Elle Vous - She Loves

A conscious stream of thought from a girl inside a birdcage known as boarding school. I also reblog photos of places I'd like to visit. When I grow up, I wish to be a traveler, viajante.

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I haven't posted in so long~

I think I may die of cardiac failure due to:

-multiple levels of self-induced stress (ie: school stress, friend stress, body stress, food stress, future stress)**

**school stress - college, etc- I don't think I'll ever get in; that being said, everyone else says I'm a lunatic and will get in to top tier colleges no problem, but how does that make sense? I do no community service, have okay grades, don't seriously play a sport anymore, and do not test well...

** friend stress - well my best friend is a model, gorgeous beyond belief, has long legs, long hair, and is so photogenic I want to cry. On top of that, she's really wealthy and comes from a distinguished family while I, on the other hand, am the opposite of all of that. She is now becoming friends again with my ex-best friend who is also her ex-best friend and I'm scared of being excluded... I mean, come on. It's going to happen. This ex-best friend is also very wealthy but is kind of an airhead and spoiled, etc. I'm just scared.

**body stress - I'm fat. Let's face it. I've also realized I have short legs. And I've gained 8 lbs this year which I'm unsuccessful at losing. I'll never be as pretty as my best friend. I need a nose job and a lip augmentation but my parents said no. Of course. 

**food stress - food is like my boyfriend (because currently I'm single...) and I can't have it because I'm on a diet. I need to lose weight. Maybe I'll be pretty then.

**future stress- HOW AM I GOING TO GET INTO COLLEGE? HOW AM I GOING TO SCORE OVER A 2200 ON THE SAT? HOW WILL I MAKE MONEY? HOW WILL I MARRY AN ATTRACTIVE FOREIGN MULTI MILLIONAIRE? HOW WILL I WRITE BOOKS? HOW WILL I BECOME RICH AND HAVE CHILDREN AND HOW CAN I EVER MAKE THEM HAPPY? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE? WILL I EVER TRAVEL? I'M NOT GOOD FOR MUCH SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? 

boarding school sucks sometimes. and i want to be a kid forever

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