ellie belmayne

[ellie-belmayne]

kirstycorrigan​:

another missing persons’ case goes by and it all feels a little too commonplace in kirsty’s world. it almost felt like a dramatic movie. like, for god’s sake, if you’re going to die, have the decency to do it privately. but at least since it’s so public, kirsty has the opportunity to get a reaction out of it, making people squirm and all. that recognition is the least she could ask for now that she’s back. “ what do you think happens to people after they die ?? is the thud the last thing they feel ?? it has to be an interesting feeling, right ?? do you think they know that they get their own redemption arc ?? “ she asks to whoever would hear at the mists. a smirk grows on her face as she awaits another person’s response.

the woman’s question was one that bothered ellie nearly every day. she thought about death often. or, more accurately, she thought about what came after. she desperately wanted to believe that there was a heaven, or at least some sort of happy ending for the people that deserved it... but she wasn’t quite certain she could convince herself that it actually existed. how could it exist, when so much shit existed in the world? when so few people actually deserved to end up in a place like that to begin with? but if there wasn’t a heaven, that would mean that katie ended up... nowhere. just in the ground. six feet under, rotting, decomposing. and eloise couldn’t accept that. “i don’t. -- think about it, that is,” she replied, keeping her words short. “why depress yourself on purpose like that?”

[ellie-belmayne]

nina dobrev . cis woman . she/her . well would you look at that , if it isn’t eloise ‘ellie’ belmayne wandering around glenview ! the thirty one year old has been in town now for a month. from what i remember , they’re known for being a little bit melancholy, but don’t let that sway ye’ , they’re also fairly passionate too ! must be why they’re known as the fighter . in fact , they’re known to remind people of grace le domas from ready or not. as far as i know , they knew poor katie balmayne , in fact i hear that they were her sister way back when. i wonder how they’re coping seeing all these familiar faces again …

hello everyone! i’m jay, and i’ll be playing eloise belmayne! here’s a little bit about her.

born and raised in glenview, eloise and katie were the youngest of the belmayne family. they have an older sibling as well.

the twins always had that ‘twin thing’ going on. they could finish each other’s... sentences, sandwiches, you name it. they used to play tricks on their parents when they were kids, pretending that they were each other, even taking tests for each other in school. eloise really defined herself by her relationship to katie, who she saw as her other half.

while school wasn’t necessarily the priority for ellie, she enjoyed her time there, mostly because it was a way for her to be around other people. especially kenny. kenny was her first in a lot of ways... and she loved him deeply and passionately with her entire being. when he proposed to her, it was the happiest day of her life.

all of that changed when the fire nation attacked katie was found dead in the woods, gutted. earlier that day, ellie had a sinking feeling in her stomach, as if the world were going to end. she ignored it in the morning, when her breakfast made her feel sick. she ignored it later that afternoon, when she and katie got into a fight. she ignored it that night, when they went to the woods. it wasn’t until the next morning that she understood what that feeling was. the world might not have ended, but ellie’s did. katie was dead. murdered.

her entire life changed after that. she moved to london with kenny, but things just didn’t feel right. she had too many questions about what happened; ellie couldn’t move on from her loss and didn’t feel like a whole person without katie. eventually, she broke things off with kenny.

she stayed in london for a while, unable to go back home without feeling like she was somehow doing something wrong and desecrating katie’s memory. she came back a little before the wedding to try and gather herself and get used to being in town before the wedding happened... but she’s not sure she’ll ever be used to being back here.