do not perceive me

zahar | 24 | she/they | pfp @_gabrielpicolo | musings of a neurodivergent, mentally ill, queer person. be warned this is a garbage dump

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i put the fun in executive dysfunction

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we’re back and more insane than ever 🫡

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damn you don't log in for a couple months and are bombarded with scam followers everyday, that's crazy

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need to come to terms with my best friends growing apart from me

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i miss feeling excited for things

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one of the only genres i can listen to while doing work is edm

gotta love adhd brain

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exhausted

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damn this hypfx got hands

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going to the gym in a torrential downpour is top 10 dumbest things I’ve done

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literally eveyrhting in my life is falling apart holy shit

i fucked my mcat score, i didn’t get the job i want, other places keep ghosting me, and now my friends are starting to exclude me from things

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my toxic trait is stalking my ex's social media and then throwing up b/c of how disgusting they are and how dumb i was

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everyday im fighting a battle against eurocentric beauty standards

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do u ever feel like you’re losing all your friends because where you are in life is so different than them

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the grip that marshalls has on me

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applying to jobs and then obsessively checking your email for updates within seconds

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me having to take standardized exams while being depressed and having severe adhd but can’t get accommodations because I was a “gifted” kid until college basically and don’t have a history that shows how fucked in the head i actually am

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piercings are so unpredictable

you’ll just be living your life, enjoying your day and suddenly your 7 year old piercing is bleeding

why WHY