‧₊˚ doll ﾟ.*･｡ @enigmaticdolly - Tumblr Blog

Dear Crush

You linger in my thoughts, a tenant who pays no rent.

Did you hypnotize me,or was my heart always this easily spent?

You asked where my boundaries lay, and I handed you the key. Now I fear you'll know my body better than you'll know me.

The mind begs for caution,the heart begs for more. One builds a wall, the other opens the door.

I'll mistake attention for affection,and affection for love. A fool with stars in her eyes cannot distinguish the two above.

No point in asking who is to blame,whether fate or my own undoing.

For I cannot tell if I'm loving you,

or loving what loving you is doing.

I'll try not to ask for too much.

I'll try not to be picky.

I'll try not to be sad.

I wouldn't want you to hate me.

I'll try not to be loud.

I don't wanna be a nuisance.

I'll sit here in silence,while you talk all you want.

I'd have to bite my tongue,so I don't mumble.

But I'll wait patiently until you're all done.

After that's over..why won't you let me speak?

She can say whatever she wants to,so then what's the difference with me?

I waited my turn.

I bit back my words.

So then why..why.. why!

Do you always silence me...?

Why can I never speak and say what I desperately want to say?

Why is it always 'hush hush' to only me?

Velvet shadows, camera light,

her body draped in soft invite.

Moonlit hush, a silver tune,

desire drifting under the moon.

roses are red,

lilies are bold,

dark petals whisper,

stories untold. 🌺🐾

be the yang to my yin 🤍🖤

‧₊˚ doll ﾟ.*･｡