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Kaladin in the way of kings: everything I touch withers and dies

Also Kaladin: *spends the rest of that book and the entire series forging unbreakable friendships, inspiring hope in the darkest situations and being a symbol of the indomitable human spirit*

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When everyone in your life is so easily “distracted” they forget about you despite having active plans to do something or being in conversation with you, I’m starting to think it’s just me at this point…“Oh sorry I got distracted” for hours at a time nearly daily across multiple people and friend groups is getting hard to accept as accidental at this rate.

Like just tell me if I’m an annoyance or an issue. At least then I can either fix it or stop wasting everyone’s time being here. It’s a handful of different people this occurs with at this point and it’s frankly tiring.

It genuinely has to be my fault at this point, something I’m doing wrong, or not doing enough of, not offering enough, something. Because there’s no way this can happen in completely unrelated groups of people the same way like this. It has to be the only common denominator that exists which is me…

I don’t really vent on here anymore but it’s the only place it might just go unread and that’s kind of the goal. Cause I refuse to be pathetic and beg for simple common courtesies, to have to guilt people into treating me with respect. I don’t want things to get “better” like that cause it doesn’t solve anything, it doesn’t make it better and it doesn’t correct a behavior. It just breeds resentment and makes things worse.

I’m just tired y’all, just…tired..

#personal