The male was confused by this but was silently taking notes. Who would think he of all people would be able to hold a conversation. However he had arguements to the statements the other was making and it made his brow twitch as he mulled them over.
“You can hope to think that but the fact he attacked one of my friends and was going to force a demon to possess her in the same of science, and not only that, is taking demons themselves to experiment on. From what you say I gather the Vatican did experiments but that doesn’t justify attacking innocents back. It’s fighting a war that should have never started in the first place.”
He sighed and ran a hand through his dark brown hair in thought. “I believed that all demons were bad…that was how they brought him up as an exorcist, but it was also due to the fact so many demons came after me and followed me, it terrified me. Rin….showed me that not all demons are bad. He tries his hardest to help both demons and humans…”
He thought about his actions within his life, especially after Rin’s awakening. “I thought I could take Shiro’s place in protecting him, but…I know next to nothing about myself. I can’t protect anyone if I can’t set my own feet on the ground first…” He admitted finally. Weird how he was opening up to the other.
The wolf could almost smile--if his lips could curl into what most consider a smile. In his own way, he had. Like him--both of them were like him without his influence. Eleusis thought that, momentarily, perhaps his presence in their life was actually a blessing.
You already know your name--That is all you need to know. Yukio Okumura is your own name to pen who you are. Nobody can tell you otherwise, as you are the only person to know who you are. I see a soul of Diamond. Something that cannot be scratched, but if you were to be struck with a hammer, you might shatter into a thousand pieces. You are smart, a genius--yet it is hard for you to bear with the changes occurring with your body. I cannot be specific, as your hardships are not mine to know unless you share them, but I can see a ring of almost Jealousy in your tone in regards to your brother. You feel like you must protect him and these ‘everyone’ you might refer to--but you’re getting a rug pulled out from under your feet.
Part of your problem is that you do not accept yourself fully. You are born not just human--but demon. You are not inheritedly ‘evil’, and you are not completely either. Your body is a balance of unity. Two total opposites working in perfect harmony. You must accept that, otherwise you my end up hurting those you care about. It took the efforts of your mother to bring me back into a better balance--and even I must admit the teetering between Eleusis and Satan is thin. I am both, but they are drastically different. Rin met Satan, while have met me in my more, shall we say, reasonable state.
He stood upon his feet, and settled more next to the male, paw placing itself out to mark something in the dirt and fur. It was the scales as Yukio had seen them within classes--when he learned what trifled what. Though... Elements Yukio hadn’t seen were struck within the dirt. Lux, Tempore, and Spiritus. These were not in the main pentagram, but arranged in a triangle--not connected.
This chart is familiar to you, yes? These are what you label demons as--elemental beings. In some terms, you are correct. In some, you are not. An example being Insects are both Air and Earth. None of these elements are able to exist without the others, and none would exist without Lux-Light, Tempore-Time, and Spiritus-Spirit. These are what are called Pillars. Some of the other ‘elements’ are closer to the other. Fire with Light, Air to Spirit, and Earth to Time. The Three Pillars are concepts themselves.
Tempore is a link of what you humans consider space as well--it governs the ability for demons to take things as a host, and enlists their near infinite lifespan beyond that of a human. Lux is a pillar that governs the mind--a domain that I fear you have experienced it’s Master with. The ability to reason or inability to understand concepts far beyond it’s own. Spiritus is the final pillar. It governs what you call the Demonic Heart. The ability to manifest a demon’s true power while also manifesting the most primal of our energy. Something metaphysical, there but not there. Each Pillar shares influences with the other--and as such, their kings have some likenesses--whether my sons wish to admit it or not. Your existence is the same. An intricate balance that you are disrupting by not accepting.
Allow me to pose you with a question. What is better, Yukio? To be born good, or to be born evil and overcome your nature through sheer effort?
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