zee @enhypendiaries - Tumblr Blog

preface.

hi! i'm zee. i'm a writer whose works are dedicated to enhypen. my writing consists of, and is not limited to: poems, sonnets, essays, and alternate universes. this blog is an archive of my works, where i hope to grow my writing while spreading the enhypen influence.

twitter username: enhypendays 🦢

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I open this page, uncertain of how I should lay myself bare – the part of me that has been dormant for quite some time now: my being an ENGENE.

The last Tuesday felt like a nasty gust, slapping me right on the face unprepared. I have just been listening to <Blossom> hours before, lamenting about my desire to be loved the way the song sang to me. Love… oh love, did it break me. It was unforeseeable. It was an abrupt change that came by so rudely on a bleak Tuesday afternoon.

For the first few hours, I was aware yet in utter denial. It wasn’t until sunset when I began to – or at least attempted to – process my feelings regarding the news. A friend cried before I even did and that was the trigger my raw emotions needed. The tears streamed endlessly and I bawled my protests in disbelief of what they told the public. I desperately unraveled my tangled earphones, wanting to hear the sound that have kept me going for the last five years… and when I heard his voice, the heartbreak was even more palpable. I know it shouldn’t have been what I’ve done, but from that moment up to this day, I couldn’t listen nor look at anything that reminded me of them. Not because I lost interest, but because I wanted to freeze the moment – or at least my memories – from the magic of their completeness. The last vivid memory I have of the seven was from some two years ago during Fate+ in Seoul, and that magical moment was where I wanted my reality to be.

I cannot say for certain what moved me to reopen my accounts and face this hurtful reality. I guess it is hope. I am hanging on to that hope, as do millions of us, because what is provided thus far only strengthens that hope. I cannot be certain until I hear it clearly from him and them. Nothing is impossible, right? And I still hold on to the phrase he always says:

Always together.

Bring Heeseung back. ENHYPEN will never not be seven.

#enhypen

yess, while it is very true that i dont feel the same way i did when i first started listening to their music, there's still a part of me that never lets go.

that little part of me though, it really deeply loves enhypen, not bc of their looks or what they act like, but bc they're the reason i saw the beauty of life and hope. so maybe thats why i have such a soft spot for them🥹

i will never understand how "engenes" can leave the fandom bc of some stupid rumors and "bad" songs..

like you, enhypen will always have a special spot in my identity and heart because they are the people that led me out of the unhappy burrow i holed myself in at one point in my life. i think the boys deserve that kind of love - genuine and unconditional.

thanks a lot for sharing your story here 😊 reading stuff like this once in a while is so gratifying.

is this blog alive??

hibernating!! haha. had to take a break for personal reasons. thanks for checking in, however. i appreciate the gesture!

i think i have to put this out there now. i'm the sort of person that struggles with consistency. i write in spurts of motivation which in consequence makes me productive for only a given period of time before taking a break. as for this blog, it's my personal choice to treat this like i would my affections to enhypen: not out of obligation, but out of sincerity.

i hope this sheds some light and that u guys would understand. again, thank you so much for checking in on this blog still! see you next time around 🩷

I LOVE UR WORKS OMDSSSS

Im not into enhypen anymore but the things u write reminds me so much of when they used to be my everything, my comfort and happiness and its reassuring to feel that way.

Especially when you write about sunoo. Sunoo quite literally saved my life and he was someone i really admired for a long time but for the past few weeks I've started to lose the spark and love i once had for him and enhypen. Of course i still like and support them but it just doesn't feel the same ykwim? I feel really guilty and im afraid to fully get over them bc they were all i ever had during my lowest moments and my feelings suddenly changing is a little scary and confusing. But im glad at the same time because now i am finally able to explore more topics and get over my 'obsessive' kpop era lmfao

Im so sorry for venting but i really wanted to share my experiences with your amazing writing. I love youuuu🫶🫶🫶 (platonically)

hi! this answer is so long overdue. sorry about this, i had to take a break from social media for personal reasons.

anyways, i think my writing feels reminiscent of that feeling because i am in that kind of mentality and mood at the time of writing those posts. when i write, i feel so in touch with my emotions – so you relating to that means you feel a deep connection and adoration to the group which makes me happy to know bc it goes to show the magnitude of impact the boys have to countless lives all over the world 🩷.

i do suffer from a similar dilemma myself, but speaking from experience – i believe there's nothing wrong with losing touch with that part of yourself, it's still a part of you albeit dormant. i'd like to think the boys would prefer that we love them, not out of obligation, but of true respect and admiration for their craft and character. love them in a way you are most comfortable and in tune with your real emotions. only you would know that.

so sorry this took so long, but i hope this answer provides u a semblance of comfort 🩷 xo

sonnet no. 04

for sunoo.

#enhypen #sunoo #poetry #writing #sonnet

ENHYPEN Lore

Part 4. Dimension Duology

Intro: Whiteout

Interlude: Question

Outro: Day 2

#enhypen #lore #narration #dimension #dilemma #answer #intro: whiteout #interlude: question #outro: day 2

ENHYPEN Lore

Part 3. Border: Carnival

Intro: The Invitation

Outro: The Wormhole

#enhypen #lore #narration #intro: the invitation #outro: the wormhole #border: carnival

ENHYPEN Lore

Part 2. Border: Day One

Intro: Walk the Line

Outro: Cross the Line

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ENHYPEN Lore

Part 1. Introduction

Introduction and Background

Choose - Chosen

From the debut trailer

#enhypen #lore #narration #introduction #choose - chosen #debut trailer

The ENHYPEN Lore

Is it not such a fascinating subject?

I have always been in love with ENHYPEN's artistry from the moment their debut trailer was released. The filmography was mesmerizing and flawless as if it was some cinematic masterpiece. Oh how I love to be the theorists that deduces, infers, and gives meaning to the imageries on films, but that was something I unfortunately was poor at.

However, influenced by my literary inclinations, I was rather more drawn to ENHYPEN's narrations. I looked forward to every narrative in ENHYPEN's discography, eager to listen to what they present next. The writing is superb and wondrously poetic. Complemented with the members' impressive narrations, enhypen's narrative discography is a museum of art.

In this continuing series, I will delve into a literary interpretation of ENHYPEN's narratives chronicling their lore. While this is not a full-blown theory in itself, I hope that this could offer some help to our resident theorists while demonstrating the fantabulous writing of these narratives.

Table of Contents

✧ Introduction & Debut Trailer

✧ Border: Day One

✧ Border: Carnival

✧ Dimension Duology

✧ Manifesto: Day 1

✧ Dark Blood

✧ Orange Blood

#enhypen #lore #narration #narrative #literary interpretation

Hello! i think I know you from Twitter ^^ Will you be posting your analysis on Enhypen's lore as well? I hope you're having a good day, I love your writing and analysis posts!

hi! omg >< oh yes i am planning to import my enhypen lore postings on twitter in here as well for the sake of archiving.

thank you so much for reading my works! hearing little praises like this helps me a lot to battle my lack of confidence and keeps me motivated to write more. really, i couldn't thank you enough 🥺

quick question, im really interested in poetry and stuff like these.. but i dont know where to start. my vocabulary is a little limited, (mostly because English is not my first language and im still learning) so how can i expand my knowledge on vocab and things like that? did you take classes or?? im aware that some do take classes but how can one learn without taking classes? (saying that bc there's nothing like poetry classes where i live) do you recommend any poetry books?

I think your works are so amazing and they just make me more interested in poetry, they're so beautiful. idk i have so much to say and ask but it's disappearing 😭

(sorry if i asked too much🙏)

hi~ first of all, thank you for reading my works and appreciating them! it means a lot. i'm happy seeing people getting interested in poetry.

expanding my vocabulary was for the most part cultivated through reading and reading and reading. i also often use the dictionary app to better understand words and/or find synonymous or related terms that might be better for the context i'm using it for.

i actually didn't take any poetry classes (it's more of i couldn't bc it's beyond my means). i did have english classes in school and they helped me exercise my writing. but mine was largely self-cultivation.

you can start with simple ideas, exploring figures of speech, employing your experiences/learnings as metaphors for example, read, and exercise your writing! the first few tries wouldn't be perfect or satisfying, but what matters is growth. above all, put your heart into your writing. hopefully this helps even a little ♡