7-8ish month post breakup rant
I've been single for about 7ish months now and its great, wouldn't change a thing about it and besides I don't have time anyways to date while in college but I've definitely learned a lot about myself, and others... that's for sure lol
This past spring my ex essentially dumped me after 10 months of being together over the "possibility of my disability flaring up" (I'm diagnosed bipolar but I am and have been actively seeking treatment and help for it/on meds, etc.??) which- sure would make sense IF WE EVER FOUGHT OR DISAGREED ON ANYTHING IN THE ENTIRETY OF OUR RELATIONSHIP (which we never did, this news was like getting whiplash and then shot with a bullet- the excuse being his dealbreaker somefuckinghow rooting from your chronic hereditary illness that you've never asked him to be responsible for to begin with???? like any normal person would??)
*pic that summarizes the crash out i had after whatever tf that was*
the only other thing you need to know for the context really is that he's a self proclaimed walking doormat but solely when it comes to his parents approval/homophobic expectations and ofc he says that (yes he actually says it. to ppl. out loud.😒) to avoid being a competent actualized rational empathetic human being. Or in short he's scum of the earth and uses weaponized incompetence to victimize himself to get what he wants.
like thanks for giving me trust issues I'll never be able to date again without literally thinking:
Naturally with him being a serial dater he's already got another victim, matching pfps and everything. (For me middle school romance is a huge red flag for emotional immaturity after 20 idk abt y'all) Mind you in their early 20's him having a desk job and from what I've seen- she's a pothead whose made it her whole personality. No hate but my point being he's going to chew her uP and spit her right tf out using her vulnerabilities as an excuse to villainize the situation, and victimize him, in the end leading him to - probably - leaving her for the exact reasons he became interested in the first place. Being "the crazy ex" feels like shouting blasphemy in the slalom witch trails then getting burned at the stake for saying such insane things.
as "t h e e x", ofc I cant just be hootin and hollering abt him yk but his AURA MAN ITS SO EVIL shit has me like:
but also funny cause hahahahaeeeee needs me blocked after I called out on his bs about having commitment issues, and not being able to handle a relationship or being single and ig i huwrt his lil feewlingssss
(i got blocked LMAO guess I'm gonna be a harsh topic of conversation especially seeing he jumped for joy being friends with his last ex when we started dating....) #yikes #girlrun
Anyways wish i could like fr warn the new victim but i fear it might have to be a canon event lmao.
*'good luck babe' blasts so loud you can feel it in your core*
