sweet sexy savage.

she's a badass with a good heart, soft but strong; a rebel with a cause. she's proof that you can walk through hell &and still be an angel.

[ellelxsa]

here’s to 5 years together, & a lifetime to go. 🤜🏼🤛🏼 (at Singapore, Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg3FCHJBFDwqayU7vnEmgNMM-N7GwUDS2X7cQ00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ellelxsa]

congrats! you’ve made it to my feed! 🤭 thank you for being you! one of the few genuine ones in my life whom i’ll cherish till the end. 🥰✨ (at Photomania Self-Photo Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/CflZo_9uNNbkeSRnnBDwG8gPnsRYjpTyeE2IYU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ellelxsa]

long post ahead: induced at 38 weeks, i have delivered safely to this cute mochibear! ♥️ Aariz A’naqi was born on 28/1/22 at 2119hrs. i was induced on 27/1/22 at 1800hrs. waited 24hrs but i wasn’t dilating yet. contractions were mild in the beginning but it got worst the next day. i even had to request for laughing gas as i couldn’t tank the contractions. but the labour wards were full and they suggested for either an epidural or a thigh jab. i refused the epidural as i wanted to experience labour pain, naturally. i remembered crying on my bed as the contractions got worst but even then my cervix wasn’t dilated. i then caved in and asked for the thigh jab at 1830hrs. right after the jab, i was ‘floating on air’. my body felt light as a feather. i was perspiring profusely, my mind was neither here nor there and the contractions kept on pulling. at 2000hrs, my husband had to leave the hospital, as visitation hour was over. exactly at 2030hrs, i called for the nurse again. this time round i had the urge to ‘poop’. but i knew i was going into labour. the nurse checked and i was already 6cm dilated. 🎉 called my husband and he said he just stepped foot in the house and that he was gonna rush back to the hospital. nurses rushed me to the labour ward and the nurse kept telling me “jangan teran!” (don’t push!). trust me, it was the most stressful moment for me. i didn’t even stop to think whether my husband was going to make in time or if he was going to miss the bloody show. 🥲 i was in the labour ward for 5 mins with the midwife, as i was trying to push my baby out and to my surprise, my husband came running into the room. he took 10 mins to drive back down to the hospital and with all the strength i could gather in me, i pushed and out came my son. 😍 just like magic, all pain swept away and my heart was filled with fullness that only mothers can understand. my precious son, mommy and daddy love you so much. grow well mochibear! 🥰♥️ (at B&G Lifecasting Asia - 3D Hand, Foot & Body Casting) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbrxgmJhQt6aiyWt3PCahhOXoAha5BHh-4_cTc0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[faramosh]

always choose to be with someone who is emotionally intelligent. don’t get caught up in the fact that you are loved, because love comes easy. but loving someone in the way they need, and understanding why they need to be loved like that is what a relationship is about.

[shigaretto]

have you ever thought about how many people think about you? it’s so bizarre. imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. something happens; they remember you. your favorite song, how you dress, the way you talk, the look in your eyes when you are happy. they remember that about you, even if you haven’t seen each other in years. everything in life is a reminder of a person, a place, a moment. you may think you’ve forgotten, but you haven’t. 

[sleepy-bebby]

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[ellelxsa]

happy 1st anniversary, sayng! ♥️ it would have also been Aariz’s delivery date too if he hadn’t decided to pop a week earlier. 🤭 here’s to another year of being together; forever to go! ✨ (at Singapore Botanic Gardens) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZlL1RthLFQFCqd83phqzmPfxBD9GrEr9lZqW00/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ellelxsa]

You’re my forever home. ✨ (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQss_yphFarsBn3Y_7qunlQnLaoVMF4cVAvYmI0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ellelxsa]

SHRMZB ✨- 13th May 2021 (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO1sDE-BPYdABQJyIhKdDtFXtUIeqrM86OgZXE0/?igshid=29m47f98w2jb

[thoradvice]

you can fall in love at 30. you can discover your true passion at 40. you can go back to school at 50. you can learn to draw, or paint, or sing at 60. relax. just because you didn’t do most, or any, of the things considered “young adult milestones” doesn’t mean you never will. there’s no time limit on happiness.

[prettypositivity]

part of living and being human is having flaws

[ellelxsa]

Last birthday as a single woman. Happy 31st, El! - 26th January 2021 (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKgwS1ohIWPHOLgGY2Kps3CdnR8yj4oa9pSK6s0/?igshid=j3au67ztlkuu

[ellelxsa]

Ahhhh y’kno just an update. (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ70NrYhRXLYIddoOBoReahnFrMbEF8iiT-cQc0/?igshid=1kop6xjxwhpw7

[ellelxsa]

I’ll think of a caption later.. - 2nd November 2020 credits; @suly4ndy 🤙🏻 (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHhGr2uBHVedEnWnj0oJZd-mos02Wjcmnhj-vA0/?igshid=162i91fjsbzkx

[ellelxsa]

Insert your caption cos’ I have no idea. - 2nd Nov 2020 (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHKZ-pfBNlA_vKBt19LDFoiasunP8_aW_1_xJw0/?igshid=193bm8k5ek45w

[justcatposts]

[just-shower-thoughts]

You never really question feeling sad for no reason, but as soon as you’re happy for no reason you get suspicious.