WE'RE DEEP IN WONDER AND DISCOVERY

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emeraude toubia ❝ We were meant to be gods We were meant to own the sky shake the earth with our carry oceans in our tears conquer k i n g d o m s with a single shot We were meant to soar above even the brightest S T A R S But they plucked the ambrosia from my lips and they S U C K E D the divinity from your name and they cast us out like original sin out of Eden and they left us here bare-handed in socked feet with wounded H E A R T S and mortal sins and the last enchanted dewdrop still clinging to our hair So I s a n k down to hell made playmates with the fallen devils learned how to stay W A R M by the heat of hellfire So you leapt into the sky made warmates with the fallen stars learned how to fly by the trail of a dying comet So you resurrected me with your p o i s o n e d lips and I breathed your name back to life and we built ourselves up from the depth of this cursed land b r i c k by brick b o n e by bone b r e a t h by breath s i n by ghostly sin And o n e day, my love, we will reach up into the h e a v e n s and bring down their castle in the clouds and leave them as they left us: bare-handed in socked feet with wounded h e a r t s and immortal sins and the last enchanted dewdrop still clinging to their hair One day, my love, we will be what d e s t r o y e d the gods.❞

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oh baby.

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“That’s refreshing to know,” he giggled lightly, being on the same page, was always important after all. But when you have been in a relationship with someone as long as they have been with each other, rarely ever you’re not on the same page when it comes to the way that you feel about each other, “It’s understandable why you were nervous, but you can talk about everything with me,” he assured her, he would be too if he was in her place. Once she called the hospital, and they picked up, he waited for her to finish talking before saying something. “As soon as possible, would be nice.”

“i know i can talk to you about anything and everything, just big things i get nervous about,” she said with a small smile. “alright, let me see what i can do for you,” the voice on the phone spoke out, “i’m just going to put you on hold while i have a little look,” the voice added. “i can’t believe this is happening,” emeraude squealed with excitement, “i just kinda hope we’re not waiting to long for an appointment” she said, she was a bit impatient at this point. the voice on the phone came back before she could speak again “hi, we have an appointment slot available tomorrow at 12:30pm if that works for you?” the voice said. emeraude looked over to the male for a nod hoping it would work for him too.

oh baby.

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“I’m glad,” he smiled widely, before kissing her lips, “If you weren’t, you would still be stuck with me though,” he teased her, a small grin in his lips, of course, that he was just joking, as he wouldn’t ever force anyone to be with him, “I am! The only other time that I was this happy, was when we got married,” he admitted, that was one of the happiest moments in his life, “You’re going to be an amazing mom,” he said, his tone of voice confident, because he was certain of that, “We shall.”

“i would never complain about being stuck with you,” she laughed a little. “i’m glad you’re happy about this, you have no idea how nervous i was,” she said truthfully, it was big news after all, something that could change everything either for the best or worst, she always assumed the best though. “and you’re going to be an amazing dad,“ she smiled. emeraude picked up her phone and selected the doctor putting it on loud speaker to hear a voice answering “hello, how can i help?” she looked over the male as the voice on the phone stopped “hi, i’d like to make an appointment, i took a pregnancy test and it came back positive,”

oh baby.

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“Well, I’m glad, because I would hate to lose you,” he said, a small grin on his lips, but he did mean it, because he loved her, more than anything, and his life without her, would just be terrible, “Oh my god!” he wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly, after they got married, he was already starting to think about having a kid with her. It was his dream to have a family with her, and now he would be able to, so you could see why he was so happy, “I’m so excited!” he grinned at her, “When are we going to the doctors? Have you already scheduled an appointment? If you haven’t, we should do that now.”

“well lucky for you i’m with you forever.” she smiled. she smiled even more when alberto hugged her. “I’m sensing you’re really really happy,” she giggled slightly as she hugged him back. “this is a huge moment, i’m excited too, but also a little nervous like i’m going to be a mom,” she was almost crying at this point she was ready but also nervous which was a given in the situation. “no i havent yet, I wanted to tell you first so we could do it together,” she said bringing her phone out, “shall we?” she said dialling the number

oh baby.

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Her words made a knot form in his stomach, because the way that she said, made seem like a bad thing, but he doubted that she would do something like if it would, “Is it divorce papers? Because you’re acting as if it is,” he teased her with a small grin, as he started to open the package, because he was so nervous. After he opened everything, his eyes widened and he looked at her, he was almost crying, because of what it could mean, “Is it what I think it is?” he asked, already knowing the answer, but asking to be sure.

“it’s nothing like that, something completely different to that” she smiled as she watched the male open the present, she could see the look of shock, but the good sort of shock she assumed in his face. she smiled with a tear rolling down her cheek and nodded. “it most definitely is what you think it is,” she said, “you’re going to be a daddy,” she said placing her hand on her stomach, “i’m not sure how far along i am, we’ll need to go the doctors to find that out, but i’m assuming it’s about a month and a bit, i can’t tell you how excited and nervous i am about all of this,”

oh baby.

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It was another day of watching Chicago Fire with his co stars, which was exactly why he was out. But at that moment he was going back home. His wife told him that she had a surprise to him, and he was honestly so curious to know what it was, as she didn’t even give him any tips, so he had absolutely no idea what it was, which made things even more exciting. After getting home, he parked the car, and got out, before walking inside, “Honey, I’m home,” he smiled widely, as he closed the door, and walked around the house trying to find her, and found her in the kitchen. He walked toward her and kissed her lips, it was then that he noticed the little box, “Oh, is this the surprise?” he grinned widely, as a million of thoughts went through his head, and he tried to guess what it was.

emeraude lit up as she heard the sound of her husband coming in, though nerves ran through her a little, though she knew he would be happy with the news but still it was quite life changing. she smiled as she felt him kiss her, “hi you,” she said. “yes, yes it is.” she said smiling wide. “before you open it, i just want you to know how much i love you and i will always love you no matter what happens.” she said picking it up. “okay, you can open it” she said handing it to him waiting in anticipation for him to open it.

oh baby.

She had done it, she took that long awaited test, she waited and waited to be able to take it and at long last she could. the happiness that filled her body when she read the word ‘pregnant’ on the test was overwhelming. though she had taken it on her own, she wanted to surprise alberto with a gift to tell him he was going to be a father something she always planned on doing since they got together. that day she went out and found a baby grow with ‘worlds best daddy’ on it. as soon as she got home she placed the pregnancy test in some tissue paper into a gift back along with the baby grow and set it in the kitchen waiting for alberto to open. excitement ran through her body as she waited for him to arrive home.

an engaging night.

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“oh well, better off than being on anyway,” she chuckled slightly/. “I think you’re too over dressed now, think we need to fix that” she said raising an eyebrow.

“Take off them then,” he smirked at her, his hands rubbing her thighs, going up and down, teasing her a little.

“oh i intend to,” she said seductively as she started to undress him, though shivers climbed down her spine as the male teased her by rubbing her thighs,

an engaging night.

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Alberto didn’t lose any time, he moved his hands away from her, and ripped her clothes. “Oops,” he smirked at her, he would buy another one to her, ripping it off was just so worth it.

“oh well, better off than being on anyway,” she chuckled slightly/. “I think you’re too over dressed now, think we need to fix that” she said raising an eyebrow.

an engaging night.

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Alberto continued sucking on her neck, moving spots, as the one he was working on, a hickey appeared, leaving hickeys in different spots on her neck. Before moving his between her legs, and start to rub her.

a loud moan escaped her mouth has she felt the other start to rub between her legs, she had to bite her lip to stop herself from moaning too loudly because of how good it felt.

an engaging night.

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A small shiver went down on his back, as she wrapped her legs around his waist, and he continued to kiss her. His hand moving to cup her breast, and he squeezed it lightly. His mouth after a few seconds, moved away from hers, and to her neck, he always made sure to make it all about her, and to give her as much pleasure as possible.

she hummed as she felt him squeeze her breast a little before bitting her lip as the male moved from her lips to a sensitive spot on her neck, she tilted her neck slightly so he could get to her neck a little bit more.

an engaging night.

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A soft smile appeared on his lips when she said to remind her when he forgot how much he was loved. “I will, I always think about and my family when I see haters like that,” he assured her, wanting to make sure she knew that he knew that there were people that loved it. “It’s okay, I was just surprised,” he giggled at her. “Mhm, I like the sound of that,” he returned her kiss, slowly laying her down on the couch and being on top of her.

“you better,” she smiled at him softly. “sometimes i can be really surprising, how is that news to you,” she chuckled a little. before emeraude knew it she was laying down on the couch with alberto hovering above her, she took the opportunity to tug on the bottom of his shirt a little still kissing him adding tongue a little.

an engaging night.

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“Good,” he bit his lips, a small shiver went down his spine when he felt her finger on his torso, it always made him shiver, in a good way. “I will, don’t worry, I always just focus on the ones that don’t hate me,” he assured her, just like he also always tried to think about the positive sides of things, he also just focused on the ones that liked him instead of the ones that disliked, he didn’t want to waste his time with haters. “Oh?“ he smirked, he managed to catch her when she jumped, but almost fell down on his ass. “Jeez, give a warning,” he giggled.

she smirked as she noticed him shiver a little. “good, and if you ever need a reminder of how much you’re loved just think of me because i love you the mostest,” she said smiling. “i thought i’d be a little spontaneous,” she smirked, “now,” she said before kissing him, “let’s show the neighbours how to really celebrate,” she said smirking before kissing him roughly yet passionately,

an engaging night.

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“Hmm… Good, I only want to be the one that see that side of you,” he stroked her bottom lip, but he knew that she wouldn’t ever do anything to hurt him, she wouldn’t ever cheat on him, so he was not worried about it. He trusted her, no matter what happened, he would always trust her, because he knew she wouldn’t ever do anything to break that trust. “Oh, stop it, is not that impossible, you would be surprised with the amount of people that dislike me,” he said with a small smile. “She loves you,” he assured her, she always knew, she knew she was good to her son. “Here or are we going to the bedroom?”

“you’re the only one i ever want to show this side of me to,” she said tracing his torso with her finger and biting her bottom lip ever so slightly. “babe, just remember there are more people out there that love and adore you than dislike you,” she said smiling softly up to him. “mhm, i want you to take me right here, right against the wall,” she said biting her lip once again before leaning up and kissing him, and knowing him he’d catch her so she decided to jump a little and wrap her legs around the males waist.

an engaging night.

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“You’re always naughty,” it was amazing, how they still couldn’t keep their hands to themselves, even thought they were together for quite some time, if he wasn’t mistaken, it already had been one year, would be two soon, that was quite some time. “Your mom always seemed to love me, and I was always glad for that, imagine if my future mother in law didn’t like me, that would be a big problem,” he crinkled his nose, he was already considered part of the family for a long time. “Gosh, all this time, and you still can make me blush,” he smiled shyly at her, the blush he mentioned on his cheeks. “She was very happy, she actually thought I took too long, she said that she always knew you were the one.”

“only naughty for you,” she said in just a loud enough whisper for him to hear, it’s really no surprise they’re still like that, they’re just those kinds of people that take any opportunity to be sexual, some people could think was a bad thing but really it’s just human nature. “it’s not a surprise to be honest, you’re a very lovable person, she could never not like you, it’s simply impossible,” she said giving him a warm smile. “you’re just too adorable,” she said kissing his cheek. “too long? she must really like me then.” she smiled as she rest her hand on his cheek. “now, i think it’s time to celebrate, mhm,“

an engaging night.

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“Yet, it still does,” he giggled, their playful side, always seemed to find a way out in every situation that they were in, it was amazing, that side of them wouldn’t ever disappear no matter how long passed by. “So naughty,” he grinned, he spent some time on the phone with his mom, she seemed to be so happy, he could practicallt hear her smile, he could also notice that she was almost crying. After hanging up, he noticed that she was done with the call too, as she walked back to the living room, he got up and wrapped his arms around her, almost automatically. “What did she say?” he was sure she was happy, yet thise butterflies were back on his stomach once again, his nerves getting the best of him, even though he knew he had no reasons to be nervous.

she let out a small laugh at his response. “when aren’t i naughty,” she gave a seductive wink. “my mom, to quote her, very very,” she paused snaking her arms around him and giving him a quick kiss, “very, very, very, happy i found someone as sweet, kind, and charming as you to spend the rest of my life with, she couldn’t be more happier if she tried or else she’d explode,” she said with a bright smile on her face, “and she’s absolutely right, i found the most sweetest, kindest, charming, and adding my own words here, sexiest man to spend the rest of my life with, and i’m happier than ever,” she added. “and what about your mom, what did she have to say?”

an engaging night.

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“I guess so, yeah, I haven’t thought about it like that, but you do have a good point,” he smiled softly, wouldn’t necessarily be bad if he wasn’t feeling that fear, but the fact that he was, wasn’t silly, like she said, it meant that he loved her, so it wasn’t also exactly a bad thing, despite the fact that he would rather if he haven’t felt it, since he had a knot on his stomach. “Good, it’s what you deserve,” he smiled softly, stroking her cheek with his thumb, she deserved to be treated like a Queen. “Alone celebrating seems just amazing,” he smirked at her. “I know, you can call her right now if you wanna, I will call mine too,” he kissed her cheek, and got up to grab his phone. “That’s the cutest thing ever.”

“i always make good points, that should surprise you anymore,” she chucked softly looking at him with complete love in her eyes, if they could they would be the heart eye emoji at this point. “n’aw, that’s the sweetest thing,” she smiled as she felt the male stroke her cheek, it sent shivers down her spine though good ones, she liked that sort of feeling. “doesn’t it just? i look forward to celebrating alone,” she smirked right back him. “sounds like a plan, then you’re all mine,” she said taking her phone from her pocket and calling her mum. a few moments later she reappeared in the living room with the brightest smile on her face.

an engaging night.

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“I know it was a silly fear, but I still couldn’t help but be scared of it, I don’t know what I would do if you had said no,” he admitted, things would be so awkward if she had said no, he would understand if she said that it was too soon, but that still didn’t mean that it would be a pleasant situation. “That’s why I say so much, I love making you happy, it makes me happy too,” he smiled softly at her, his arms wrapped around her, keeping her close. “That seems nice, just stay in, and celebrate, “ he smiled softly, he couldn’t stop smiling, the smile was ear to ear, he couldn’t help, he was so happy. “We could throw a party and invite people, and tell everyone, tell our friends and our family, we can let social media know later on.”

“no, it’s not silly at all. i think it show’s you really truly love me if you were scared i’d say no, that’s what i take from that anyway,” she said giving him a reassuring smile. “you make me happy everyday, so you’re succeeding very much so in making me happy,” she said leaning herself into him a little more constantly smiling, it was hard for her not to smile after the whole thing. “a night of alone celebrating is what is needed.” she chuckled a little. “that sounds perfect, i love that idea, i’ll need to tell my mom soon though, you know what she’ll be like if i leave it for a long time,“ she let out a soft laugh. “you know the one thing you’re going to see me doing a lot is admiring the ring, i’m not going to stop looking at it,“

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