And I saw sparks

written with love and nothing less

[emptylolita]

You're too good for anyone.

[emptylolita]

I have this ego in me that's still yelling at me in the face telling me how it was my fault. It wasn't, you stupid cunt. It was never your fault, it was all his. Stop fucking lying to yourself

[emptylolita]

Dude, nothing could make me love him. I wish nothing but painful death to the 0.00001% love I still have for him

[emptylolita]

My happiness comes from this destroyed constant anxiety, a heavy burden, I found. This lightness is easing me, ravishingly delightful it surely is. I can sleep at night not worrying about where you'd go or where I could be *barfs* like beside you or whatever. I've grown a fondness and an ever growing respect for women who don't have a man to call their own. They surely are the more superior being. How do I simplify it? Well Michelle Obama's cool but she'll never reach Rooney Mara in The Social Network cool if you understand this, you're cool

I don't hate men.

I just don't know what they are for besides, well, pain of course

[emptylolita]

don't look at you with Love. I do wish I was happier than this, a fucked up version of me in this flow in time. I'm however thankful somehow that I can feel all of this, whatever THIS is. It feels heavy at times when I remember how bad we were but the guilt is heaviest when I realise how I should have been treating myself better and not just depended on you to do so. I was alone and good. Now I'm alone and well, not good. I have no love towards who you are now. You are after all dead to me, the old you has died long before I wrote this. I wish you never changed for it would have made all the difference. We could have been the happiest people alive.

I am happier now but not the conventional kind where you jump with joy or have a hand to hold. I am not looking at screens and smiling alone, not in a room with my so called favourite person. But I am happy

[emptylolita]

Lelaki terpukimak di Dunia, dia

[emptylolita]

God. Help me. God, please help me

[emptylolita]

"I love you"

- "I love you more"

"Impossible"

[emptylolita]

I'm in love when I should be out of love just like how I study last minute for tests and then I still somehow get surprised if I fail. When will I ever change ways, God. I know it's late and I should be asleep but it's a month before my 24th and I feel like I'm nothing like how I was supposed to be like

[emptylolita]

Maybe love was meant for the chosen ones.......

[emptylolita]

I've went on the right (best) dates with the wrong guys and on the wrong dates with Mr Right who turned out to be Mr Not so right I guess so maybe just maybe I shouldn't be out on dates at all

[emptylolita]

"You look like you're probably perfect"

[emptylolita]

A glorified cunt. My ex. There are no differences between the two

[emptylolita]

"I wanted to hold your hand. I kept staring at it but I was scared. I was scared you were still so mad"

[emptylolita]

[emptylolita]

I feel like %#+

[emptylolita]

I want all ladies to know that it's a compliment when a guy calls you a "fucking psycho"