A-actually I am stupid. I just, I…” He stammered and tried to make sense of his thoughts. “I just wanted to know if you’dmaybewanttobemygirlfriend,” the last part was said as fast as he could possibly get it out, because he knew if he didn’t do that, he’d never be able to work it out of his mouth.

[ella--leprotto]

Did she hear him correctly? She couldn't be sure, his words had jumbled together, but she was almost certain she'd heard him ask her to be his girlfriend. This was the reason for the huge smile on her face "y-yes please" she said, then cringed "please?" she muttered to herself "Ella why did you say please, you're such an idiot". Clearing her throat and blushing slightly she looked up at him "I'd like that a lot" 

[natalie--fleming]

Ellaaaaaaaaaaa.

[natalie--fleming]

*falls over* OOF! Good to see you too, Ella. 

[ella--leprotto]

-pins her to the floor- you're never leaving now  

[natalie--fleming]

Ellaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ella LeProttooooooooo.

Get yo’ ass over here and hug meeeeee.

[ella--leprotto]

Ready...aim...FIREEE

[willow-mcarthur-blog]

So, um, hi.

I’m Allison.

[ella--leprotto]

Oh great, a roomie, just what I need. This is my side of the room, that's yours. Got it?  

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"Uh," Brendon faltered, hesitated, and bit his lip. The hesitated and eventually chickened out all together. He opened his mouth to say 'nevermind', but something kept him from saying it. "I..." he stammered, knowing he looked beyond idiotic now. "W..." he sighed, frustrated with how his words simply were not working anymore. "I'm sorry." He finally worked out, still grasping hopelessly for words.

[ella--leprotto]

Ella frowned "sorry?" she thought aloud "why are you sorry? Oh dear this is you changing your mind isn't it. Great. It's cool don't worry I'm used to it it's fine" she shuffled awkwardly looking down at the ground. After a long moment she dared to peek up towards him. Was he aware how striking he was? With one look Ella could feel her heart skip a beat. It was strange, like nothing she'd ever felt before. 

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Hey Ella!

[ella--leprotto]

Hey you  

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…Yeah, I didn’t know the first time, and I really don’t know this time.

[ella--leprotto]

Meow! 

[connor-eddison-blog]

"Riiight...." Connor smirked, trying to keep the amusement out of his voice. He couldn't help but throw in the sarcastic, elongated vowel sound though. He was starting to sound like Mason.

He crossed his legs and leant forward to get a better look at the screen. Just as he leant forward however, the camera angle on screen suddenly started to shake and jerk as the drowsy character stumbled around, trying to stay on his feet. This made the controls hard to use, as the gamer could barely see where they were going.

[ella--leprotto]

She frowned slightly. "Either this is supposed to happen or your game disk is completely fucked and you may wanna invest in another" she chuckled a little and looked towards him, giving him a nudge. 

Moving her attention back to the screen Ella refused to show hwo nervous the game was making her. She was waiting, prepared for something to pounce at the screen or attack from ahead. But she couldn't be sure what was coming, that was the worst, the suspense and the not-knowing.