Magic and Sparkles

[remanence-of-love]

[rhapsodic-evanescence]

In an alternate universe somewhere, there’s a version of me that ends up with a version of you. And in every other alternate universe, I find you and I fall in love with you whether we last or not. This I know. Because the amount of things I feel when I simply think about you can’t be limited to this life alone.

-au

[s-unberry]

“Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, it’s not meant to be. That person you try so hard for, will not be as interested as you want them to be, and that is the problem.”

— there will be someone else (via kate-astrophic)

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

“I think I could remember your love in a thousand different ways. I always start with remembering you as pain. I always have that initial drop-gut feeling, where I remember sobbing into pillow sheets, sobbing into your old t-shirts, sobbing into the phone. But after? I remember our love in light. I remember guilty teasing and lips that brushed and your hand in mine. I remember our love in the steady beat of your heart under my ear. Your shampoo smell in my clothes. I think the crinkles you get by your eyes when you smile are imprinted into the back of my brain. I remember our love as heat, as skimming fingertips and whispering “I love you’s" into your throat and your palm and your mouth. I remember our love like as if it was tattooed into my skin. I hope you remember our love in light. I hope you don’t remember me in drunken voicemails and angry words thrown at closed doors or in the taste of another girl’s mouth. I hope you remember me in light the way I remember you in sunshine. I know that I loved you with a fire in my heart that needed to announce its love to every inch of your skin, but maybe I’ve always been burned out.”

— You told me you’d remember us in all our best parts, and then you forgot to remember.

[blossomfully]

“In my mind it’s 5 am and we’re thinking about each other but neither of us know it. In my mind you’re missing me because we left too many things unsaid, because I never got to really wrap my arms around your neck and kiss your face and say I was thankful for everything I ever felt for you. In my mind we are walking alongside the pavement on opposite sides of the road and you are so close, but not close enough. And I’m yelling at you, I’m saying ‘hi, hey, remember me?’ but you have your arm around the waist of somebody else. In my mind you’re running, I can see the blur, the flash of your person running towards me. But, when you arrive, I am not the one whose face you are touching. I am not the one whose air you are breathing. I am not the one and the truth is you left me behind a long time ago. The truth is you are here; always, constantly, irrepressibly here. And the truth is, this - all of this, has to be worth something. Right? Tell me I’m not the only one with this on my mind.”

— S. Zhao // To you, from me (via blossomfully)

[songoftheseas]

“Maybe we met each other a little too soon, to have a love that was supposed to last forever.”

— thegoodvillain (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-quotes]

“It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.”

—

Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?

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[lovelustquotes]

“I still wake up with things to tell you. One day, I won’t. I will learn placid acceptance. I will stop panicking when I can’t perfectly remember the pitch of your voice or the curve of your jawline. The smell of cinnamon won’t make me sad anymore. At this point it’s not about finding someone to replace you. I have spread my love all over the place. It’s about trying to sleep knowing I live in a world that has your hands in it.”

—

“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends” Trista Mateer

this is from my book Honeybee!

(via tristamateer)

[ibloggertayny577]

“I have visions of us, spinning ‘round in my head, in complete and total happiness. It is a blessing and a curse.”

- (via-thetruth)

[blossomfully]

“I write about you,“ she said, "because when my words touch the paper I can pretend that you love me, and I can live in a parallel universe where things are different.”

— Sue Zhao // Nothing but Strawberries #10

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

There are some people that I will never truly be able to fully get out of my heart. No matter how many years have passed, they’re still present inside of me. Pieces of them are still left even as the months pass and I can’t keep track of them anymore. They become a part of me I don’t talk about out loud. They don’t exist to me anymore, or at least that’s what I tell my heart so it can be a little easier to forget. But parts of them still live inside of the crevices of my heart and my mind. And no amount of time can completely wipe them out. And I’ve accepted that.

[wnq-quotes]

John Keats | @wnq-quotes

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[remanence-of-love]

[blossomfully]

do you think you can ever stop loving someone completely

Yes. But I also think that there are some people that we never stop loving. And I know that that sounds terrifying, but I think it just means that at one point we felt something so profound that it won’t ever leave us, and I think that’s okay. 

[amortizing]

“Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Nice Quiet Place (via goodreadss)

[blossomfully]

“But how dare you,“ she said quietly, "how dare you give me hope only to take it away again. "How dare you let me believe that we could be something when all along you knew that we were nothing.””

— Sue Zhao // Nothing but Strawberries #2

[blossomfully]

“The idea of ‘what could have been’ is a fiction. It is a story. And you have such a vivid imagination that you have turned it into an entire fairy tale when it was simply a chapter.”

— Sue Zhao // Nothing but Strawberries #1