Reluctant writer

This Is Not A Love Song Blog

[leonardospoetry]

I tried putting some feelings into words and it turned into this rambling. Sometimes, it seems that what gets me anxious is an undercurrent craving for more. There’s so much conditioning for us to always be moving forward and achieving. It feels like there will never be enough time to just be present.

I guess that’s how it feels to be a human sometimes and it’s okay. But I do believe that some things can be revealed with these kinds of emotions. Personally, I’ve been trying to redefine my ideas about success and growth. We've been seeing lately how so much of what’s considered progress is actually killing the earth and I think that might be a good hint about the way we need to change.

Anyway, that’s enough for today. Thanks for reading.

[ellieladelmar]

Life: season 2.

[ellieladelmar]

You're all the things I've got to remember.

[ellieladelmar]

Everything stays right where you left it

Everything stays

But it still changes

Ever so slightly, daily and nightly

In little ways, when everything stays

[ellieladelmar]

“Siempre te querré porque crecimos juntos. Y tú me ayudaste a ser quién soy. Solo quiero que sepas que siempre siempre habrá un pedazo de de ti en mí, y estoy agradecido por eso. No importa en quién te conviertas ni donde estés en el mundo: te mando amor. Siempre seré tu amigo".

[ellieladelmar]

Do I ever cross your thoughts?

[ellieladelmar]

Título, si quieres uno.

¿Sabes? Te extraño. Te extraño como si ayer hubiera sido la última vez que te escuché pero de un día larguísimo.

No he dejado de pensarte y llevarte conmigo a lo que hago. Porque es verdad, mi deseo esta moldeado contigo y hablo conmigo para cubrir la ausencia de tu voz.

Las cosas que te emocionarían. Las cosas que te diría para hacerte reír.

Aunque el tiempo pase y nunca volvamos a estar juntos: siempre viajas en mi corazon pues eres bienvenida en mi alma.

Nunca adiós.

[ellieladelmar]

You're always on my mind

You're always on my mind~

...

And now I'm reaching out with every note I sing

And I hope it gets to you on some pacific wind

Wraps itself around you and whispers in your ear

Tells you that I miss you and I wish that you were here~

[ellieladelmar]

I miss you as if I had lost you yesterday and not so long ago.

[ellieladelmar]

Marina.

[ellieladelmar]

Run you clever girl... and remember me.

[dark-aqua]

Kairi Appreciation Week (Day 5): Favorite Quote

[whereiskh4]

It has been 104 days since Sora vanished

[ellieladelmar]

And it breaks my heart, everyday...

[lunacias]

do you ever dream or reminisce? 

(yes based off that one mary poppins song but more specifically, this cover) 

[ellieladelmar]

Thinking of you... wherever you are...

[ellieladelmar]

I am easy to find.

[art-is-art-is-art]

Young Decadent, Ramon Casas

[marzipanandminutiae]

what a fucking mood

[ellieladelmar]

I still love you.

Everlasting love.